Hyakki Night Walk: Red Lady (8)
Seeing Li Xiaofan's sluggish expression, Xiao Ling's face flashed with a hint of loss. She lowered her head aggrievedly, her voice trembling and choking.
"Stupid... How can a ghost not know his own characteristics? I know that today is the day I have come to ask you for mercy. I also know that you are in a difficult situation. I pretended nothing had happened, but I couldn't fool myself. It's been a long, long time since I had a crush on you. I hated myself for being a goblin. Why is it a crow ghost that brings bad luck to people? If I wasn't a crow ghost, at least, I could be by your side forever. If I were a normal human, maybe it would be okay... You can also be your woman. I'll be with you for the rest of my life. Speaking of this, Xiao Ling choked up several times, sad and sad.
"Fool... Didn't you say okay, stay with me as long as you want. ”
"But that's not enough, I want to have a better relationship with the stupid, a little better... So good that we don't want to be separated from each other. Every time I see you stupid and you are tempted by that human girl, my heart hurts so much, it almost suffocates in pain. Xiao Ling said, clenching his fists.
When the thoughts accumulate too much, they are as deep as a burden, and some words from distant memories will come to the lips.
The occasional passing by in the world may not make people feel unforgettable. But if you meet again after passing by, there is no reason to let go, the world, hundreds of millions of sentient beings, if you say that there is no fate, how can you be the only one who stirs my fingertips and heart?
Xiao Ling's heart faintly thought: every grass and tree is determined by heaven, and every drink and peck are all the leading edges. If you really don't care, I can choose to let it go. Let you go, and let yourself go.
Hearing Xiaoling's thoughts, Li Xiaofan didn't know how to respond. He thought he could handle it well. Just like before, whenever Xiaoling becomes in a violent state, as long as she hugs her tightly, she will recover.
But now, Li Xiaofan suddenly felt that just a hug was far from enough for this stupid girl.
It's just that how can I forget a thousand dreams? Even if I can deceive others, I can't deceive my own heart.
"I know that stupid people can only be happy if they are with human girls. I know all this, but I just can't help but secretly think about you, secretly miss you. You know what? Every day, I'm happiest when you come back from school. I'm always so involuntarily talking, always talking against you, singing the opposite. It's because I'm afraid that I will accidentally tell the secret in my heart. But why did you want to help me when I became a red lady? You know? I became like this, which means that I am a bride to be married. ”
Bride? Li Xiaofan was stunned. At a glance, the red yarn that Xiao Ling was wearing at this time was indeed very similar to the dowry that a girl wore when she got married.
Ghosts are really a creature that can't be analyzed with common sense. They have no living body, but they have the ability to think. Know how to be sad, know how to be angry.
Like this, because of emotional outbursts, it has inexplicably become a common sense for a bride to be married, Li Xiaofan has not been able to understand it until now. But the crow ghost is such a special existence.
"I'm leaving, stupid. This is not a place where I can continue to stay, nor is it where I belong. I've had a great time with you in the past two years. Hee-hee.... But I think you must be annoying to me, right?" Xiao Ling slowly stood up with a crying voice.
"Xiaoling, you wait. Didn't you come to ask me for mercy, but why did you choose to leave...?"
"After the red lady has been kissed, she will go to her beloved within three days to confess. But if she doesn't get a response, she will stay away and never see her beloved again. Otherwise, it will bring disaster to the beloved, and I don't want to trouble you. After Xiao Ling said this, he resolutely drifted away towards the door.