Blueberry pancakes, wafer salad cod rolls, tomato and onion rings and a fine river crab flower porridge are served with an indispensable iced drink. On Kuluo Lake, the scenery of Leaning on Li, the gentle wind and waves, eating these delicious dishes is indeed a rare enjoyment.

Sofina lies on a comfortable beach chair, holding a delicious juice in her right hand and an ice cube in her left hand to play with on her chest. Of course, these are the gifts she deserves.

Bing was so evil that he was wearing a thick magic robe, and he sat honestly on the side, not daring to look at her, nor daring to speak, and he was still worried about the previous purchase of clothes. He couldn't understand that Sofina's teacher weishenme was going to buy him pajamas, and weishenme was still buying special materials for him, and he had a faint premonition in his heart, worried that she was going to eat herself.

Sofina suddenly said, "Do you want to go to the lake to play together?"

Of course Bing Zhiye refused, how could he dare to agree to such a thing.

Sofina stood up, moved her chair to lie down next to him, and said, "Do you think I'm crazy today? ”

Bing Zhixiao didn't say anything, which means that he thinks so.

Sofina smiled lightly and said, "Now that there is no one here, I'll tell you the truth." I think you have something on your mind, and since you entered the academy, I have found out that you have something on your heart, and you are hiding something. I'm doing this today to let you know that you're a friend, a sister, and a teacher by your side, so I want you to open the door of your heart and tell me what is in your heart. ”

"There's nothing on my mind, teacher. "Bing Zhi Evil Dao.

Sofina looked at him for a moment: "It doesn't matter if you don't tell me, everyone has some secrets." But I think I really want you to stop being protective when you face me, as if you're guarding against something. I can feel all of this, and I can sense that you are not being honest with everyone. ”

Bing Zhixiao didn't expect her to pay attention so carefully, and even perceived something deep in her own heart.

Sofina said: "I won't stand in front of a man naked, even if the other party is just a teenager, not to mention that you are not young, you should know what I mean." I didn't get in the slightest, I just wanted you not to hide from anything, I wouldn't stab you. You have your secrets, I don't ask, but the wall in front of your heart should make him disappear, otherwise you keep your heart to everyone, zuihou will only make yourself more and more withdrawn, more and more single, and your heart will eventually be locked in a dark iron prison, where there will never be anyone else. ”

Bing Zhixie's heart trembled, and her every word went to her heart.

Sofina watched the change in his expression and continued, "I know you very well, because we used to be the same kind of people, and that feeling of loneliness can be resonated with us. Haven't you noticed that in fact, you have changed a lot in the past few months in Coolantin, not only with more expressions, more smiles, and more words, but also with more people and things in your heart. In the past month, I have been thinking about your appearance at Blue Cootin over and over again, and I have really found that you have changed a lot. ”

"Don't say it, I'm not going to change!" Ice Evil suddenly stood up and yelled.

Sofina paid attention to him and said, "Really, you've yelled like this before?"

Bing Zhiyi was shocked, and his eyes were full of fear and doubt.

"Looks like you've never done anything like this before. Sofina asked, "Weishenme will do it today?" I know if you don't care, you won't bother with that. The reason why you are angry is because I said something in your heart, a fact that you don't want to admit in your heart. The truth is, you're already starting to change. Remember the conversation I had with you that day? I said that I was the same as you when I was a child, but now it's different, it's that people get along with each other and have a special kind of induction, which affects each other all the time. You are now under the influence of the people around you, but you were not aware of it before, and now you dare not admit it. ”

Bingzhi's brow furrowed, refusing to speak, as she said, his expression now was something he had never seen before.

"Yes, this effect, this feeling is very difficult for you to perceive, because it is something that is invisible, something that is real, and when you perceive it, when you find yourself changing, then you have been changed. Sofina also stood up, stretched out her hand and said, "Don't be a lonely prodigal son anymore, if you once didn't have a home, now you have it by your side." ”

Bing Zhixiao took a step back, as if he didn't dare to face all this.

"Your heart is as sensitive as mine, even if you pretend not to care, even if you pretend to be natural, but it's all fake, not the emotion you really need in your heart. Sofina said: "Filling your true emotions with hypocrisy will only hurt you deeper, don't run away anymore, you have been running away for a long time." ”

Pictures flashed in Bing Zhixie's mind, and the lonely footprints of a person over the years kept appearing in front of him. Every time I go to a place, I don't dare to stay too long, every time I meet a person, I don't dare to have too much communication, I always protect my heart, I don't want it to be known by outsiders, I don't want it to be changed. The bustling city and the cold desert are all the same for him, and he will always be accompanied by only his own shadow. When I see other children laughing with their families, I will only hate myself more, as if I am walking on two parallel lines with joy and happiness, and there will never be a place to meet. In order to reject this kind of pain, in order to stay away from that laughter, the only way to make yourself more lonely and more unique, and to fill the emptiness in your heart with strong strength. Alone, constantly fighting...... Constant fighting...... Constant fighting...... Constant fighting...... Constant fighting......

As soon as I looked up, I saw a calm and faint smile on Sofina's face, this smile was like a drop of water dropping in the depths of my heart, and the ripples of the water were expanding bigger and bigger, and the more fierce they became, zuihou was like a stormy wave, beating against the barrier of my heart. Warm tears suddenly flowed from the cold circles of Bingzhixie's eyes, and he couldn't hold back this feeling anymore, and threw himself into Sofina's arms and cried bitterly. Crying fiercely, crying miserably, a tear that had not been shed for many years, finally broke out at this moment, out of control.

Sofina had never seen anyone cry so heartwarmingly, and from his crying, you could feel how much he had suffered, how many things he had experienced, and how much he had suppressed in his heart for a long time, but no one could listen to him. Although he is unwilling to accept the pity of others, he is undoubtedly the most pitiful person. What kind of things can a child go through that can make him cry like this, and make such a fragile and sensitive heart numb to pain.

Pain, grievance, sadness, I can't imagine how many things must have to make him cry so sadly, this heart-rending feeling made Sofina cry too. In the lake, on the boat, no one can see the fragile side of your heart, so cry at home! Home is a place where you can hold sad tears and listen to your heartfelt feelings.

The sun had set, the moon was cold and the stars were thin, and Sofina stood quietly on the bow of the boat, and it was a strong child who knelt and wept under her.

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