Chapter 5: After the Contradiction
Looking at the interaction between Lilard and the kitten, I seemed to understand something, but I didn't seem to understand it even more.
In the end, does Lillard want to tell me that no matter what, my subordinates will unconditionally obey the orders of the Lord, or is there something else that I don't understand?
Sometimes I really feel that it is too tiring to get along with such a man who is too smart.
He has so many intrigues and intrigues that people can't guess and can't figure it out.
I don't know why, I always feel that I was being calculated by Lirad, I reached out to take the kitten back, and rubbed its forehead angrily, "I said I was going to give it to me, but I am not allowed to take it back." ”
Perhaps a little uncomfortable by my reaction, Lard was stunned for a moment before chuckling, "Bringing it here is to relieve your boredom, of course I won't bring it back." ”
Lillard slowly approached and took me into his arms, and the two people who had been sitting far away became one figure.
I was holding the kitten, and Larard was holding me, such a picture may be considered harmonious, but it is not acceptable.
At least I can't accept it, even if Rirad has the peace of mind I crave in his arms.
"Stay here and be careful. Rield's cold lips were close to my ear, and a hoarse voice slowly came, "When I'm done, I'll pick you up." ”
Listening to Lerald's words, my heart began to sink.
Sure enough, Lard still didn't want to let me go, and even if he could let me go for the time being, he would eventually arrest me again.
Gently breaking free from Llard's shackles, I tried my best to convince myself to leave this cold embrace that made people feel inexplicably at ease, and said coldly, "Life is my own, I will naturally be careful." ”
Lillard got up and hugged my shoulder again, and the aura of dependence hit my face, making me feel the urge to cry.
"Still angry?" Larard smiled as he turned my body towards him, nodding my nose through the thick veil, and gently rubbing the scar on the left side of my face, but did not continue to coax me.
I admit that I am useless, even though I say I want to leave, I still indulge in Lillard's pretense of tenderness over and over again.
However, I just couldn't get rid of this emotion, even though I knew that I didn't want to go back to him and be Hetherine's stand-in, I still couldn't get rid of the idea that I had been longing for to be close to Lard.
That thought confused me for a while, obviously it didn't belong to me, but it was so direct and insistent in controlling my heart and my behavior.
I knew that if I continued to indulge, I would really be finished, but I didn't have the courage to open my mouth and chase people.
I turned around and walked to the window, trying to hide my discomfort with the action of closing the window, but unfortunately I saw Abernet with six or seven people walking towards the small building.
"Looks like it's time for you to go. "I was worried that I didn't know how to get rid of people, so I came to the savior, I don't know why, I'm in a good mood now.
Pickard shrugged helplessly, "I really want to take you along, it's not so convenient to do anything on someone else's territory." ”
I shook my head and chuckled, he was the one who said he was going to let me go, and now he is the one who wants to regret it, what a very conflicted vampire.
Reaching out against the face he wanted to come up with, he leaned into Lard's ear and whispered, "The king doesn't care about the survival of the blood clan anymore?"