Chapter 161: A Man Who Wants to Forget Suddenly Appears
Ask, why do you need someone important to be by your side when you're grieving?
Answer, because someone needs to comfort them, people are not creatures that can live without support, and after all, they are still social animals.
Questioning, since man is a comforting social animal, why didn't he show up when I needed it.
Answer, everyone has their own things to pursue, and then the order of solving things is considered according to the priority level.
Questioning whether he was abandoned by him.
Answer, the answer is – indeed.
......
People are fragile creatures, a drop of liquid containing toxins invading the body is enough to be fatal, there is no power to return to heaven, you can only watch others die, try something, it's not that you haven't done it, but all ineffective, as if you are laughing at yourself and you can't do anything alone, trying is just repeating the mistakes of the past, so that she can survive for a long time, hanging a life, in vain, this is increasing the pain of the patient, the invention of euthanasia is because people need euthanasia to solve the pain.
Seeing that the friends are getting more and more scorched, and the hands they hold are so cold, do the old promises still count?
No, promise something, do you want it to come true?
Ah, when she died, all these doubts were solved, and she (we) were abandoned by him, like kicking the ball away, the agreement was just a painful curse that bound her, and the friend who chose to believe in the agreement continued the pain, and it would be nice to give up sooner.
In this case, I can only say to her corpse, why? It is very normal for people to die, right, why is it so sad, because she is her friend, because the miracle she believes in has not happened?
Tears dripped down the back of her hand, how longing for warmth, from the warmth of human body temperature never before, but I could not feel her body temperature, it was very cold.
Why can't the dead talk to the living, and do unreasonable things like channeling and rebirth really exist?
I have never believed in the so-called gods, but at this moment I can only pray to the gods to give me a chance.
No, nothing, answer? This kind of thing is not obviously a lie, it is the words that the brain tells itself and comforts itself.
She is about to be buried.
I was very reluctant, and rationally reminded myself that leaving the body by my side would only see the ugly side of her friend, the rotting appearance, and I believed that she would not want people to see it, and she couldn't deprive her of her rights because of selfishness.
But.
However.
But...... Why hasn't that guy shown up yet!!
The last chance, I didn't see the last face of the living, even so, is it okay to see the most beautiful moment after she died?
Even if all the experiences are lies, even if it is a self-inflicted misunderstanding, even if it is ...... Whatever the reason, if he doesn't show up, anyone will be responsible for what he did.
I won't forgive him, where is he when he needs help the most, when his friends are poisoned and painful?!
I can't find it anywhere, it's like a dream, and I wake up empty.
I cried out accidentally, in front of everyone, crying like a little girl, everyone understood and mourned silently, moved by the crying of a little girl, and looked away so as not to be infected by her sadness and reveal her weak side.
Mixed with anger towards him, love for friends, tears falling, there is no rain here, there is no possibility of rain, raising your head does not stop the tears from falling, all excuses prepared for tears are not needed.
You can cry as much as you want.
Like-minded people who are willing to follow me have such expressions.
In this case, why is it gentle, there is no need at all, why ...... Why the hell are the tears ...... I can't stop it.
Gone, his friend left him completely, the burial was over, and no matter how much he prayed for a miracle, he still did not appear.
Dead.
are ready to forget his existence, when they don't know a dream.
appeared, at the worst possible time, the guy shamelessly appeared.
What should I do?
......
Seeing him, the past time has not forgotten his appearance, and his appearance is much more mature than before, and he is getting closer to him step by step.
Raise your hand and give the guy a slap in the face.
Syllable!
The crisp echo, the first thing I did when I saw him was this, and I couldn't suppress my emotions.
“...... I'm sorry. ”
Why do you apologize? Apologize casually without knowing what happened, or apologize when you know that she died.
Either one cannot forgive, apologize if it is useful, go and say to her, before she is about to die, before she is buried.
Now?!How do you say to apologize now?!Do you want to leave her grave behind and apologize?!Not even a joke.
Syllable!
The right cheek was beaten, and then the left cheek.
The hand that slapped his cheek was aching, and the other party's face was also red and swollen.
"Why...... To apologize......"
Tears blurred his vision, and he cried again, the first time he had shed tears recently? I grabbed the hem of his shirt and tried to ask him about it, but this became the case in my mouth.
“......”
“............ Say...... Speak, that guy believes in the end that you're going to be there now, please disappear in front of us forever, okay?Even if it's as if you're dead, at least her waiting doesn't seem so stupid. ”
Without saying a word, that face that was exactly the same as in the memory looked so strange, the same person?
"Enough...... Get out! Hurry up!"
“...... Okay"
Is this a serious answer? Just turn around and leave?!
Pounce on him, turn his body around, raise his fist, this time not a slap, but a clenched fist, ride on top of him, and swing a fist at that disgusting face.
The rain began to fall, and the mud became sticky after being soaked in the rain, sticking to his black hair, and the "rain" dripped down his face, and the fists mixed with blood and water continued to hit mechanically.
"It's late, it's too late!"
“......”
"Tell me the reason, why don't you say a word! Even if it's an excuse, make up an excuse to convince me! Lie to me again with your rhetoric...... Master. ”
This is probably the last time I call this person a master.
"No excuses. ”
The bridge of his nose was broken, his eye sockets were bruised, and his beautiful face now looked a mess.
......
"Beware of a cold. ”
When did you return to the room, I can't remember, I can only vaguely remember that it was Wujian who helped me back to this room, and took the hot water handed over by Wujian, and the girl drank the warm hot water in the cup.
"What about that guy?"
I guess it's gone, it's okay to arrive, out of sight is clean.
"Still lying outside, now the rain outside is showing signs of increasing. ”
"yes......"
The girl drinking the hot water in the cup glanced out the window and moved her gaze back to the room.
"Win Yue...... Xiyi him. ”
"Enough, now his business has nothing to do with us. ”
Now a girl who is the lord of a country-Ying Yue stopped Wujian from saying that she was going to defend that guy next.
"Maybe he has a hard time. ”
"Then why don't you tell me?! Don't even tell me a lie! Gongsun Cai is dead, because of the poison, she died after being tortured to the point of being bruised, she has just been buried! Then he appeared in front of me!"
Even if it is a coincidence, I admit it, how can I calm down after the death of my friend?
"His presence may have something to do with the recent mutations. ”
“......”
There's no denying it.
But this does not make up for his fault, and since he did not appear in the most dangerous time, he should not appear again now.
“...... Can you try and trust him again?"
"It's impossible, this topic is over here, the relationship between master and apprentice is severed here, and he and I will be strangers in the future. ”
"Hopefully this choice is not wrong. ”
Worried about the future of Yingyue.
......
"Oh, it's not the right time to appear, right? Do you want to say that? ”
"The thing of the name has been forsaken. ”
"Oh, it's worthy of Xiyi Daoyou, murderous, very scary, I really didn't come at the right time, so see you next time." ”
The white-haired and red-eyed man looked down at the bunch-haired boy lying on the ground, waved goodbye, and disappeared before the qi was locked.
......
"I've noticed your plans, so what's next, can I hear about it?"
"The people chosen by the system, even if they appear here are just like phantoms, the reflection of the moon in the water, but if they are too arrogant, they will learn a lesson. ”
The white-haired boy sitting on the edge of the tall building still swung his legs as if humming a pleasant song.
"Your presence is interesting, and maybe we'll have a lot of words in common. ”
"Yo~ Mr. Vampire, I'm also looking forward to the opportunity for us to talk all night. ”
"Hee-hee-hee, it's really interesting, don't you think? ”
"Even if he has the ability to think independently, can he do what he can do affect the world? ”
"It seems that the demon who wants to destroy the world will not want to see me, and cannot persuade you to change your mind? ”
Through the system records, I checked the past of the people who wanted to destroy the world, and determined that no matter how the timeline changes, this guy has a high probability of going on this road, even if it is not him, there will still be other people on this road, this is the defect of the world, it is an inevitable result, as long as the loopholes in the world are not repaired for a day, people who want to destroy the world will continue to appear.
"Back to square one, what are you going to do next?"
"Very good question...... Doing nothing, watching humanity kill itself, of course that's my point of view, as for my companions? ”
"Wait and see?"
“......”
"Answer me, to help my curiosity. ”
"Imitate myths. ”
"The story of Xiyi Daoyou?"
"It's not about the god who extends out of this era, but the myth that goes back to the world, the myth that tells the end of the world. ”
"I am very interested in this topic. ”