Chapter 184: Never Owned
Chapter 184: I Didn't Have
"Brother Yi, Brother Yi?"
Xiaoxi's voice sounded faintly, calling softly.
Immediately pulled Ning Yi's look back, "Hmm~" couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, scratched his head, "Hehe, Brother Yi is a little stunned." "With some apologies.
"Hmph. ”
A soft hum, very soft.
"I think it's Brother Yi, I miss that sister!" The little girl said in her words, directly debunking Ning Yi's thoughts.
It's just that Ning Yi didn't notice that at this moment, Xiaoxi's expression couldn't help but show a touch of gloom, you know, how could Xiaoxi's character show such a disappointed, disappointed or even heartache-like expression?
Absolutely not, but just now it was certain that it was exposed, and it was extremely vivid.
But it's just a flash, it's fleeting, and the next moment it's gone.
It's still so shy, so cute.
Xiaoxi's ridiculous words couldn't help but make Ning Yi even more embarrassed!
Think?
Naturally, I want to, and I don't even know how many times I've thought about it in my heart, but I won't show it in the slightest, because now it's just an attic in the air, and it doesn't have any practical meaning!
It's better to turn this thought into motivation.
Some things are sometimes used to hide in the heart and turn into forms, but if you talk too much, you will feel boring and even disgusting.
Love or not, want or not, is not something that can be expressed in sweet words, but needs to be proved with practical actions.
I'm afraid that there are countless people who say that I love you, and I will accompany you forever, and that kind of sweet words are about to surround people and choke to death.
But what is going on in the heart, who knows?
I'm afraid only I know!
The real I love you is expressed in action, and these three words are said so easily as soon as the upper lip touches the lower lip, I have to say that this is an insult and blasphemy to love, because the weight of these three words alone is too light, and even the feathers can't compare!
Only by truly using your own actions to show and love!
It is said that a good life must not be missing, even for a moment!
Only those that have passed the test of time and the deposition of years are truly precious!
Since I love you, then I will use the rest of my life to prove it!
......
"Brother Yi, can you tell me about this sister?" Xiaoxi's tone suddenly changed greatly, just now it was still with that kind of deep ridicule and abuse, but at this moment this tone is actually with a bit of pleading!
There's nothing wrong with it, it's just a pleading!
Xiaoxi stared at her big eyes, and even the next moment, the water vapor in her eyes was about to spread!
It's hard to hide your look, and it's hard to hold your feelings!
But I still tried my best to calm my tone, but I still trembled a little!
But at this moment, Ning Yi didn't listen carefully, and he didn't even hear the fluctuations in Xiaoxi's tone, and he didn't know if Xiaoxi was hiding it too well, or Ning Yi had other thoughts in his heart?
"Okay, then I'll talk about it. Ning Yi said excitedly, with joy in his expression!
"Actually, it didn't take long, it was only half a year ago. ”
Ning Yi kept thinking about some of the things that happened in the past half a year, and couldn't help but be absolutely magical, experiencing all kinds of things that others couldn't even experience in his life!
"At that time, I was still very weak, but my father gave me an almost impossible task, which was very dangerous. ”
"If you want to complete it, it will be almost difficult, and in the end, I am afraid that you will be in danger of death. ”
"It was in this situation that I met her, she was so beautiful like a fairy, noble and holy, and unstained with mortal dust, and she had been deeply attracted to me by playing a song. ”
......
Ning Yi fell into deep recollection, and the bits and pieces between the two were like animations, flashing in his heart one by one.
It's not a slight smile, it's warm and bright.
"Once again I was in danger and was so badly wounded that I was almost dying, but in the end it was her appearance that rescued me, and it turned out that she had been following me all along, for fear that I would be in any danger. ”
"Only then did I know that the originally vague shadow hidden in my heart gradually became clear and clear. ”
"It's her, she is so clear in my heart at the moment, that smile and cheek are deeply engraved in my mind, how can I not get rid of it!!"
Saying that, this is the latter's face, and he can't help but be filled with this hint of happiness.
"Then where did this sister go?" Xiaoxi asked curiously.
This is Ning Yi's face couldn't help but change a little, and she sighed, "Because of some necessary willingness, she has to go, but there is an agreement between us, when I really grow up, I will definitely go to find her!"
......
"I'm afraid it's a woman like Sister Yutong, as long as it's a man, she will be moved!" The little girl listened to what the latter said, and she didn't know when the moisture in her eyes condensed into water and slowly flowed out.
Gently stretched out his little hand to wipe away the tears, took a deep breath, and his eyes were rosy.
It's not a speechless condensation, but a natural outpouring!
Not for anything else, for Ning Yi and Rakuyutong, but also for himself!
"Yes!" I couldn't help but smile bitterly, thinking of that goddess-like woman, I couldn't help but feel a burst of fighting spirit!
"That's why I'm under a lot of pressure, I have to get stronger to defeat those competitors one by one!"
"Eun!"
"I firmly believe that Brother Yi will succeed!!"
"Definitely!"
Xiao Xi's little hand clenched into a fist and swung it into the air a few times!
"Okay, it's not too early for Brother Yi, Xiaoxi can fall asleep, let's go to bed quickly." He took a deep breath and hurriedly said to Ning Yi.
Before Ning Yi could react, Xiaoxi had already turned his body around!
At the moment when Xiaoxi's body completely twisted past, the smile on Ning Yi's face had completely disappeared, replaced by a deep helplessness and distress!
How could he not hear the change in Xiaoxi's tone?
How could it be that you didn't hear the tremor in Xiaoxi's tone?
How could you not see the tears flowing down Xiaoxi's eyes?
How could you not notice Xiaoxi's sadness and sadness!
How could it not be?
But Ning Yi still did it, and he was very decisive.
Although it is extremely reluctant and painful, but there is helplessness in my heart!
Because he knows that his life will definitely be full of this killing, full of blood, full of this outlaw world, maybe, maybe tomorrow he may be dead on the streets, Xiaoxi is so cute, pure, how can he bear to let her be frightened, let her be afraid?!
Just like a few days ago, in the battle between himself and the tyrant ape, Xiaoxi was already so distressed, but in his own heart, he was even more distressed than Xiaoxi's heart, even like a sword cutting and a knife twisting.
Will you stop? I can't help but question my heart!
No!
Definitely not, because he has ambitions in his heart, although the road ahead is bumpy, but he will definitely go on, but when he grows to that point, no one has a bottom in his heart.
And how many more dangerous conditions like the previous days will be encountered along the way, and it is impossible to say how many times more dangerous than this!
How can you bear to let Xiaoxi be so frightened and scared?
Peace and tranquility, tranquility and harmony are the best destinations for Xiaoxi, can you give these things yourself?
Can't give it!
I really can't give it!
So since you can't give it, why not let it go?
Perhaps, you can really only be brother and sister!
That's why Ning Yi was so decisive just now, even unkind, and raised his knife to cut off that faint thought, leaving no suspense!
Doesn't it hurt in your heart?
is also distressed, even more than the little girl's heart!
Because, I am a knife wielder!
I cut off this trace of willingness, you must know that this willingness is not only a little girl's, but also your own!
My heart is full of sorrow, and I feel heartache, but I have to endure it!
Perhaps, perhaps....
In the deepest part of my heart, the most sour, the most sensitive tears slowly flowed out.
Ay!
Tomorrow will never be as intimate as it is today.
......
I tried my best to cover my mouth and nose, and I was very determined not to let my tears flow out, but my body still couldn't help but tremble, slightly and violently!
But I couldn't help it, tears kept flowing out along the cracks of those fingers!
Until it wets the temples, until it wets the velvet blanket.
A pain that fills the whole heart.
I don't know why, but I subconsciously want to cry and can't help crying.
There is one of the most precious things in my heart, which is gone, and it seems to have disappeared out of thin air.
Was it all my own delusion before?
Or is it your own luxury?
I finally realized that I had finally lost you, and perhaps never had you!
Silently, wordlessly sobbing silently, until finally there was no strength to think, groggy sleep, without any consciousness, and did not want to have any consciousness!
I don't even want to wake up again!
Ning Yi was right next to this, lying quietly without any words, but his heart was like a thousand sharp blades stabbing even more wildly, and his flesh and blood were blurred!
In this tent, the two of them are only a foot apart, but the distance between them is only half a body, but it is like a lake and sea on a high mountain ridge, which cannot be filled!
It's close, but it's far away, tomorrow they are still the same, but there is a layer of obstacles, trapped in the hearts of the two!
Both of them are like this, suffering unimaginable pain, even unbearable!
And the reason is the same, there are only two words, love and love!
......
Gradually, gradually, the night deepened, nesting in this tent, the whirring wind kept coming, constantly invading the tent!
Get up slowly!
Looking sideways at Xiaoxi's figure, seeing the aggrieved little face, the pear blossom with rain, and even the body curled up slightly, it seemed that he felt a trace of cold!
An inexplicable distressed color, uncontrollable surge!
Seeing that on that little head, the cloud hair was a little messy, and slowly stretched out his hand, trying to smooth it, and then gently patted her little head.
The hand was already stretched out, but in the next moment, it was just a little face with rain from Xiaoxi's pear blossoms, but only a fraction of a minute, but it stopped abruptly!
Stopped!
A long sigh!
Sour, bitter!
Again, this hand was slowly withdrawn and fell.
Slowly got up, gently picked up the velvet blanket on his body, and covered Xiaoxi's body.
Suddenly, the little girl's eyebrows seemed to stretch a lot.
Get out of this tent!
The constant sound of breathing is getting heavier and heavier, and the eyes are slowly graying!
A feeling of depression and even suffocation enveloped the heart, almost devouring Ning Yi!
Suddenly, a dark red light suddenly shone brightly, and if anyone looked at it, it would be as if they had fallen into an ice cave!
Bloodthirsty Radiance!
More and more depressed, the ups and downs of the chest cavity are getting bigger and bigger!
Xiao Bai, who was nesting in the tent, suddenly stood upside down, and looked at Ning Yi with great doubts, "Alas, this kid's courage is really small enough!
"It's good, it's embarrassing and sad for both of them, and you're obsessed with yourself?"
"I really don't understand humans!"
Xiaobai sighed in his heart, slowly sighing!
"It's just that the spirit beasts around here are going to suffer tonight! Poor me, my people. ”
Said very regretfully.
Just when Xiaobai was muttering in his heart, Ning Yi's voice and shadow suddenly understood, and his eyes exuded a devouring fierce light, with only one purpose!
Slaughter!