They don't want to disturb my rest, and it's just me and Kaizi in the rental house at night. I've been thinking about what Xing Dandan told me, and I think it makes sense. So when Kaizi asked me what I wanted to do when I went to school tomorrow, I said why don't you tell Cao Si tomorrow that I want to see him, and I'll probe his tone.

Kaizi agreed. But I still felt that something was wrong, and I felt that I was doing useless work, and I might even startle the snake, so I thought about it all night, but when I thought about it, I didn't come up with any good ideas.

I went to school early the next morning, and when I walked to the door of the teaching building, Kaizi asked me to do morning exercises to look for him upstairs, and he took me to find Cao Si.

Early in the morning, people's brains are always active, and it is at that time that my long-term thinking finally came to a head. With a light in his eyes, I asked Kaizi not to go to Cao Si because I had already made up my mind, and asked him if he was enough to sit with Cao Si when he was eating in the cafeteria?

Kaizi was a little panicked at the time and asked me if I wasn't planning to trouble Cao Si, right? I said that I didn't want to make enemies again, so I just asked if I could?

He said yes, when Cao Si was eating, in addition to Zhang Shaofeng, the senior bastard heads, he and Lao Liu, who were his probes at the junior and intermediate levels, could also sit together.

At that time, I laughed and asked him to go to the class to call the sixth child out of me on the spot.

I didn't tell him exactly what to say to the sixth child, because I asked the sixth child to bring a message to Cao Si, and if both of him knew it, Cao Si's smiling tiger might be able to feel that something was wrong from his expression.

After telling the sixth child to let him take it, I entered the corridor, and before I entered the classroom, I was called into the office by the head teacher. There is no doubt that I don't have a good face at all, if it weren't for my serious injury, it would be another PVC education.

It's still the old way, saying that I was hob meat and just promised her not to fight and make trouble, I directly took my bag and asked me to take her to my house, at that time, looking at my depressed expression, Mr. Zhang said a fair word.

"Teacher Li..."

"It's really wrong to fight, especially when it's such a big battle, we adults feel terrible to hear. ”

However, the public security comrade also said that Xiao Qian was fighting grievances with "idle people in society" in order to protect his friends, and this is a good thing and an example! You should punish him instead. Nowadays, how many young people do not get good rewards just because they have done good deeds, and even a little bit of young people's enthusiasm has been worn out! In the long run, the whole society has become insensitive. This is not good, it is really not good at all, Mr. Li..."

At that time, the head teacher stiffened, stood for a long time and sighed and asked me to go back to the classroom.

I bowed gratefully to Mr. Zhang, and I went out.

As soon as I entered the classroom door, the whole class, which had been noisy, was silent, if they had seen me being bullied by Ma Yue before, and then riding back on Ma Yue's head The whole process was very jealous of me. Now when I stabbed two ice picks and cut off a finger in Jinsha, they were really afraid of me, as if they were in a different field from me, just like I was really in the campus underworld.

It's cool, but there's always a feeling of being isolated, and if I could, I really want to study quietly like before, and have a peaceful day to play games with my brother.

It's a pity that from the moment I pushed Ma Yue backwards without admitting defeat, I was destined to have no way to turn back, unless I went to a place where no one knew me, that is, it was impossible.

Walking to the seat, when she passed Zhao Ya, she kept pursing her lower lip and looking at me with that complicated look, and when she passed by, she handed out a pink lunch box with both hands, but I didn't even look at her and walked straight by. He was so indifferent.

Not to that extent...

It's just that I'm angry, angry that she doesn't believe that I am good to her, causing this irreparable lifelong regret.

She froze there holding the lunch box.

I originally thought that according to her timid nature, she would probably not dare to take the initiative to talk to me again, but I didn't expect her to pluck up the courage, turn her head and put the lunch box in front of my eyes, and look at me with her lips pursed without saying a word.

I was stunned, and I realized that all of us at this age are changing, I am changing, Zhao Ya is also here, becoming bolder and more persistent...

She looked at me without moving, and told me to push away all of a sudden, and it was really a little unbearable to refuse. I couldn't do it anymore, so I reluctantly took the bento box in front of me, and when I opened the lid, there were noodles poured with sauce, which tasted good.

It's just meat sauce, and I can't bear to say that something as thick as a finger is noodles.

"This is the spaghetti bolognese that my mother taught me to make, the first time I made it, can you taste it!"

After taking the lunch box, she smiled sweetly and handed me a pair of chopsticks, I pouted and took the chopsticks to eat, and when I was catching the chopsticks, the fingers of the steel frame that were not firmly inlaid fell into the lunch box.

At that time, my face was stiff, my hands were clenched tightly, and my chest was painful...

I want to cry when it hurts...

“***！”

"Don't eat, don't eat! Take it away!!"

"What the hell are you looking at??? I see that Lao Tzu is a disabled person and can't even catch chopsticks, right?

A group of students turned their heads at me yelling, and Zhao Ya was so frightened by my yelling that she hurriedly took the lunch box too nervously and dropped it under the table.

She went to pick it up, and the more she picked it up, the slower her movements became, and when I realized that I was out of control and yelled at the wrong person, I tilted my head to look, only to find that her aggrieved tears had fallen into the lunch box drop by drop down her cheeks.

Seeing that I was looking at her, and as if I was afraid that I would see her crying, I quickly cleaned up, turned my head and lay on my desk shaking my shoulders, I don't know if I was still crying.

Ay...

At that time, my heart was very blocked, and that voice also sounded in my heart...

"Before you went to her, did you think it was a game?"

...

Yes, everyone knows that if it weren't for me, Daniel Zhang wouldn't have bullied Zhao Ya, the principal's daughter, for no reason. When I took the icicle, I was ready to be yin.

"So, don't you forgive?"

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What to forgive?

She's just too stupid, stupid enough to be deceived, she's also a victim, and her neighbor brother who grew up hurts her like that, and her own heart doesn't hurt enough? Since she was a child, she may have never seen a chicken killed, how did the scales of a fish be shaved, but she watched a good person get her fingers chopped off, she wasn't afraid enough? Why should I be forgiven?

"So, is she good or bad for you?"

...

Never broken...

There are thousands of students in the third middle school, and only three of them are really friends with me and really good to me, and she is one. is different from Kaizi Xiaomei, and we have been in this relationship since the second middle school.

To be honest, in addition to sometimes simply making you angry, she even broke off her friendship because a good female classmate beat me for a small report. Where did it break me, alas...

"That..."

"Why hurt her?"

At that time, I was confused...

Oh, yes...

Then why, still hurt her?

It's one thing she didn't believe me before. Later, I knew that there was a pit, but I was still in a hurry, and it was another thing to rush to find her. This is not to blame me, I am such a righteous person, I am serious and righteous to protect my friends unlike people like Daniel Zhang, I am very real, I don't regret it!

Not to blame her, I had already gone when she didn't even say to let me go to her...

That... Why are you still holding on to a little bit like a to hurt someone who is good to me...

The fog in my heart suddenly brightened up as if it had been blown away by a strong wind, but it was not easy to talk to her because of my face, so I lay on the table and looked out of the window sullenly.

It wasn't until the morning exercise, after she looked at me with red circles and some fear, that I thought that something was wrong.

Zhu Xiaomei...

Why didn't she come to class, was it her body...

Shaking his head vigorously and thinking about so much, the most important thing now is to shovel out the two miscellaneous pieces of Zhang Shaofeng and Daniel Zhang!

Time flies, and school is out in a blink of an eye.