Hundred Ghosts Night Walking: Red Eyes of the East Palace (19)
"Well, it doesn't matter how you want to understand it. Do you know why I noticed you?"
"Eh, isn't it because I have the breath of six ghosts on my body?"
"No~~~, that's just one of the reasons. The real reason is because I feel that you and I are the same kind of people. Or, rather, an outlier in the crowd. We are all equally lonely. Donggong's red eyes looked at Li Xiaofan movingly. This made Li Xiaofan feel very uncomfortable.
"Who says I'm lonely? Li Xiaofan opened his mouth and quibbled, in fact, he knew best whether he was an outlier or not. Other ghost catchers, no matter how talented they are, can't see ghosts from the moment they are born. It is even more impossible for the soul to enter the underworld as soon as you fall asleep. It is said that Li Xiaofan is a human being, but his soul can enter and leave his body freely. said that Li Xiaofan is a ghost, but he is alive and blood.
I thought that after a long time of contact with the group of ghost catchers, I would be able to find the same feeling. But in the end, Li Xiaofan still found that the ghost catcher was not the same as himself.
"If you're not an anomaly, then why can you go in and out of the underworld for your own use? If you are not an alien, why are there six ghosts who voluntarily follow you?These, can you explain?" Donggong Hongyan didn't seem to care about Li Xiaofan's answer, perhaps, the answer was already in her heart.
After listening to Donggong's red-eyed rhetorical question, this time, Li Xiaofan did not refute again. Instead, he tried to ask, and said, "If it's not because of the six ghosts, then what is the purpose of you trying to get close to me? Even if I admit it, you and I are both strangers." But between the two of us, we're not the same kind, are we?"
"Brother Xiao Fan, you said this, but it really hurt my heart. I thought we could be very good friends. In the eyes of the ghost catcher, I am an invincible existence. At the same time, it is also the existence that they fear, they are afraid of my strength, they are afraid of my red eyes. Although, there will be a lot of guys who will follow me and pat their ass. But I know very well that in the eyes of these guys, they have always treated me like a monster.... ”
"So, you want to find a goblin, or a person, who can defeat you. Prove you're not a monster?"
"I've said that we're very similar, you see, as soon as I say it, you understand my heart. Yes, I'd love to find a goblin that can defeat me, but alas, I haven't been able to find it all these years. I may be different from you in this regard, right? You have the same power as I do. But in the eyes of those outsiders, you are just an ordinary person with no interest and a humble status. They are used to you, building a sense of superiority. No one will understand why you don't refute all this. But I understand very well that instead of being seen as a monster, you would rather be seen as an ordinary person with no potential. Really?"
Donggong's red-eyed words are really words that touch the heart. Li Xiaofan's inner turmoil, inner fear, and inner thoughts were almost all told by her. Remember the permanent address of Q Pig Literature Station: for easy reading next time!