Chapter 178: I'm the One You Love the Most
Then he took a breath, "Lizhiyao, I didn't want to do anything, but I-" A weak smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he looked sullen - "I want you to understand that the people in the world who truly love you will not hurt you, never." ”
In fact, I didn't know all along, he was meticulous to me, such a person by his side, what more could he ask for, he would not hurt me, I believe in Xuan Shitian, but I want to stifle my feelings for Wen Feiyu and accept another person thoroughly.
This, no, I don't know what I should do, I can't do it, I ask myself, my love for Wen Feiyu, there is no way to give up, it can't be separated at all, I'm very, very sad now, that kind of sadness, as if it's constantly eroding my heart.
"Brother Ten Days, I hope you are happy, I really hope that you get everything you can get, what I do, in fact, I will not hesitate, let's not leave in the future, don't leave here, okay?" I said, looking at him as I spoke.
His expression suddenly turned cold, "You still don't understand, what I want, what I need, what I want in life, but I am willing to make all the sacrifices for you, and now ......" The initiator of the prank has stepped forward and buttoned my buttons.
I know that he will not be too much to me, I know, he is the kind of polite gentleman, but I know that I know, I still can't do anything, I don't have a precedent for fighting against Xuan Shitian? No, no, no, I can't, I don't have the strength and capital to hurt Xuan Shitian like that.
It is immoral to hurt someone who loves you. He and I are not the kind of unclear secret relationship, which may not be known to others, but I am truly clear. Now, although it is a flower before the moon, although it seems that we are showing a kind of mutual attraction that is pleasing to each other, however, what else can I do.
"Brother Ten Days, now I can only do this, you will be angry with me, you will resent me, but this is the best choice I can make, I have no second choice. ”
"I really don't know what's wrong with me lately, or what's wrong with me for a long time, it seems that I am always inseparable from the kitchen, either cups or cutlery!" Seeing the Shitian brother in front of me, thinking of the thrilling things that happened recently, I still have a little palpitations now, and said worriedly.
If you can really stay here, how good it is, at least this place is much safer than the human world, now, what I need with Xuan Shitian is such an isolated peach blossom paradise, no matter what happens here, it is always better than all kinds of specious faces in the world.
This point, as smart as Xuan Ten Heavens, knows better than me.
Unexpectedly, he looked at me with that kind of vacuum, "But, I don't like her, what you are doing now, although I won't be angry with you, but I think it's your intention to alienate me!"
"No, feelings can be cultivated. I almost rolled my eyes in anger. Ten days of Xuan, ten days of Xuan, I want to tell you only, at least I hope you understand a truth, now, what people need to do, it is best to develop from their own hearts.
In fact, it is still quiet here, far away from the hustle and bustle, there are not so many worries, and in the future, what will happen, we don't need to think a lot. In fact, people must have a little happiness every day to feel that this life is in vain.
However, Xuan Shitian doesn't seem to be very clear.
"Get up, I'm not going to do anything to you. He said, as he spoke, kissing me on the bridge of my nose, and I was unraveled, and a grunt had already stood up, and there was a moon in the sky, and there were bright stars tonight, twinkle and shining.
"Isn't it good now, you say?" The surroundings are nice, quiet, mysterious, the moon is hazy, and the birds are hazy. Listening to the sound of frogs, it would be better if there were no mosquitoes that gather into thunder, I looked at the darkness around me, this darkness is so primitive, but so desirable.
From here, outside the verandah, there is a circle of red-topped heather that has gradually changed color, and the germ grows red, and it is said that all the buildings and even herbaceous plants here are the feng shui that the astrologer who came to see it in the country.
All the gentlemen said in unison: "There is a lack of red here!" So, a lot of red plants were planted, and in the summer, they would be red, and they would burn all the way to the outside of the courtyard wall. We're looking at that red now, but right now, the seasons here don't seem to be very clear.
Lukewarm, there is no longer the color that blooms to the top, but the surrounding area looks like a rare prosperity, you can see the scenery like this, in fact, it is already a life we hope for, the previous escape and killing, the previous resentment and hatred, it is simply like a melting pot.
Now, in such an environment, there will suddenly be a sense of calm, I look at the stars around me, look at the red under the starry sky, look at me, he knows, I like plants and flowers, and I like these colors.
Seeing that Xuan Shitian didn't have the slightest reaction beside me, I continued without being cold: "You say, isn't the environment here bad? Isn't it good for us to be here in the future? After you go back, you have to face your dignified big brother, you have thought about it now, how should you face your brother!"
I won't forget, Xuan Ying's death has an inevitable relationship with Xuan Yan, if it weren't for Xuan Yan, Xuan Ying would never have married the ghost king, this conspiracy, in the end, led to the fragmentation of the relationship between Xuan Shitian and Xuan Yan, and now, he doesn't know how to face his brother.
Where is this brother?
All along, he has seen his brother's pure and harmless side, what he has seen is his brother's impartial law enforcement and truly selfless side, how many times have he seen his brother's vicious side, that day, coming out of the ghost clan, he was with an unprecedented desire for destruction and anger, wanting to see what his brother was like.
If Xuan Yan was not his brother, at the beginning, Xuan Shitian, who was furious, would have already chopped this guy to death with one palm, but, after all, he was his own brother, he didn't know what to say, and now, silence and gloom have gradually shrouded him.
I looked at him with a smile on my face, and also looked at the calamus that gradually flourished next to me, and in the night at night, the calamus grew, just like a soldier waiting to be read, one by one, lush and majestic.
Actually, here, Xuan Shitian and I didn't feel at home, but compared to before in the canyon, at least it made us feel safe. I looked at him, "What do you say, what should I do now?"
"I ...... I don't know. "Look, he doesn't even know it. In the face of Xuanyan, we will start, but we really can't do it. Xuanyan is the patron saint of the world, the human race, even the emperor is impressed by the demon clan, people can't lack such a kind of protection, and now, the relationship is tense like a string.
In fact, the smallest chord can already cut everything in two parts.
"I ...... I don't know. He muttered to himself, and I realized that the big boy of Xuan Shitian actually didn't have his own thoughts, and I sighed, "Yes, you don't know such things yourself, let alone the rest of the people, the rest of the things, we have the benefits here." ”
I say.
He waved his hand, a gust of wind had already blown over, and the calamus next to him was also broken, and then one by one, he made a ninety-degree bow, God, I can already see that this guy is really angry tonight, I don't know if I was right or wrong to choose to let him be with her.
But I wishfully thought that he would be happy, after all, he is the kind of person who keeps his word, so what's wrong with this? We are in the dust net, what we want is such an isolated environment, and now we have finally come out of the dust net to such a bad environment.
But...... But Xuan Shitian was not happy.
Actually, I also want to slowly pick the bones from the eggs in some relationships in the future, and tell Xuan Shitian what we will face when we go back, what will we face if we don't go back, what will happen here, and what good or bad sequelae will there be, but I am really sad to see Xuan Shitian like this now.
"I'm sorry, it's all you, everything I'm me, if we go back, your brother won't let me go, and the ghost king's punishment must have already dug three feet into the ground to find me, and the demon king, Brother Ten Days-" It's really a shameful thing to go back now.
"I ...... It's a heavy burden, I'm not afraid that you can't afford it, but I'm afraid that you will lose your life because of me, you are still young, you still have thousands of different opportunities and possibilities for the future, now I can't be as selfish as before, what I want is not like this, you and I want each other to be happy and happy, there is no doubt about this, right?"
I lowered my starry eyes and looked at him in front of me, and he could only sigh helplessly - "I really feel so tired." He said, this is the first time that Xuan Shitian opened his heart in front of me, saying that he was "so tired" I know that this is not complaining, but ......
It's a kind of genuine, heartfelt, topic between friends, "That's because you always have hatred in your heart, there are things, and now you are here for the time being, as a safe harbor for us, there is nothing bad," I finished speaking, shaking my head helplessly, and looking at Xuan Shitian.
Immediately teary-eyed, "When I go back-" I stared at the magnificent buildings in front of me, if only there was nothing bad here, I just need to forget about Wen Feiyu, isn't it?
"After you go back, what else do you have to face, I think you are also clear, since this is the case, right here, there is nothing bad, I really don't want you to be tired, I don't want you to make a choice, Brother Ten Days." "I really wanted to shout three times in my heart, but I held back.
Before, as long as we talked about the topic of staying or leaving, he always immediately looked unforgiving, I was afraid of Xuan Shitian's aggressive appearance, he was not a nonsense person, what he said was reasonable, because of this, I would feel ashamed of him.
It's a real shame.
"Forget it!" I saw the beautiful eyes of Xuan Shitian, and in the moonlight, they finally met my clear and dust-free eyes.