Chapter 65 Love is letting go, but it can't be let go
Subconsciously turned his head to look, and saw Zhao Ya lying face to the ground, her ankles and chin were stained with dirt on the threshold.
Rub, why is this damn girl so stupid??
"Xiaomei, you let go of me first, and I'll see if Zhao Ya has fallen and injured herself. ”
"No, I don't, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I let go now, I won't be able to hug you again..."
“...”
"I'll talk about it later, and I'll hold it as much as I want~~ Release it first, let it go!"
At that time, I thought about whether she had fallen and injured herself, so she immediately squeezed Zhu Xiaomei's hand and walked over quickly. Walking to the side, the stupid girl was already crying 555, not that she was squeamish, but the place where her knees were bruised was really painful.
"Are you a pig, how am I going to walk ?????"
“55555~~~”
"Doesn't it hurt? I'll help you rub it, and it will disperse the stasis. Mr. Zhang's safflower oil, I'll help you get it when you go up. ”
At that time, I gently stroked her blue knees with my hand, and it took me a long time to pick her up, and when I remembered that Zhu Xiaomei was still in the small garden and turned around, the person was no longer there.
There was only a lonely bento box left, just like Zhu Xiaomei who was sitting there crying alone just now...
I was inexplicably a little lost, I didn't think too much about picking up the box, and walked to the teaching building with Zhao Ya, and when I got to Mr. Zhang's borrowing safflower oil, the head teacher asked me if I had itchy hands and fights?
Hehe, I really want to fight, but do you know that the most important thing I want to fight is your face with a five-layer foundation??
Back to the classroom, pour some safflower oil and rub it on my hands, I half-knelt and picked up her school uniform pants and wiped them on my knees, at that time the whole classroom was noisy, a "wow~~~ oh" sound, my face was red and stared, it was like a mouth plugged egg and closed again, and I turned my head to see Zhao Ya's face was also a little red.
"Hmm... I'll come by myself, Chen Qian, you can go back to your seat when class is going to be. ”
"Uh, haha~~ yes too... Then you come by yourself, uh... Do it yourself. ”
Sitting back in my seat awkwardly, I thought of Zhu Xiaomei at that time, tilted my head and saw that she was holding an English book and reading, looking at her eyes that were still a little red, I couldn't help but ask her, are you better?
She didn't speak, just turned her head and smiled and nodded to me, then continued to read her book. At that point, I suddenly felt that something was wrong...
It turns out that I guessed correctly, in the past, Zhu Xiaomei always talked to me sticky, but after three classes today, she didn't take the initiative to mention a word to me, just quietly reading the book until she packed her schoolbag after school and didn't say hello to me.
"Wait, Zhu Xiaomei, your... I forgot to bring the lunch box. ”
(She'll definitely say: No, it's your bento box.) )
I thought so at the time.
But after she was stunned, she still smiled faintly, took the lunch box and left. At that time, I suddenly felt very flustered, as if I was the most familiar tablemate... Suddenly became like a stranger...
It's like she's afraid of her, and she'll never talk to me again.
What's wrong with her, where am I... Did it hurt her?
After school, in fact, I wanted to invite Zhao Ya to drink milk tea here, but she said that she would also go with her brother in the afternoon of the physical examination, so I didn't force a person to go to the Internet café to match. Playing games in my hands, listening to the clamor of Internet cafes in my ears, in my heart, I can't help but recall the time when Zhu Xiaomei cried and hugged me, and those words that seemed to have made great determination and courage to speak...
She seemed to really, really like me, so much that she would never want to let go when she hugged me.
No.
No, no, no, no... Now it's time to think about what Ono will do with me when he comes back, not about this mess. Where's Kaizi? Where the hell did this guy die??
Forcibly suppressing the mess, I went to deposit the two thousand and a half in the bank at noon, and went back to school in the afternoon.
When I returned to the classroom, I was still the last to arrive, and the others were playing and reading books, and only Zhao Ya was there reading comics alone. Several girls next to her looked at her with not very kind eyes, in fact, it was normal, Zhao Ya was so beautiful, her family background was good, she didn't know if she was working at home, but she was playing games and reading comics outside, but she could still rank in the top five of the class in her studies, and I was a little jealous of her.
I returned to my seat, I wanted to call out extracurricular activities for a while, because the two classes were history and politics, lying on the table, but my ears couldn't help but listen, listening to Zhu Xiaomei's ability to talk to me? But she didn't, except for the political teacher's expression when she patted me on the shoulder, she didn't say a word.
Stuffy... In my heart, I turned from uneasiness to fire.
I'm going crazy! I'm going crazy???
What is this for? What is this for? What does it mean? Am I offending you or is it making you unhappy, you just stopped talking to me all of a sudden, and I always feel sorry for you in my heart, why did you say it??
But when the words came to my mouth, I didn't ask, because as soon as the bell rang in the second class, Zhao Ya dragged me out and asked me to accompany her to the library to read a book, and I was dragged to the door by her at that time, and I couldn't help but look at Zhu Xiaomei, but she didn't look back.
Never mind... Never mind...
Ignore it, I'm tired of it!!
It's just that when the front foot went out, I didn't see Zhu Xiaomei's body suddenly trembling when I went out, holding the pages of the book with her hands until the corners of the book were crumpled, and finally buried her head deep in the crook of her arm, sobbing.