In fact, this diary has been in Liu Manman's diary, and it is not locked, but I haven't read it, and now that I open it for the first time, I have tears in my eyes when I read this diary.

"Unconsciously, I have liked you for two years, in the past two years, I have never forgotten you, although you have rejected me, I have doubted the feelings for you, I have been confused, I have to face the pain of lovesickness, but, everything, I have to face bravely, I am not afraid of anything, I still choose to love you firmly! How I hope we can be together? How I hope we will go on in the future, go far, far, far, no matter how many difficulties I will not be afraid, because I love you!

No matter when, as long as I can be with you, what about the old age? I like the feeling of being with you, I just like to watch you play football, I like to peek at you by the window secretly, I like your smile and frown, everything I like, that's everything about you! I want to turn my feelings for you into warm sunshine, looking forward to the light that falls to warm your heart, I want to miss you, send the scattered stars, I hope that the little starlight can shine into your window, with you a good sleep.

I love this faint feeling, just like my love for you! So ordinary but profound! Although I don't have an earth-shattering declaration of love, and I don't have a sea of dry promises, I want to tell you that I love you more than last second!

Yaoyao said that I am like a shy child in front of you, all the joys, sorrows and sorrows surround you, including my love for you. I don't know much about myself, I care about your life, but I don't know your inner world, Zhang Xiao, do you say that my hope can be realized?

I wish I had the opportunity to do all this, and you can give me that opportunity!

I hope that my left hand side will always be your right hand, I hope that when you are in a bad mood, I can be by your side, I can encourage you when you encounter setbacks, I hope I can see your smile at the first glance when I get up every day, I hope that when you play football, I can cheer for you and wipe your sweat for you! I hope that only I take care of you when you are sick, and I hope you will not get sick! I hope I can hold your hand to sleep, I hope I have you in my dreams, and you have me in your dreams! I hope you can hold my hand, accompany me to the ends of the earth, accompany me to watch the sunset, accompany me to watch the long stream! I hope you will never feel lonely! I hope all my "hopes" can become a reality!

Zhang Xiao, I love you! I really hope you can see what I said above!!

Even though the affection is as deep as the sea, the fate is extinguished!

I don't know how I turned off Manman's space at that time, but the heartache at that time is still fresh in my memory! I have rarely shed tears since I was a child, because I don't think that is a gentleman, but after watching Liu Manman's space, my heart throbbed and throbbed! For the first time in my life, I shed tears for a woman.

Just when I wiped away my tears and closed Liu Manman's space, Chen Yaoyao's message was sent, Chen Yaoyao said that I was talking nonsense just now, Liu Manman is a good girl, you have to treat her well!

I pondered for a long time and sent a message back to Chen Yaoyao, only three words, I will! In fact, at this time, I have no space in my heart at all, and I am not in the mood to think about whether Chen Yaoyao likes me or not, I think these are secondary! I can't wait for Liu Manman to appear in front of her immediately, I want to tell her, Yi will live up to me!! I will live up to Yi !!!

I don't know why, at this moment, I have never missed Liu Manman, I can't wait to pick up the phone and dial Liu Manman's PHS, but I have been voice prompted that the other party's phone can't be connected, think about it, Liu Manman is already on the way to Guangdong at this time!

For the next few days, I locked myself in my room every day, replied to her every word, and when I missed her so much, I opened her photo album and looked at the only two pictures she had over and over again。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

I can't wait to take a taxi to the door of her community, and after seeing her, I gave her an affectionate hug and a heartfelt kiss, although many people around me were watching the excitement, but I didn't care about it at all.

Liu Manman was obviously frightened by my enthusiasm, and said What are you doing, this is at my doorstep, I said Manman, don't talk, come home with me first, Liu Manman blushed and said that the stinky shameless knows what to do!, but he still obediently let me hold my hand and left their community.

After bringing Liu Manman back to my house, I said Manman, it was really you who wrote me a love letter on the first day of junior high school? Liu Manman said with a surprised face, how did you know? Did Yaoyao tell you? I said you don't care about this for now, you just tell me if it's or not!

Seeing my serious expression, Liu Manman hurriedly nodded and said yes, I wrote it, but I didn't sign my name at that time, you shouldn't know it's me!

Seeing that Liu Manman conceded, my heart was sour again, I said Manman, I have read all the talks and diaries in your space a few years ago, I Zhang Xiao, I'm sorry for you. After finishing speaking, my nose was a little sore, Liu Manman heard me say this, his eyes gradually reddened, and finally I couldn't control it, and I cried out with a wow, I took Liu Manman in my arms, and secretly cried while gently patting Liu Manman's back.

I don't know how long I cried, Liu Manman finally stopped crying, raised his head and saw tears in the corners of my eyes, so he scratched my nose and smiled and said Fool, you are a man, how can you cry?

I said at the time, my Zhang Xiao's tears are only shed for you alone.

It's strange to say, at that time I hugged Liu Manman, the two snuggled up to my bed, said a lot of lingering words, I didn't have the slightest urge to team up with Liu Manman, the two of them just hugged it, warm and quiet, until five o'clock in the afternoon, my mother called back, saying that tonight and your dad are going to buy something in the next city, and will come back tomorrow, after hanging up the phone, I was very happy, I said Manman, my parents will not come back tonight, or you will live in our house tonight! I don't know if it's because of today's incident, Liu Manman agreed without thinking about it, and then took out her PHS and called her parents and said that she wouldn't come back tonight after staying at Chen Yaoyao's house. I didn't feel at ease, so I hung up the phone to Chen Yaoyao and colluded with Chen Yaoyao to prevent her from calling her home.

It was only then that I thought of a headache for me, after passing the events of that day, my feelings for Liu Manman were further deepened, which I can feel myself, I still remember what Chen Yaoyao said to me on the phone that day, especially the girl with her kind of character actually cried, which was also a strong shock to me, but I knew that this was a bad love, and in my situation at the time, no one's appearance could destroy my love for Lin Manman

Feelings, fortunately, I was next to Liu Manman when she was on the phone with Chen Yaoyao just now, and I found that there was nothing abnormal in her voice on the phone, so I was secretly relieved.

After colluding with Chen Yaoyao, Liu Manman was happy like a little bird, pulling me to go out to buy vegetables, the two of us went to the vegetable market, and I didn't know what to buy, and finally Liu Manman said I'll make dumplings for you to eat, of course I have no opinion, say okay, what do you get, what do I eat!

After buying the dumpling skin, we bought some meat batter, because it was only two people to eat, so I didn't buy a lot, after returning home, Liu Manman put on an apron and started to get busy, I said I'll help you, this time Liu Manman didn't refuse me...

It's still very warm for two people to make dumplings together, and we frolic with each other when there is some flour left over at the end, so that both of them end up becoming big cats. Liu Manman made almost thirty dumplings, she only ate a few, and I basically ate the rest.

After dinner, the two of us watched the movie for a while, and it was really funny that day, it turned out to be the golden plum, Liu Manman said at the time, why are these movies on your computer, I said how do I know? I have been paying attention to island blockbusters for the past two years, and I haven't watched literary films like this for several years.

Liu Manman nodded and said yes, people like you will definitely not watch such tertiary films again, but it's not enjoyable? I said no, my hands are not honest after speaking, Liu Manman said It's only been a few years, you're going to have a sperm worm? I said why don't we do it together?

Liu Manman said that you are so big, Brother Xiao is sorry for you, you are really too sexy. Although Liu Manman said so, he finally followed me to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Liu Manman didn't say anything, saying that you have to remember your promise that day, what promise did I say?

Liu Manman glared at me and said, "You forgot about it so quickly?" You have to be responsible for what you have done!

I say this, don't worry! I will live up to me, I will live up to I!