Chapter 543: I want to repair our relationship
We were panting, and when I finally found a safe place, we looked at Wen Feiyu, the corner of Wen Feiyu's mouth was a beautiful smile at the moment.
"You're still laughing, what's so funny about this?" I looked at Wen Feiyu reproachfully, Wen Feiyu, only then did he restrain his laughter, stared at me slightly, and after a long, long time, he said again: "Okay, it's serious to wear a mask when you go out in the future, I see a mask in front, do you want it, I'll buy two?"
"Yes, yes. I nodded.
Not long after, Wen Feiyu had already come over with two masks, one was the Cowherd and the other was the Weaver Girl, I put on the mask out of breath, and then I entered the crowd with a good look, sure enough, no one can recognize me now, and the two of us walked and watched at the same time.
"It's hilarious. Wen Feiyu said, while talking, while watching. The previous imperial capital was also very lively, this city, there are countless mermaids, gold, silver and jewelry, there are truckloads of literati and inkmen, there are elves and monsters, there are all kinds of things you can't think of.
The two of us walked and watched, probably because I hadn't come out for a long time, and now I felt fresh everywhere I saw anything, and I looked at this and that for a while, and I looked at it with joy, as if I had just been released from a lark.
I watched and walked away, the beauty of the imperial capital cannot be described in words, now the lights are dim, there are many, many people on the street, after many deportations, the current ghost clan basically can no longer pose a threat to us.
Now, this place is all the world of the demon race and the human race, their trade is child-free, their relationship is harmonious, they are real good neighbors, this is exactly what I want, I look at such a lively market, I don't know why, but it touched a faint desolation in my heart.
How much has the blood of people with lofty ideals dyed red here, and now everything here is so beautiful, painting and carving, making people dizzy.
However, how much manpower and material resources have been spent, and how many innocent lives have been wasted, I don't want to ask this question, everything is fine, when I think about this problem, I can't help but tremble, and I let a very sad sadness knock me down.
If ordinary people don't see why I'm sad, it's clear that I'm okay now, the war is over, everything here has normalcy and order, everything here is okay, but why am I still so sad?
Only Wen Feiyu understood, he stood behind me, patted me lightly on the shoulder, and said: "Don't forget the past, the teacher of the future, they will remember us, if it weren't for us throwing our heads and spilling blood, it would be impossible to be like this." ”
"I know. "I wiped away my tears of sorrow, yes, I should be happy.
"You want to become a human being?" I looked at Wen Feiyu, Wen Feiyu nodded, "Otherwise, what do you think is that the current society is unbalanced, so you can't see anything great for the time being." If one day everyone is truly equal, why not be human?"
"That's good. I nodded.
I didn't want to go any further, so I kept looking. Wen Feiyu turned around and said, "Actually, everything is the same, as long as you are safe and happy, isn't it?"
"Wen Feiyu, I'm tired. "I shouldn't have said that, I was originally a person who worked hard and had no complaints, but now, I feel that I am so tired, an indescribable burden is pressing on my heart, I have no way to breathe, I am living for myself like this, or is it for the sake of the human race?
I don't know, I'm so sad.
"There's me. He said, as he spoke, he included me in the embrace that I dreamed of, but it was very dangerous, in fact, subconsciously, how much I wanted Wen Feiyu to hug me, after all, this embrace I had missed many times in my sleep and in my midnight dreams.
But now, obviously that embrace is close at hand, it has become my dependence, I can complain about a lot of things, I can tell Wen Feiyu all my grievances, but now, I find that I can't say a word.
"I'm sorry. I wiped my tears and pushed Wen Feiyu away hard, not only Wen Feiyu didn't expect me to be like this, in fact, even I didn't expect that I would use my own loneliness and isolation to distance myself from Wen Feiyu, I was so sad.
"Do you want to go back?" Wen Feiyu saw me turn around, and immediately followed behind me empathetically, I turned my head in a hurry, and quickened my pace in evasion, "You go, don't look for me if you don't have anything in the future." "Now, the past is vivid, but what I think of is the treacherous Wen Feiyu in the maze, the Wen Feiyu who put me out of the way and only seeks his right to live.
"You...... It looks bad. Wen Feiyu was worried, looking at me indifferently, I sneered, "If you want to take care of it, go away." "I said sharply, my attitude is really bad, I want to use the evil form to draw a distance from Wen Feiyu.
"You ......"
"Go away. "My voice was so loud that all the passers-by looked sideways, and then I saw passer-by A and passer-by B start to communicate, as if they were saying something, and they look at us in the same way that ordinary people look at men and women who are arguing.
I took two steps forward, and finally understood the secret of their eyes, and I turned around, trying to drive away these good deeds, what is there to see, quarreling such a thing, shouldn't you come over and persuade more peacemakers? Why are you so indifferent, just watching from the sidelines?
As soon as I stepped forward like this, several people immediately dispersed, I breathed a sigh of relief, and my mood suddenly felt a lot better, the two of us walked forward, walked for a while, I turned around, slowly took off my mask from my face, and then gave it to Wen Feiyu.
Wen Feiyu was a little distracted, holding the mask, I don't know if my heart is at work at this moment, or if I really saw it, I saw that Wen Feiyu's cheeks were wet with tears, how could this be possible, but this is reality.
I simply threw the mask on the ground hysterically, stomped on it hard, and finally shattered it, my heart was also a lot more comfortable, and I strode towards the position in front of me, and I wiped the wet tears from my face as I walked.
They of the demon clan will never see my tears, my tears will never be seen by them, I walked slowly, like a walking corpse, he wanted me to come out today to bring me happiness, but I returned with such a full load.
This made Wen Feiyu not very comfortable.
After going home, the girl saw that I was in a sad mood, and she couldn't say anything, so she could only find out the irrelevant words and tell me that I was grateful to the girl for being so good and taking care of me, and even treating my children as her own.
"What do you think of Brother Shitian now?" I turned the topic and looked at the girl, the girl nodded, her cheeks flushed shyly, and said, "The girl is so dignified, what do you mean by asking this again?"
"This person is very good, and it is precisely because he is so good, there are not many girls around him, I don't want you to go forward, you know? girl, I have a very bold idea, I want you to be reborn, I want you to become a real human race, you have good roots, and the gods and Buddhas will bless you. ”
"This ...... Isn't there anything the girl can do about it?"
"Not yet, but I'd like to give it a try. I shook the girl's hand, and the girl's excitement was already overflowing. "That's really good, and in that case, I take your advice as, what do you say?"
"Good, good. "We almost hugged each other and cried, for so many years, I have never left the girl, she is the biggest wealth in my life, the girl makes me very happy, let me redefine the relationship between the human race and the ghost race.
In my previous cognition, ghosts were full of evil, insinuating in the shadows, so why is there such a derogatory term as ghost tricks, but now it seems that I am generalizing, not all ghosts are like that, at least, the girl in front of me is not.
We've been through many, many things together.
I want to make him better, I'm trying to figure it out.
The next day, it was a sunny day, I took people to start practicing, their progress was not fast, but fortunately, everyone was down-to-earth, willing to study hard, this is better than anything, seeing them busy, I was so happy, and it was time to eat, and I had a special here.
I went out along the food box, and when I got outside, I looked at the last person in the line, and that person was ...... Wen Feiyu, I frowned, finally rounded my goldfish eyes, and went towards Wen Feiyu.
My bamboo shoot-like fingers tapped on the food box in front of him, "What are you doing again, I said it, don't come over, don't come, you always do." I said as I looked at him, and there was already a casual smile on his evil lips.
"I just miss you, otherwise how would I come here?" I sighed, forget it, forget it, this is not the place to speak, I can only point outside. Seriously, I don't want to go outside with Wen Feiyu, but what good can I do, I don't.
Said outside. As I spoke, I took the food box in my hand, put it on the table next to it, and gave the girl instructions to let everyone eat it.
In this way, we were lightly dressed and simple, and we had already walked towards the door, and there were people coming and going at the door, I was afraid that people would misunderstand the relationship between me and Wen Feiyu, so I could only distance myself a little. "You're trying to force me to go, aren't you?"
"What do I mean?"
"Is that forcing me to commit suicide?" I frowned and continued, Wen Feiyu looked at me, felt that I was unreasonable, felt that I was unreasonable, obviously, he wanted to be good to me, but he no longer had the kind of heart to be good to me, I looked at Wen Feiyu angrily.
As for Wen Feiyu, after a long silence, he sighed. "Why do you always look at me every time you see me, I really want to hurt you, I did it many years ago, you ...... You ......" Wen Feiyu couldn't explain, looking dumbfounded.
"Well, don't be nice to me, I don't need it, and it's not rare. I turned around and looked at Wen Feiyu coldly, I turned Wen Feiyu's hope into disappointment, and now, from Wen Feiyu's ashes-like withered eyes, I found that the last bit of disappointment had also become despair.