Chapter 24: Fate
The whole person is used to sit in the seat except for going to the toilet... Don't dare to go anywhere.
Don't want to stay in this place... It was his only luxury. But he will never say it, never go against it. Because I don't know what to do.
The lifeless space doesn't seem to feel a trace of wind, and the wind stops. It stopped so suddenly, so uncomfortably... At all times, his hands clenched unconsciously, but there was no color in his eyes. Like the imprisoned wind, even the goal is lost.
I want to go home... I really want to go home, what is there at home to make him feel at ease... What is it, Mom, Dad, No, not the sister we just met, but who else?
Without. Always staring at the textbooks on the table, even at home, there is no one who can make him feel at ease... Person?
In the confusion, he didn't even notice the school bell just now.
I don't know when, I finally came back to my senses, hurriedly and panickedly packed my schoolbag, and left the classroom cautiously.
At this time, it is late autumn. The autumn leaves that are about to fall are as red and hot as the sunset that is about to fall. When you touch it, it's the opposite cold, just like the sunset that can never be reached, and what you touch is always cold air.
At all times, he sat quietly on the riverside, with his head buried deep in his lap.
After making a choice, I still feel confused, more helpless... Was it really the right decision to follow my dad to Japan?
Through the tears in his eyes and the light of the river, the scenery on the water seemed to have become the past he didn't want to recall.
Very small, very small, he was very young at that time, so small that he didn't even understand what death was. I only know that my mother is gone. Tears instinctively flowed out, and at this time, Dad said that Mom had gone to Heaven and would never come back. You will be a child without a mother in the future. He doesn't understand. He just wanted to cry, thinking that crying would make his mother come back like many times, as soon as he cried, his mother would appear in front of him, comforting himself very gently.
However, Mom didn't show up, and as Dad said, never to come back. Dad hit him for the first time, "Don't cry." Even if you don't have a mother, you still have a father. The young man was immediately too frightened to cry anymore, but his eyes were always so red. The red one is a little abnormal. According to the older generation, the reason why tears flowed all the time at that time was simply that tears flowed in their eyes. Then don't cry... Listen to Daddy.
The flow of time pushes ...... He weighed only a few times as much as he was a child, but the school changed one after another, and every time he met a child he didn't know, he left immediately. Dad doesn't know why, he doesn't hurt him as much as he used to, his work has changed one after another, and the place where he lives has also changed one after another, and of course. "Follow Daddy, Daddy won't leave you alone"
I didn't leave it behind, but I didn't feel very happy when I was young. But... Let's just follow Dad and listen to Daddy.
"Little Moment, Dad... Dad found you a mother, you, are you happy?" is always confused, at this time, do you want to say...
"Happy..."Shun Cheng...
"Great, Dad thought you'd be unhappy, so good"
Yes, Xiao Ke is the most well-behaved. The most well-behaved... Finish.
"Let's go to Japan with Dad, Mom and my sister are waiting for us, and we can't let them wait in a hurry. ”
"Well, go to Japan..."
"Just let Xiao Ke go to this school, it's not far from home, and it will be a lot more convenient in the future. ”
"Well, go to this school..."
The tears formed by the tears kept sliding down from the corners of the eyes, covering the eyes with both hands all the time, but they could no longer stop the tears that usually accumulated. If you have suppressed it for too long, these tears should have surged out a long time ago.
"Woooooooooo......oo Woo... Woo woo ......" The suppressed sobs kept coming out of the mouth of the moment, and the helpless voice made people crazy.
In the same way, the sobbing sound also stimulated the girl who appeared behind her at some point... She seems to be able to thoroughly feel the meaning and emotion contained in the boy's cry.
Heart... It hurts. The same feeling as after that time. Why? There was no time to think, she subconsciously took out her schoolbag, her most beloved shakuhachi.
Take a deep breath and purse your lips and slowly place them next to your mouth.
The next moment, the voice of shakuhachi, with the gradually rising evening breeze, clearly reached the ears of the young man by the river.
Serene wind... The serene voice, like a clear spring, moistened the dry heart of the young man, forgetting the sadness, no depression, and losing the pain, leaving only the gentle comfort that suddenly appeared in the heart.
Always immersed in this gloom. Until the end, it still lingers.
"Why..."Why is the mood more relaxed than ever, and the emotions that made him depressed and irritable are gone. He turned around, and it was the girl who pointed him to the seat.
"The name of this song is called Spring が来た (NetEase Cloud Search Spring is coming, Matsuren Valley Yumi), which is a note that soothes the soul. Looking at the girl in front of him all the time, was his soul appeased?
"Hello. Moment classmates. My name is Night God Moon. I want to be friends with you, okay?"
The shy and hearty smile directly shattered the last line of defense in the young man's heart, "I, I also want to be friends with the night god." ”
Tears can't help but fall again.
"Well, that's... From now on, we are friends. Do you have any troubles to tell your friends?" asked Yue very gently.
"Is that okay...... Yes! A lot... Woooooooo It is no longer a bitterness full of oppression, but a raging release.
"It's okay... I'll listen. Yue gently grabbed the hand of the moment. For the first time, hold the boy's hand.
Told it all...... All he wanted to say.
"At that time, I really wanted to cry... Woo, obviously so sad, obviously my mother is gone... Woo, it's so sad...... It's hard to meet friends, but they have to be separated immediately... Woo, I really don't want to transfer...... I don't have any premonitions, and suddenly having a mother is like losing my mother... So suddenly... Does Daddy really think I'm going to be happy? Woo...... I don't even speak Japanese, but I came straight to Japan... Woo."
I never thought that he would cry out loud like this, and when he cried, he was not sad at all, but more relaxed than ever.
Destiny... It's so magical, on this day, he met her, and she healed him.
In the end, the moon gently hugged the moment after the madness, conveying the warmth in her heart..."It's okay... I'm here~"
Encountering the moon is the happiest thing he thinks when he comes to Japan, and he has always felt that way.