Chapter 13: The Sad Past

Liu Yiyi said: "Innocent, innocent, innocent, believing in all the good things in the world, this is probably the common point of all children, and Xinyi is the same." ”

Liu Yiyi looked up to the sky helplessly, let out a long sigh, her voice was full of desolation, and continued: "If what happened after that had not happened, perhaps, the current Xinyi is really just a most ordinary girl." ”

Han Xuanming was full of questions and asked, "You have been talking about her past misfortunes, her past, what did she go through to become what she is now?"

Liu Yiyi raised her head, glanced at Han Xuanming, and didn't answer, just shook her head vigorously and sighed a few times.

The little fox had already landed on top of Han Xuanming's head again, and also asked, "What did that woman experience in the past?"

After a long, long silence, as if something had finally been decided, Liu Yiyi sighed heavily, opened her mouth, and was about to start talking.

"Xinyi was born in a wealthy family, her mother is a famous beauty in the Nine Heavens, and her father is also quite famous on this continent. A family, starting from the ancestors, has accumulated virtue and done good deeds from generation to generation. ”

"Sister Zhen Zhen and I were the abandoned girls who were adopted by the master at that time. Speaking of this, Liu Yiyi sighed again.

"Although we are adopted daughters, I have always treated the two of us like biological daughters, and I have never been harsh, and Xinyi is the same, treating us as sisters. ”

"At that time, Xinyi did not know the world, only knew the truth, goodness and beauty, and looked forward to a better tomorrow. When the three sisters were together, they even fantasized about the day they got married. ”

Liu Yiyi's eyes suddenly dimmed, and she lowered her head, as if she didn't want to say the next words.

There was silence for a while.

After a long time, the little fox couldn't bear it anymore, and finally opened her mouth to urge, and asked, "What happened later? What happened to her to become like this?"

With another weak sigh, Liu Yiyi began to tell again: "The sunshine of the past has set off the long night after and told the horror of the darkness. ”

"Xinyi when she was a child was undoubtedly happy, with a father and mother who loved her, a life of fine clothes and food, and a carefree childhood, but unfortunately, the good times did not last long......"

Liu Yiyi raised her head and stared into the distance, the light in her eyes became a little cold, full of resentment, and then said: "The master's enemy is here, a tragic battle, almost slaughtering the whole door!"

"The father was castrated in front of the mother, and the mother was castrated in front of the father*, and all this happened in front of the sweet. ”

She cried, she struggled, she closed her eyes and didn't want to look, but the thugs opened her eyes and let her see it with her own eyes. ”

"Even she herself was insulted by a group of beasts......"

Speaking of this, Liu Yiyi sighed again: "I was also at that time, I was frightened, so I lost my voice." Of course, it was okay later, but I never told anyone. ”

"Xinyi doesn't believe in the sky, and later, she always said to us, if there is a day, at that time, why doesn't the sky open her eyes, why no one comes to save her?"

Speaking of this, Liu Yiyi was silent, Han Xuanming, the little fox, and the man did not speak, and the scene fell into a short silence.

All around, there was only the sound of a fire burning from time to time.

After a while, Liu Yiyi spoke again: "After that, she was sold into a brothel, and she was ravaged day and night, which was miserable. And when it all happened, she was only seven years old. ”

"Not only that, but while the bandit sold Xinyi to a brothel, he also released my sister and me in front of her, leaving her alone and reduced to the land of fireworks. ”

The bandit, who told her personally, was to let her bear it alone, that is, to let her watch her sister escape from danger and be safe and sound, while she herself was going to fall into the mouth of the tiger and no one came to save her. ”

The bandits also told her that she should be left alone, in the most terrible place, in the most terrible loneliness, with no one to talk to, no one to accompany, no one to comfort, and she was alone in everything. Liu Yiyi's eyes were full of sadness.

She then said in a deep voice: "At that time, my sister and I wanted to bear it with her, even if it was such a painful price. ”

"A person's loneliness and pain can make people crazy, let alone in such a land of tigers and wolves. Xinyi endured not only physical pain, but also spiritual!"

"The seeds of hatred took root, sprouted, and grew in her young heart. ”

"In this process, if someone had come to help her, perhaps, she would not be what she is today. But, no, in the eyes of others, she was nothing more than a slut, a filthy prostitute. ”

"Finally, a fiery heart began to become dry, cold, and dead...... Liu Yiyi's voice became lower and lower, wishing that at that time, she could help Lan Xinyi.

The next words were full of helplessness: "So, Xinyi she hates, she hates this world, and she can't wait for everyone in the world to die." ”

Of course, although she hated in her heart, she was as weak as her and as timid as her, so she didn't show it in the end, but buried that hatred deep in her heart, hoping that the river of time could wash it away. ”

Perhaps, at that time, her heart was still full of sunshine and hope. ”

Han Xuanming asked out loud, "What happened later, what happened later?"

Liu Yiyi didn't deliberately answer Han Xuanming's question, but still said alone: "But, in the end, that hope was completely broken......"

Liu Yiyi's voice became deeper and deeper, she lowered her head, there was a light flashing in her eyes, and said: "Everything has to start from when she was twelve years old......

"Twelve years old, what a wonderful age for a girl, it is inevitable that she is in love with a handsome little boy. ”

Then, like all bloody dramas, this most beautiful age, the purest feelings, were broken. ”

"Very directly, the boy, rejected her love, and the reason, very simple, the boy said that he had a big idea, and until it was realized, he was not ready to talk about any feelings. ”

Liu Yiyi sighed and shook her head, and continued: "Of course, all this, in Xinyi's eyes, is just an excuse, she thinks that the boy must think she is too dirty, so he will reject her." ”

"At that time, if there was the nourishment of love, maybe everything would be different, but unfortunately, good wishes are always easy to break. ”

Since then, Xinyi's temperament has changed greatly, with that false smile on her face, lingering on the side of others, committing herself to the knees of others, just to borrow all the power she can borrow. ”

"Carrying the pain in my heart alone, giving everyone a desperate smile, and using all means to try to climb up. Liu Yiyi's face was filled with tears.

"Whoever stands in her way will be eradicated by her. It's as if she's changed everything, and she's become a complete witch with incomparably cruel means. ”

The little fox squatted on Han Xuanming's head and couldn't help asking, "Since that's the case, why do you continue to follow her?"

Liu Yiyi was silent for a while, and then said: "Sister Zhen Zhen and I, we both believe, deep in Xinyi's heart, that flame of kindness is still burning." ”

Han Xuanming asked, "Even if such a thing happened?"

Liu Yiyi shook her head and said to Han Xuanming: "There are many things that you don't know, so you are not qualified to say more." ”

"Spring Breeze Mingyue Building, Xinyi relied on her means, climbed up, and had a certain right to speak. At that time, my sister and I finally had the opportunity to meet her. ”

In Liu Yiyi's eyes, a ray of light flashed, and she recalled the past again, and said: "After that, I entered the Spring Breeze Moon Tower with Xinyi with Sister Zhenzhen. ”

"But that kind of place, no matter what words can disguise, is nothing more than a high-class brothel. Female streamers, entering such a place, it is inevitable that they will encounter such things. ”

"However, Xinyi stopped it for us. ”

"We told her we could do it, even if it was something like that. But she smiled and told us that she was used to it. But how can a woman get used to such a thing?"

"I've seen it with my own eyes, after the pain, Xinyi can't get off the ground, can't walk......"

Speaking of this, tears rolled down Liu Yiyi's eyes, and continued: "It's hard to imagine how she got to this point since she was a child. ”

When such words were spoken, everyone at the scene sighed again.

Liu Yiyi said again: "Sister Zhen Zhen and I, the two of us, have always believed it. Since Xinyi can still maintain a good side towards us, then, one day, she will also be able to open her heart to the world again. ”

"That's why, you have been preventing me from making a move and secretly meeting with me. The man sighed and sighed at Liu Yiyi: "But, you have to know ......"

"Hope for the wicked, in the end, it can only turn into a nightmare!"

Liu Yiyi shook her head, denied the man's statement, and said: "Even now, I still don't believe that Xinyi is a wicked person, I believe that I can definitely awaken her good side!"

Han Xuan said: "Wake up, that woman, there is no help!"

The little fox also said: "If you do such a hurtful thing, that woman has already become a demon!"

"No, Xinyi is not a demon, she is just a poor person. Liu Yiyi shook her head lightly and said softly: "I grew up with her since I was a child, and I know her best, and she will definitely get better." ”

Han Xuanming and Little Fox didn't speak again, both shook their heads.

The man said, "Give up, I told you a long time ago that what you did was useless." What's more, now, you have been abandoned by her. ”

Liu Yiyi shook her head again and said firmly: "I won't give up, I must save Xinyi!"

"Xinyi can definitely get better!" Liu Yiyi's eyes were full of conviction, and she said: "I must let the light once again enter Xinyi's heart." ”

Sometimes, tragedy is just that, and quietly, its seeds have been planted.

Some people are not worthy of salvation, and some people are worthy of redemption, but they cannot be redeemed. However, no matter what, no matter what, it will lead to the same result, which is a sad end.

Liu Yiyi continued: "Xinyi's past is undoubtedly unfortunate, but her greater misfortune lies in the fact that she has created one more and greater misfortune based on her own misfortune. ”

"The sad world is often like this, sad people are always creating more sad people, and using this, to wash away their sad past. ”