Chapter 200: Even if your heart is broken, you have to let it go

Ruiqi had already understood Yuxi's intentions and returned to the house with a wandering body.

Until late at night, Ruiqi watched the brocade that Yuxi embroidered for him, on the white brocade, two splendid mandarin ducks rippled on the blue waves, and the affection was inlaid in the thousands of threads.

The red feathers of the mandarin duck are more red, and the green feathers are greener, which looks vivid, as if it is about to flutter out from between the green waves.

The round eyes under the red feathers stared at Riich darkly, as if to tell him how much effort it had taken the owner of this brocade to complete them.

Ruiqi smiled slightly, looking at Jinpa, as if he could see Yuxi sitting under the lamp, stitches and threads interspersed with this Jinpa.

There is no affection between the threads and the threads.

It seems that her affectionate kindness is embellished between this square inch of Jinpa.

Ruiqi put down the Jinpa, and suddenly remembered that on the edge of the cliff, the white snake that Yuxi turned into, the grief in his eyes and the half of the tears in his eyes, were telling him that he was about to leave at this moment, maybe goodbye in the next life.

Although Yuxi didn't say a word, the sad parting eyes undoubtedly spit out her sadness.

With Canon's scream, they both fell into the abyss at the same time, but Riich didn't rush up to grab Yuxi, and just like that, Yuxi and Canon died together.

When Riich got up and knelt on the edge of the cliff, he stared at the invisible cliff, and the abyss below could barely be seen at a glance.

It was an unfathomable cliff, and no one knew where the bottom was, and it was late at night, and there was not a single light below, and there was no echo when a stone was thrown.

Even during the day, there were clouds and mist under the deep valley, so the soldiers sent by Ruiqi to find Yuxi did not get a single response at all, and Yuxi seemed to have disappeared from this world, and she could never be found again.

When Riich thought of the tears of the white snake, his heart seemed to be broken, twisting and pinching, and he forced his heart into pieces, pieces by piece.

In the end, it shattered into a hollow beehive, full of holes and miserable.

Ricky's heart was dripping with blood at that time, and he burst into tears, which was extremely bitter. I didn't expect that a few days ago, I was married to my beloved wife with him, but now I am forever gone, and I will be buried in no man's land from now on.

He almost couldn't bear it, and he wanted to kill himself with a sword, but the country hated him, and he had to take the hateful Gatnu to the capital to ask for the guilt.

The soldier next to him stopped him and didn't let him kill himself, but Ruiqi knew that he was not only hating his country and family, but also killing his wife.

If it weren't for the dissuasion of his father and General Murong, he would have ended Gartnu's dog life with a sword.

The night was dark, and the candlelight swayed in the breeze, and the shadows of the falling candles dappled and loomed the light in the room.

General Huyan suddenly came to the front of Ruiqi's house, and when he saw that he was still bowing his head and pondering, he went into the house and looked at Ruiqi, who had been there in a daze.

"Ricky, aren't you going to sleep? It's not early. ”

"It's Daddy, I don't want to sleep yet, I'm a little dizzy. ”

Rui Qi was weak, and he was about to collect the Fang Jinpa.

"What's that, show me. ”

General Huyan was very curious when he saw the Jinpa in Ruiqi's hand.

"It's embroidered by Yuxi, a picture of mandarin ducks playing in the water. ”

"Yes, show it to me and see how the embroidery goes. ”

General Huyan took the Jinpa from Ruiqi's hand and put it in front of his eyes to study it carefully.

"It's really well embroidered, it's very delicate, and your name, I didn't expect this girl's eyes to be really dexterous. ”

General Huyan was full of praise.

"But father, Yuxi is no longer there, it would be nice if she was still in the world. ”

Ricky sighed and looked at the Jinpa in his father's hand.

"But Ruiqi, people can't be resurrected after death, you should cheer up a little, see that you don't keep up these days, if Yuxi knows, it will also be heartbroken. ”

General Huyan looked at Ruiqi's bloodshot eyes, and couldn't hold back the heartache.

"But father, how could I forget her, after all, we had visited the church before. ”

"I know that, you said it before. But don't talk about it in front of anyone in the future. Youdao is a manly man, you can afford to put it down, after all, you still have decades to live, you can't just be depressed. ”

General Huyan said bitterly, hoping that Ruiqi would be able to cheer up and live a good life for the rest of his life.

"But I'm just a little unhappy, you know, I like Yuxi very much, she's my favorite girl, how can I forget her. ”

When General Huyan heard Ruiqi say this, he couldn't help but feel a little melancholy, why didn't General Murong love his deceased wife deeply and kept it all his life, could it be that Ruiqi also planned to do this, that was not the result that he wanted as a father.

"But think about it, does Yuxi want you to be like this? Watching you lose weight day by day, your face is sad, and you can't sleep at night. Is this the result that Yuxi wants, can you think about it?"

Ruiqi suddenly thought of the words he heard in the hazy in front of Yuxi's clothes mound during the day, it was clearly Yuxi's voice, could it really be her spirit in the sky who knew Ruiqi's situation, so she used Tianyin to comfort him?

Ricky pondered for a moment, then poured out the events of the day and the words he heard to his father.

Under Ruiqi's narration, General Huyan listened intently, frowning.

He deeply felt that Ruiqi was full of deep affection for Yuxi, and there was such an infatuated man in the world.

Even the woman he loved was willing to sacrifice everything for him.

This is a rare pair of mandarin ducks, who could enjoy all the joys of the world, but they are separated by heaven and man under the catastrophe.

General Huyan's breathing became heavy, but he felt that he still needed to comfort his son.

"Ruiqi, you see that Yuxi's spirit in the sky cherishes you so much, and she even told you everything she wants to say, so do you have any reason not to cherish yourself?"

"Alas, I know everything, it's just that it's still a little uncomfortable for a while, maybe it'll be fine after a long time, don't worry too much about me, I'll be fine." Yuxi is right, a man must be able to afford to put it down. ”

"That's it, a man must dare to take up the burden, as a general of Dingguo, you will command thousands of troops and horses in the future, if you are just indulging in grief, how can you shoulder the heavy responsibility?

General Huyan handed the Jinpa to Riich and placed his hand on Riich's shoulder.

"You must learn to cherish yourself, life is not easy to come by, and life is incomparably precious. Yuxi sacrificed herself to save you, and she never wanted you to be depressed like this, then her hopes would be disappointed, you must not live up to her heart. ”

Ricky raised her head and looked at her father: "Father, I know, I will take care of myself." ”

"Also, your younger brother Ruilin will marry Xiuxiu of the Murong family in the future. We have already discussed, after you marry Ruoxi, let them marry. In fact, in the Western Regions, General Murong and I have already reached a tacit understanding, and originally wanted you to go home to marry Yuxi, so as to fulfill you, but Yuxi did not have this blessing. Alas, I suddenly felt that life is too short, so when I saw your sullen appearance, I inevitably felt some heartache. ”

Ruich couldn't help but feel a little regretful, "Why didn't you agree with us from the beginning, I knew that Yuxi and I still had a chance to get married." Changing the stubborn and old-fashioned marriage contract from the beginning will not end like this. But now that it's come to this, what's the use of regretting it now?"

Riich was inevitably a little angry, but she didn't lose her temper, so she just sat there silently.

"Ruiqi, I think Princess Ruoxi is still quite good, she likes you, and the emperor is willing to let you marry her, so cherish it. Ruoxi is a good girl, with a good personality and versatile, she is a rare woman who deserves to be with her for the rest of your life. Sometimes forgetting the original pain and embracing a new life will still make people happy after all. ”

"yes, I see. Ruoxi is really good, the last time I saw her, I thought she was very cute, although her appearance and figure are somewhat similar to Yuxi, but her personality and thoughts are different. She is very kind, not full of arrogance like other royal relatives, she is a good girl, and I will cherish her in the future. ”

"Then you have to remember that you must live your little life well, and if there is a good girl who likes you, then you must cherish it. Don't keep thinking about Yuxi, cherish the people in front of you!"

General Huyan was serious and had been enlightening Riich, obviously she was still a little uneasy about Riich.

"Okay, father, I remember, when we marry Ruoxi in the future, we will live a good life, don't worry, I'm already an adult, don't treat me as a child anymore. ”

General Huyan saw that he had almost finished speaking, and Ruiqi should have understood the matter, after all, he was no longer an ignorant teenager, he had experienced the training of war and the test of life and death, and he was mature and stable, and he didn't need his parents to worry about him anymore. Although the parting of life and death has dealt a heavy blow to Riich, he is after all a general with a heavy responsibility, and he is no longer a young man, who will be able to fall and get up again, pat the dust off his body, and move forward.

In this world, there is nothing more ruthless than war, and those who have experienced the baptism of war must be more mature than ordinary people, know how to dare to take responsibility, and can withstand the pain and torture better than ordinary people.

Ricky understands that he has lost so many lives in the war, and he happens to have endured all this, but he still has to live strongly, after all, this is all that those who died for him want.

is heartbroken, but he still has to let it go, otherwise what face should he Hu Yan Ruiqi face the world?

Not only does Yuxi hope that he is a man who stands up to the sky, but Ruoxi also hopes that he is a man who dares to take responsibility, otherwise how could they favor him, and even be willing to entrust his life to him?

Ricky knows the responsibility on his shoulders, and he will mature and become a real man.