Chapter 32: After the Uncontrollable
After changing the medicine, Rirad carefully bandaged my wound again, and the loose tape was wrapped around my face, which did not make me feel uncomfortable.
Looking at the dark red gauze in the corner of the tray, the corners of my mouth inadvertently lifted slightly.
The blood stains on this piece of gauze were much less than the previous one, and it was one step closer to the day when it would be possible to go out.
"The wound is slowly starting to stop bleeding, and it seems that the blood clotting grass is still useful. Lillard took the tray aside, sat back down next to me, and raised his hand to caress the skin next to the gauze, "It's just that it may leave a scar later......"
"It's not like her, is it?" I regretted it, knowing that pretending to be Hatherine for the time being was a condition on which I wanted to leave, but I couldn't help but want to interrupt him.
Sometimes when I'm alone in a room, I can't help but ask myself, I'm who I am, why pretend to be Hatherine?
Can't I get Lard's attention?
But every time I saw Llard's smiling face, I couldn't be myself again.
Llard sighed, took me into his arms, and gently stroked my back, "Didn't you say okay, during this time, we will get along well......"
Leaning into Leillard's arms, I didn't speak, enjoying the reassuring breath.
After sitting for a while, Lard got up and prepared to leave, and I reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes.
Actually, since the last time we had an argument at the racecourse, Lilard had stopped sharing a room with me.
I don't know why, but now I really want Richard to stay, even if it's just to sit next to him, as long as I can feel his presence.
Slowly standing up, my hands around Larard's waist, I could clearly feel that Larard's breathing was a little disturbed.
I pressed my right cheek against Llard's back and reproached myself in a hateful voice, "I know that you don't have me in your heart, and you can't have me, even if you have decided to leave no matter what the price is, you still miss the smell of your body so much......"
Ricillard's cold hand covered my hand, rubbing it gently, his voice trembling a little, "If you're still curious about the outside, it's okay to go out for a walk, and when you're tired of staying outside, I'll pick you up......"
Richard's voice made me feel very depressed, this kind of spoiling my little daughter made me feel very willful, obviously he was so good to me, but I was always thinking about when to leave.
This kind of behavior is completely trampling on other people's self-esteem, obviously I have been doing it myself, how can I have the face to lose my temper at him?!
"Stay......"
Leaning on Larard's back, I didn't know what to do, so I had to repeat my wish over and over again.
Rickard's body stiffened slightly, and he slowly pulled my arm off his waist, turned around and hugged me, and led me to the bed.
"Okay......" Pickup and put me on the bed as usual, gently pulled the quilt for me, leaned over and imprinted a light kiss on my forehead, and then looked at me gently, "I'm here with you, sleep peacefully......"
"Don't go ......"
I stubbornly tugged at the corner of Rirad's coat, I don't know why, I just didn't want him to leave.
I knew in my heart that this wasn't my mind, but I just couldn't control it!
"It's getting late, it's time to rest. Lenard smiled and sat on the edge of the bed, his cold hand touched my forehead, brushed the broken hair on my forehead to the side, patted me lightly on the shoulder, and sighed helplessly, "Don't be invited again, I don't want to hurt you for the time being......"