ICP record number: Xiang B2-20100081-3 Internet Publishing Qualification Certificate: Xinchu Network License (Xiang) Zi No. 11 Network Culture Business License: Wen Wangwen [2010] No. 128

Walking along the banks of the Fine, Huey and Lilith are like a pair of aristocratic men and women, walking leisurely and looking calm.

Lilith was bored with the small umbrella in her hand, and from time to time she played with the ribbon on her belly.

"I'm holding this thing too tight. Lilith complained.

"If you remove those knives that are close to you, you will feel much more relaxed. ”

"That can't be. Lilith replied categorically: "The great war is coming, and I must prepare myself for defeat." ”

"You don't believe me?"

Lilith was slightly silent, she raised her head, looked at the young man in front of her with light green eyes, thought for a while, and said, "No, Xiuyi, you are the best killer I have ever seen. Until then, I couldn't even imagine that you could beat a big man like Leeburger. When you initially told me about your plans, I almost thought you were crazy. ”

"And now?"

"Now I believe you have the ability to do a lot of what you want to do. But Huey, even if you don't deny the fact that you can't win forever. No one can win forever. ”

"Yes. ”

"Then on the day of defeat, I will not allow myself to fall into the hands of the enemy. My life is the only one I am qualified to end. ”

Xiu Yi nodded: "I see, you can keep those things, I will find a way to make some weapons for you that are more suitable for close concealment, and by the way, I will help you change your clothes so that you don't feel so uncomfortable." ”

Lilith smiled happily, "You can also tailor?"

Xiu Yi shrugged: "There are no tailors on Purgatory Island. There was a time when I used to go out with Lancelot to catch monsters, and when I came back, my clothes would be torn, so I learned to mend them myself. Whenever, wherever, and wherever, people like capable people and don't like people who cause trouble for themselves. ”

"Unless it's your loved ones. ”

"Yes, but neither you nor I. ”

A gloom flashed in Lilith's eyes.

It was a strange feeling to walk along the riverside with Xiui and talk and laugh. Lilith felt as if she was not facing a terrible teenager who was laughing and killing, but an adult with a lot of emotions. She was surprised how Xiu Yi could have such a mature mind, his understanding of human nature and his grasp of society were far beyond his own imagination.

He has a maturity far beyond his years, but he never shows it deliberately, and most of the time, he prefers to make people think that he is just an ordinary sixteen-year-old.

This surprised her.

"There's one thing I don't understand. Lilith said.

"What?"

"Why are you so insistent on going against the Reims Empire? With your intelligence, there could have been more ways to settle this matter peacefully. I don't believe you're the kind of person who will do anything out of hatred, and if so, you should have killed them after you revealed the secrets of Purgatory Island. ”

To Lilith's surprise, Hue replied, "You think I haven't thought about it?"

Lilith looked at Xiui in amazement, and the young man's face suddenly flushed with anger.

He whispered to Lilith, "Yes Lilith, let me tell you, on Purgatory Island I have tried to tear off my mask and disguise myself on Purgatory Island and fight them publicly. If nothing else, but to vent the resentment in my heart. ”

"Do you think I was born to be the Thuy Gliel you see me in? No, I used to have the same sunshine in my heart as you did. I'm a man, and I'm not very old, and I have hot and impulsive feelings, but I have to force myself. Do you know how difficult that is?"

"You must know that the human heart has no shackles, and your anger and vengeful instinct and your restraint and forbearance reason are fighting to the death every day. Just like the battle between me and the Empire, reason cannot be lost, because once instinct triumphs over reason, then even a look, a movement, even the slightest hint of my hatred for them, will alert them. ”

"Do you know what hatred is? Hatred is the kind of thing that can burn your **, overwhelm your mind, and confuse your reason. It can often make you desperate to be impulsive. And I'm struggling with this feeling every day. ”

"It's been four years, and under this almost crazy self-suppression, even the Fire Man has become an Iceman!" muttered Xiui.

Lilith looked at Xiu in horror as she recounted what she had endured on Purgatory Island for four years, and it was only at that moment that she finally understood what kind of psychological struggle Xiu Yi was going through.

She finally believed that it would definitely be a very difficult process.

Just as she gritted her teeth with hatred every time she thought of Kevin Beers, and Hue at that time was like Lilith facing a group of Kevin Beers every day, and then she had to flatter her laughter and hard work.

She asked herself if it were herself, she would never be able to endure like that.

Maybe she would have stepped forward a long time ago and made a life-and-death break with the enemy.

Of course, the person who fails must be himself.

Looking at Lilith, who had come to her senses, Xiu Yi suddenly smiled, and her voice was full of sentimentality:

"Yes, I also used to want to shout loudly at the sun every day, calling out my ideals and wanting to live a good life. But God didn't give me that chance!"

Although Huey's voice was soft, the power in those words hit Lilith fiercely.

"So I can only change myself by myself, forcibly reverse my personality, **, make myself deeper, more sensible, and more efficient. ”

"I have to learn to analyze people, from the moment I meet them, I have to analyze their personality traits, whether they have value that I can use, plan for the future from the beginning, and make sure that nothing goes wrong with the plan. ”

"When I was on Purgatory Island, I made hundreds of plans, each of which had to be carefully scrutinized and verified repeatedly to ensure that nothing could go wrong. Even so, it is important to have a backup plan in place to prepare for the eventuality. ”

"It's been four years, Lilith, and I'm used to it. Now I finally don't have to force myself to twist myself. Because I reinvented myself. Reshaped according to the principle of maximizing the needs of survival. ”

"That's why I survived. ”

Speaking of this, Xiui chuckled softly.

"Don't you want to know why I insist on fighting the Reims Empire to the end? I hate them more than you think. They cost me one of my best moments, made me live in a hell of pain, and even forcibly distorted my personality. I'm like a beast, everything I have is for survival, and I've built myself into an upgradeable fighting machine. People like me, if they don't fight, can't embody my worth. So who can I fight?"

"Only the Reims Empire. Huey said categorically.

"You don't have to, you have a lot of ways to prove yourself. ”

"Yes, but it won't be better than it is now. Did you know? There's something in the world called a volcano. For most of the long years, they have been in a deep sleep. But when they wake up one day, they will have the power to destroy the heavens and the earth. A terrifying and powerful force than the most powerful forbidden spell magic in the world. ”

"Lilith, I'm the volcano. My hatred has built up into a sea of fire, burning. I need to give them a space to free up, so that they don't rush out and ruin everything and destroy myself. ”

"Oh my God. Lilith exclaimed softly.

In order to survive, Huey covered his exterior with a thick crust of ice.

But that doesn't change the fact that he was once a hot-blooded teenager.

The moment he walked to freedom, the ice shell on the volcano began to melt, and the fire in his heart burned in full swing.

At that time, Xiu Yi knew that the hatred in his heart could only be washed away with a large amount of blood.

He didn't want the twisted soul to take control of him.

But it's not easy.

He needs to walk in this world, to feel the warmth of this world, to let more sunlight shine on him, to rewarm his cold heart.

But in the process, he also needs a channel to vent the anger and hatred in his heart.

Choosing to confront the Empire and fixing the target of revenge is a dangerous and clever approach.

The danger is that in the process of this confrontation, he can fail at any time and die.

The clever thing is that it really works.

Killing the target enemy through passive defensive counterattacks can not only vent anger and resentment, relieve the pressure in your heart, but also keep yourself from getting lost in the killing.

Finding sunshine in the blood of revenge and stepping out of a new tomorrow is undoubtedly the best solution.

"Yes, you get it, don't you? I'm not the Hugh Igler you know. There is no such thing as Huyglare in this world, because it is just an illusion. He is neither deep nor wise, on the contrary, a pervert who has caused a distorted mind during his four years in prison. The only thing to be thankful for is that there is still a ray of sunshine in the heart of this pervert, and there is still a remnant of reason. So he quickly found a way out. ”

"So I gave up peace. Because I need a passage to vent. I don't want to be the volcano that gathers up strength and bursts at the last minute, burning everything up. If you want to know my true purpose, then this is the real one. Walking the world allows me to feel the sunshine of life, believe in the beauty of life, and maintain one's basic conscience and morality; killing those who pursue me can bring me the pleasure of satisfaction, let me have the pleasure of revenge, and vent the anger in my heart; powerful opponents, the crisis of survival, let me always stay sober and rational, so that I will not fall into madness and chaos. ”

"One last reason...... It's what makes me strong fast. ”

Xiui muttered, pouring out all the hardships and sufferings in her heart. Over the years, he had never told anyone what was in his heart, and in everyone's eyes, this teenager was mysterious and powerful, even terrifying.

It was only at this moment that he finally let Lilith see the other side of that deep and calm, and there was also something vulnerable, but he showed it to the death, and no one noticed it.

Lilith felt something, and she put Xiui around and pressed it to her plump chest: "The method you chose is too lonely. And now, I'm going to share that pressure with you. ”

"Thanks, that's exactly what I needed. Xiu Yi said softly.

On the bank of the river, the two people snuggled up closely, no longer like a pair of sisters and brothers, but like a pair of lovers.

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