"Bang~"

His hands finally lost all strength and fell stiffly to the ground, his eyes finally lost all their luster, his pupils dilated little by little...

At that moment, my vision, the whole world in my sight, shook violently as if it was about to collapse, and only my own heavy "snort" gasps were left in my ears, and in my eyes, I could only see the scarlet blood and the cold dead people lying in the pool of blood...

He... He's dead...

Dead, I killed him...

Killed by me!???!!

A terrible fear that came from behind struck my reason and my soul like a stormy wave, and the incomparably resolute and cold heart of the previous second was like a canopy that had been bombarded, and it burst inch by inch.

I let go of the handle of the knife with trembling eyes, and sat down on the ground, completely forgetting for a moment what to do, or, nothing...

It was then that I heard the sound of slow and deliberate footsteps, the faint sound of mosquito bites, which at that time was as piercing as a siren, and woke me up. Looking at the dead silence of Ono、The rolling guilt rushed towards me!

I was terrified, I blamed myself, but I forced myself to recall what he had just threatened me!

"You, don't kill him... Sooner or later, he'll escape from prison..."

"And who will be in the pool of blood at that time? Is it you? Dingzi or Kaizi? or your father..."

"Chen Qian, you are guilty, but maybe, you are not wrong..."

Oh, yes...

Oh, yes...

I'm guilty!! I'm not wrong, I'm just trying to keep my loved ones safe, am I wrong?

I didn't!!

Countless calls and memories pulled me back from my stupor, and I staggered to my feet, looking around in a panic at the sound of deadly footsteps.

I also recalled the knowledge of legitimate defense that Xing Dandan had taught me in the detention center after the Jinsha incident. Fear froze my mind under the pressure, and I pulled out the blade, opened the drink on the table, quickly poured it on it, and rubbed it vigorously with my clothes.

After wiping it, I took one last deep look at the person I hated so much, and I felt so scared that I was dead at the moment, broke his hand and put the handle of the knife in his hand, then bit my cheek and took a deep breath, and stabbed myself hard at the side of the waist!

The blade was shifted as far as the edge could be, but the sharp pain of the cold metal piercing the flesh still made my face instantly pale, cold sweat flowed down my forehead, and my lips trembled. I pulled out the knife and reinserted it into his wound, and the door was kicked open at that moment.

"Don't move, police, you..."

"Hiss~~~"

Seven or eight gasps came out almost at the same time, and all the police officers standing at the door were stunned! Uncle Wu exclaimed in surprise and stepped forward! It's dead...

I killed you...

There was another gasp of cold air, I originally imagined that I was going to pretend to be very scared and helpless, but I found that my face was stiff and I couldn't even make an expression, looking at Xiao Ye who was lying there with his eyes open as if he was staring at me, a strong sense of depression and guilt, forcing me to cry...

Maybe some people really can't become as cruel as others, maybe they didn't force it, maybe they were born like this...

"What are you doing in a daze??Call an ambulance!!cao!!"

"What's going on, Xiaoqian??, what's going on with this special??"

Uncle Wu stubbornly covered my wounds with the police uniform he had taken off, his nervous expression and loud roar made me unable to hold back at that moment, and tears flowed out...

"Uncle Wu, I killed someone..."

"Uncle Wu, I killed 5555, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!"

The tears, the sorry were from the bottom of my heart, and I never felt so helpless and blamed myself. I couldn't stop the tears. Uncle Wu also stayed at that time for a while, and then took me into his arms, he said Xiaoqian, don't be afraid, don't be afraid...

After saying that, he glanced at Ono, closed his eyes, sighed, and said, You're not wrong, so don't say I'm sorry...

"If you don't move him, he will kill you, Xiaoqian... He was diagnosed with severe bipolar disorder and a strong tendency to violence in prison..."

"Do you know that he should have been sentenced to 16 years in prison? It was his unscrupulous backers who helped him bribe some corrupt officials to get through his connections, that the sentence was so light. When he is released from prison, he will either help his backers sell drug powder, pimp, gamble and make usury, or help him blackmail and beat... Or even kill those innocent people! Do you know how many happy families you have to kill? So you're right, kid, don't blame yourself, don't feel bad, don't blame yourself..."

No matter what Uncle Wu said at the time, I leaned on his shoulder and looked at Ono and couldn't stop condemning myself in my heart! Tears never stopped flowing that day, and it was then that I realized that maybe I hadn't become as vicious as I thought. I'm still afraid, and if I do something that goes against my conscience, I'll still cry hysterically like a child...

Even if it's just a bad guy who kills...

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I don't remember what happened later, but I remember that I was carried into a stretcher and taken to the hospital in a daze. After surgery in the hospital, the stabbed intestinal organ was removed and sutured. I was hospitalized that day.

As soon as I closed my eyes in the hospital, I remembered the previous picture, and I didn't close my eyes all night...

I stayed in the hospital for one day and two nights, and at noon on the third day, I was taken into the police station by the police officers. As soon as I entered, I received two text messages, and it was those two text messages that wiped out most of my guilt at once.

00.46 [Chen Qian, I don't know why you didn't come, maybe you blame yourself, but Sister Dan was angry at you yesterday and said sorry, you really, don't blame yourself. Sister Dan, a stupid person, knows best, he was involved because he was willing to help you, and the madness of that madman was also something we didn't expect, don't blame yourself, don't blame yourself...]

02.31 [Chen Qian, your super brother is out of the operating room and is out of danger, but the situation is not optimistic. The doctor said that the madman would have to stab him one centimeter deeper, and that only one centimeter would destroy both kidneys, and the person would be gone. And now that one kidney has been removed, your super brother has never listened to me, he loves to smoke and drink, and the other kidney is in a very poor state, unable to support his normal and healthy life alone. If in half a month, he can't find someone who is willing to replace his kidney, then he... You might die...... Be mentally prepared for the worst Chen Qian, no matter what the consequences are, Sister Dan and your brothers will bear it with you ps: Remember, don't do stupid things, don't... - Xing Dandan]

There are a lot of two things, but what I noticed is only four words...

Possible... Will die...

These four words made my depression and discomfort disappear at once. I asked myself, what am I uncomfortable with? What am I uncomfortable with???

It was he, Ono, who was the first to kill me, and then he didn't kill me, but he turned to kill my brother. He stabbed the carp, and now Brother Chao... Not even a life... What's wrong with me??

I'm not wrong!! I'm not wrong!!It would be wrong to see the prisoners who persecuted their brothers, friends, and even relatives at large, and at any time threaten to take the lives of those I care about the most, and to end all these nightmares early with the horror of being convicted of murder.

Then I'm Chen Qian...

I'd rather be wrong to the end!!

Go for it, Ono... If there really is a Yama Hall and a hell in the world, you will definitely be sent to the bottom of the eighteen hells!! But at that time, I would be as afraid of you as I am now!

Along the way, everyone in the public security bureau looked at me with very surprised eyes, and exchanged words about something. It's normal.,Ono was directly classified as a serious danger after escaping from prison.,Not to mention that I'm a junior high school sophomore.,It's those adults.,Even the police who have a little short-term training are panicked when they meet him.,But now...

But I killed him, a junior sophomore...

Perhaps, the city has already been stormy... It is estimated that more than all the students in the third middle school know the name Chen Qian, but this is exactly what I don't want to see.

I want to study... I still miss studying... If you want to turn this idea into a reality...

It's up to me what I say next in the face of interrogation.

Later, Xiao Zhang took me into the interrogation room, and it was Uncle Wu who interrogated me. I don't know if it's because I'm upset, but I always feel that he looks at me with a hint of hostility...

"Uncle Wu..."

"Don't call me uncle, call me Officer Wu now. ”

“...”

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"Officer Wu. ”

"Yes. Uncle Wu nodded, opened the notebook, turned the pen in his hand, and asked me why I was lying?

"Meng Liang is in 405, why did you lie to us to go to 396 to 403 and delay for so long?"

I suppressed the tension in my heart, knowing that I couldn't say a word wrong at this time, so I took a deep breath and said.

"I'm not lying, as I said, I was in a hurry at noon that day and I didn't remember the room clearly. When you pushed me open, I saw that the 405 door was open and someone was packing up inside, so I wanted to go over to see who it was, and then I was covered by Meng Liang and dragged into the room."

"Yes. ”

Uncle Wu answered as if there was nothing to doubt, was silent for a long time, and then asked me, what happened after I was dragged in?

I was silent for a while, and after organizing the language, I said indifferently.

"Fight..."

"I was dragged in by him, and when I saw that he was Ono, of course he wanted to resist! He poked me with a switchblade, and when I dodged, I hit him with an ashtray and hit him hard. I wanted to call you guys when I knocked him down, and then he stabbed me..."

"And you stabbed it back?"

"Well, I was scared out of my mind at that time, but I knew he was trying to kill me! It takes time to call you over, and it's a very dangerous time, so I can't sit still! I smashed his hand with an ashtray and snatched the knife from me, and he grabbed it with me, and in the process of robbing... I stabbed him..."

I didn't feel a little weak when I said this, because I knew that if Ono hadn't been crippled, then this scene would have been absolutely real! In fact, the moment I pushed the door in, if he had a good leg, he would have stabbed me, so it wasn't him who died, but me...

"Brush Brush Brush ~~"

Uncle Wu quickly made a note in the notebook, but finally put the pen down and said, the knife...

"He brought the knife himself! There are a lot of Salar barbecue places downstairs, and this kind of knife is very common and can be bought casually. ”

"Well, well... Okay..."

Hearing that I was so sure, Uncle Wu didn't seem to have anything to ask, but when he stood up, he asked me very strangely.

"Xiao Qian, what you should know is justified defense, what is too much defense, right? Justified defense is to make appropriate efforts to stop the behavior of the offender against you, such as knocking him unconscious, kicking the genitals and making him lose his combat effectiveness, and so on; while defending too much means to stop the other party, and then further attacking! The former does not need to bear criminal responsibility, and the latter may have to be sentenced to at least five years in prison for your current serious behavior that ends the other party's life..."

I nodded, and that's why I stabbed myself. It is only in that case where my own life is in direct danger that I can be judged to be justified and acquitted...

I hope so, if not, then my youth... Isn't it wasted?

Resign yourself to fate, no matter how worried you are, you can't change anything, I've done enough, there should be nothing to do...

Seeing me nodding, Uncle Wu didn't speak anymore and just picked me up and walked out, but when I walked to the door and I breathed a sigh of relief, Uncle Wu suddenly stopped, quickly put it in my ear, and said something that made my heart cold.

"Boy... You brought that knife, I've seen it in your rental house. There are also fingerprints of someone other than you and Meng Liang at the seam of the handle and the blade, I guess if it weren't for that Liang Chao, or else..."

"It's Zhai Hongchang's son's fingerprints, right?"

。 Sogou