Chapter 147: I Don't Want You to Regain Your Memory



That night, when the two returned to the courtyard, they thought that everyone was asleep, but they saw an unexpected but reasonable person in the courtyard.

"In fact, when it comes to the state of mind, there is no difference between immortals and demons, doing what you want is not the privilege of the devil, so do as you like. Gently patting her on the shoulder, Zhong Tianyou turned and entered the room.

Beidou looked at Lan Ke, who was drinking alone in the courtyard, and suddenly felt sad.

Lan Ke is never greedy for a cup, and rarely touches wine, he said, only cowardly people, not sober people need wine, and he doesn't need it, he is very sober, and he wants to stay sober all the time, only in this way, will nothing go wrong and protect her safety.

At that time, she joked that if you are a man, you should drink more, and you should also drink strongly, the stronger it is, the more bloody it is, and the other side effects of alcohol are only when you stay sober while drunk.

Then, Lan Ke drank wine for a whole month, from sake to spirits, from a cup of drunk at the beginning to a thousand cups at the end, the more he drank, the more sober he became.

After that, he stopped touching the wine, because it was like boiling water to him, and it no longer had any effect.

The more you drink, the more sober you are, in fact, it is also a kind of torture, when you really want to get drunk, but you can't get drunk.

Looking at him under the moon, slightly distracted, she sighed, walked out of the night, and appeared in his sight.

Lan Ke only narrowed his eyes slightly, watching her walk towards him with a full face, and there was not much fluctuation in his eyes.

Beidou slowly walked to the stone table, reached for the small wine jar in his hand that he had not yet drunk, and as soon as he tilted his head, the hot liquor flowed into his throat.

Then with a show of his hand, the wine jar was thrown to the ground, and there was a snapping sound, and the fragrant wine in it scattered in all directions.

"What is the use of drinking wine that cannot be intoxicating. His fingers wiped the wine from the corners of his mouth and chin at will, and said lazily, the action was bewitching, casual and wanton, but with some kind of temptation.

Lan Ke just lingered on the wine on the ground for a while, and then looked up at the woman in front of him again, "It's not the wine that can intoxicate people, but the heart, it's people, self-deception and self-intoxication." ”

Beidou pursed his lips, looking at the shining but sad black eyes in the dark night, his heart hurt unconsciously, he simply turned around and looked up at the moonlight, "I remember before, I said that if you want to leave one day, you don't need to tell me, and you don't need to let me know, but, at this point, don't appear in front of me, you can stay or stay, feel free." It was not long after he was rescued, and he was always silent, as if he had locked himself in his own space, and there was deep hatred in his eyes.

At that time, I didn't want him to die in vain, so I agreed with him to let him stay by her side, as her partner, and after five years, if you want to leave, please do it.

It's just that at this point, for ten years, he has not left, and he has never left her, and he has automatically become her shadow, with him.

Habit, sometimes a terrible thing, because of this habit, binds him and binds her.

Lan Ke was silent, but the hand on the table was tight, and it took a long time before he slowly spoke, his voice was a little dark and hoarse because of the spirits, but it was heartbreaking, "That day, Qiao Yue asked me, if you don't tell me to leave for a day, I won't leave." ”

The low voice made Beidou close her eyes, her face was a little sad, in fact, she didn't know, who was she torturing like this, and why did she have to come to such a point, as she pleased, as she pleased, but her heart was upset, how could she do as she pleased, she didn't even know what she wanted to do, how to do as she pleased.

"I was silent, but I knew very well that my answer was yes. The corners of Lan Ke's mouth hooked a bitter arc, and said self-deprecatingly, "But I don't know, why I am so sure, I can't even think of leaving, maybe this has become a habit, I am indeed your subordinate, even if I lose my memory, that obedience is deeply rooted in my bones." ”

This may be the first time Lan Ke has said so many words, speaking calmly.

The hand in Beidou's sleeve was a little painful, and his eyes were closed, and there was some moisture on his thick eyelashes.

Lan Ke stood up, turned around, turned his back to her, closed his eyes for a moment, and then took a deep breath, "Since it's your subordinate, it's up to you to decide over there, it's up to you to stay." As he spoke, he took heavy steps and wanted to leave.

Beidou turned around, looked at the broad back, and said in a deep voice, "You have never been my subordinate, and I have never regarded you as a subordinate. "You are the best gift from heaven to me, my salvation.

"Qiao Yue is right, I really have no intention of helping you recover your memory, because I don't want you to recover your memory, the current you are the real you, Lan Ke who dares to advance and retreat, and can do things according to your own wishes. In the past, Lan Ke lived in disappointment and self-torment every day in addition to hatred, and endured his feelings for her, but now Lan Ke dares to pursue this feeling, and will question her for these things, and will be angry with her.

Maybe it's because she's masochistic, but this kind of Lan Ke is the real Lan Ke, not bound by hatred, without so many scruples, and without inferiority.

"Ake, I don't know if it's good or bad to do this, maybe you and I will regret it in the future, whether you leave or not, I don't want you to recover your memory, I want you to get to know me again, or that sentence, when you want to leave, don't tell me, don't let me know, moreover, don't appear in front of me. She was afraid that he would be reluctant and would selfishly force him to stay.

Two people, back to back, seem to be separated by an invisible chasm.

Lan Ke wanted to turn around, but in the end he strode forward.

Beidou closed his eyes, sat down, and held his forehead with his hands, his misty eyes were exceptionally bright and sad in the dark night.

She smiled self-deprecatingly, did it make sense to torture each other like this.

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Syllable......

The once quiet interior was once again in turmoil.

"...... Ahem" The man's slightly hoarse and hateful voice pierced the room, startling all the birds in the small courtyard.

"Ahem, I said you can stop a little, do you really want to let you sleep every day to be quiet, and if you are not a woman, you should be bitten by a dog...... Phew, no, you should have been slashed a few times, why bother to live or die like this. Helian Zhan dodged the flying thing, and carefully held the medicine in his hand, for fear of accidentally spilling it.

However, one of them was so temperamental that he couldn't get close to it.

"You ......" The man was obviously so angry that he couldn't speak, his face was pale and pale, and he wanted to cut him with a thousand knives.

"Okay, okay, big men can bend and stretch, so why bother with small sections. ”

"Then you might as well try it upside down for me. The man glared at Helian Zhan and said through gritted teeth.

Helian Zhan smiled wryly, "I'm sorry, I'm not interested in men. ”

"Hmph. The man sneered, his eyes full of disdain and hatred.

Helian Zhan had a headache, "It's all said to be an accident, who let you come in suddenly, you see, I'm not because you became a wanted criminal now, in the end, I should still be your savior, it's better if you don't repay the favor, it's still like this." ”

"You...... You, I'll kill you. The man's eyes were red with rage, and he struggled to get up.

Helian Zhan saw that he was covered in gauze and was still writhing and about to fall, and he was terrified, "Hey, hey, hey, are you sure that you can kill me like this, even the sword may not be able to lift it." ”

The man's originally struggling body stopped because of his words, and his face suddenly turned like ashes, he closed his eyes in pain, felt his right hand without any strength, and laughed at himself, yes, now he is a waste.

Seeing the man like this, Helian Zhan was also a little unbearable, and seemed to have gone too far.

Just as he was about to step forward, the man vigilantly shot a cold light at him. ~

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