Chapter 250: Just Today, Let's Settle for Life
At that time, Zhao Ya also happened to be woken up by my movements, first turned from sideways to lying flat, rubbed her eyes with her small fist, stretched her waist, and then blinked her eyelashes and looked at the ceiling in a daze
It's so cute
I was still in a daze, Zhao Ya immediately felt my gaze, and as soon as she turned her head, I immediately put my hands behind my back, and my face turned red.
Paralyzed, when did I buy it?? I'm so drunk and I'm almost unconscious, remember to buy this thing, damn it, I'm really obscene and home!!
No, it's the sixth child, it must be the special sixth child who bought it for me and stuffed it on me!
Any man who wakes up drunk and finds himself on a girl's bed with this thing in his hand is probably the same as me. As a result, when Zhao Ya rubbed her eyes, blinked her eyelashes, and asked what you were holding in your hand while looking behind me
"Bring it!"
Her face turned redder than mine, and she looked shy like a frightened rabbit, and snatched it up and hid it behind her ass, her mouth behind her knees, and she didn't dare to look at me with her blushing face lowered. So I was confused
You, you bought??
She didn't speak, but she looked like she wanted to defend something, but she couldn't say a word, and then I turned from surprise to determination, and I felt even more inexplicable.
"No, it's not Xiaoya, why are you buying this thing??"
Zhao Ya didn't speak, but her eyes were a little red, and she pointed to her wrists with a snort, and I saw that their wrists were both blue, as if they had been slapped very hard - I wanted to slap myself twice at that time.
Do you still need to ask men, it's inevitable to lose your reason when you're drunk, not to mention facing your favorite girl, and you also like yourself; most of the time I was drunk last night, and I made some stupid requests, and Zhao Ya couldn't twist it to buy this thing.
"That's right, is that the case, Xiaoya?"
Xiaoya nodded, with fear in her eyes, and said You didn't mention it, but I'm afraid of you. Knock me down, and I won't be able to break free of you. But I'm still afraid, and I don't have a place to sleep, so I can only buy this, and defend myself
"What else can I do, call my brother to drag you away?"
"Don't, I'm afraid he'll hit you"
After hearing these words, I already had a warm feeling in my heart, and subconsciously held her in my arms, she obediently shrank on my chest for a while but pushed me away, I also came back to my senses, and with an embarrassed smile, I quickly ran into the bathroom to wash off the smell of wine.
After taking a shower, drying and getting dressed, I felt a little embarrassed when I looked at Zhao Ya, who was sitting on the bed on her knees and smiling at me, full of chicken feathers. If you don't doze off, I'll take you out to eat and play, we have hardly ever dated.
The sad thing that came out was herself: Xiaoya, who was my boyfriend, confessed to me for almost three months, and she didn't take her more than five times on a date, but she still likes me like this way. She eats whatever she wants, and she laughs happily when she walks on the road with me. What about a different person? Even if a girl who is not as beautiful as her and does not study well as her, will she still like me so desperately?
Thank you, Xiaoya, thank you. Happiness will be held in the palm of my hand one day and given to you! And you will always be in my heart! forever and ever
I thought she was going to sleep or go with me, but she didn't want anything. She shook her head and looked at me suspiciously, saying that I was drunk last night and kept saying that I wanted to tell her something, which seemed to be a very important matter, but in the end I fell asleep without making it clear, and asked me, what do you want to tell her?
Looking at her worried look, I knew that she had been worried about me breaking up with her since the last time she confessed to her complicated family. Even if I tell her plainly that I love her and don't care about everything, she still can't help but think of it when she hears that I have something important to say.
Why is it always so pitiful?
I thought about it for a while, and I was sure that I should have wanted to tell Xiaoya about whether she wanted to transfer schools with me. I was also a little nervous at that time, so I asked her to wait and run downstairs to buy her a can of soy milk first, so that she wouldn't have an empty stomach, and sat on the edge of the bed to tease her bangs and gently stroke her lightly scented hair.
"Xiaoya, uh, I can't stay in the third middle school, do you know this?"
"Hmm. ”
"Well, then I'm going to change schools, because I want to fight for both my father and myself! I can't just drop out like that! I just wanted to ask you yesterday, would you like to transfer schools with me?"
At that time, Zhao Ya was a little silent, and I grabbed her shoulders as soon as my heart tightened, and told her that it was actually very good to transfer to another school, and it didn't take long for you to transfer to No. 3 Middle School, you were timid, and you had no other friends except me and Xiaomei. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I'm gone, you'll be bullied! Those girls will only be more vicious than us boys bullying others! You look quiet, and you are so beautiful, even if you definitely don't mean that, but it is inevitable that those dead tyrannosaurs who have eaten too much will beat you because they are jealous of you, just find someone you to seduce their boyfriend, or something! I'm afraid
"How do you know I didn't mean that?"
Zhao Ya couldn't hide her joy when she blurted out her beautiful little face when she heard me, but she playfully teased me. At that time, the people who made me panic stuttered, and asked with a bitter melon face Do you really mean that??
"Of course there is no big stupid, I only like you!
"Mo~"
Women seem to like to see their boyfriends jealous, so Zhao Ya looked at me anxiously, and the warmth in her eyes became stronger, and she was afraid that I would be worried, so she hurriedly grabbed my neck and kissed my lips.
Sweet soy milk flavor
For a moment, I shook my head and swept away the mess. also knew that Zhao Ya was just teasing me. But she still didn't say yes or no. I felt that she didn't want to go with me, so I felt a little uncomfortable, scratched the back of my head, and said that in addition, the main thing is
"What's that?"
Zhao Ya asked me playfully, I was sluggish, but I still blurted out the most sincere thoughts in my heart bitterly.
"Mainly, I can't bear you. ”
"Although it's only seven or eight kilometers away, I just can't bear you! I want to be with you every day! Even if you don't mean that, but when I think of me leaving, those dead fritters are pestering you, and I get angry!"
"In short, I just can't bear you Xiaoya, I want to always be with you! protect you, look at you because that's the only way, it seems that you are the only one who belongs to me!"
After saying this from the bottom of my heart, looking at Zhao Ya's sluggish appearance, I felt that I was talking too much, sighed, and said Xiaoya, am I too selfish, am I too domineering?
Xiao Yana looked at my eyes in a daze, and after a long time, the circles under her eyes were red and she was deeply embraced in my arms.
"Unselfish love, is it love? Are you so stupid, what girl doesn't like her boyfriend is domineering and wants to have herself alone? Chen Qian"
"I seem to like you more and more, what should I do? It seems to hurry up and grow up, so that no other girl has a chance to get close to you, and then marry you, and be with you forever, forever, and forever, without separation!"
At that time, listening to Zhao Ya's confession of love for the third time, I felt her warm tears flowing on my chest, and my heart was warm, as if most of the world was hugging me at that moment.
"I love you, Xiaoya forever"
"Till Death"
After the warmth, I don't feel numb at all, which is a common problem of showing affection and being able to kill a lone dog. That would take advantage of this moment of affection, shamelessly kissing her lips, and even touching her smooth body with his hands;
It wasn't until Xiao Yatong blushed and didn't dare to refuse me, and faintly felt that it was not time to say that I wanted to transfer with you, but how could I transfer? Mom would definitely not agree, I restrained my complexion, and said in my heart Brother doesn't care about these debts or the money you have paid for me these days without saying a word, I will definitely pay it back to you in the future;
After deciding, Zhao Ya went to the bathroom to take a shower, and after washing, she was ready to go out with me. Looking at her in cute pink pajamas, I was so comfortable that I was so comfortable, I kept muttering in my heart! Xiaoya is willing to transfer schools with me, we will not be separated! She wants to go to Xiguan Huizhong with me to study!
Let's go to Xiguan to study together
Together, Xiguan returned to middle school and studied
However, when the mood jumped to the extreme, and the joy was in shape, the words that circled and repeated in my head made my hot eyes gradually cool down like ice cubes sinking into boiling water, and what made me feel cold the most was those four words.
Xiguan back to the middle
Paralyzed, am I brain-dead???
When my mind was completely calm and I thought clearly about why I felt ominous about these four words, I looked at Xiao Ya, who was also excited and was combing her hair, and I almost slapped myself a few big mouths on the spot! Biting my cheeks and hesitating a few times, I walked over and kissed Xiao Ya on the forehead, and then in her "You hate ~" in her eloquent voice, she said words that made her expression stiff suddenly.
"Xiaoya forget it"
"Forget it, don't change schools, you will continue to study in the third middle school, I will not allow you to transfer schools with me!"
"Ah??h
Zhao Ya was stunned on the spot, because my fast change was too much! At that time, her heart felt like she had floated into the air and fallen off a cliff. In the face of her, who I had always been afraid of, my eyes were a little red at that time, and I timidly asked me, do you not like me anymore?
I like girls to answer questions so much, don't they all like to answer what they don't ask, and they like to distort the meaning of the words more seriously???
"How could it be ??"
"Then why didn't you suddenly let me transfer schools with you??
After saying that, her hands hung down very weakly, bent over slightly and pinched nervously with her hands on her thighs, biting her lower lip to break my heart, as if she was about to cry.
"I'm not as smart as Sister Xiaomei, she can always protect you and always help you. I'm only going to make trouble for you, and I'm going to make you fight for me."
"No, Xiaoya, how can you only cause me trouble??"
"That's right!" said the slightly stubborn tone when she spoke to me, and she looked at me timidly but was already crying
Tears rolled down, and the more I looked at my hand that I didn't know where to rest, the more I cried, like a helpless child who broke someone's window when he was a child, and was forced to ask for money.
"If it weren't for me, how would you have broken off there? And your ears, the police uncle in the police station told me? You are still worried that I won't tell me."
"I'm sorry Chen Qian, it's all my fault to blame me!Woo woo woo~~~"
Seeing her crying so sadly, my heart was sour.
I still remember that incident, Xiaoya
Why don't you understand??This finger is compared to the damage they will cause to you if I don't go to Daye and Daniel Zhang one day??? It's broken, but I'm a man! I have the bloody nature to spare everything for my family and friends! I stand up to the sky! For you, for my own woman, what can I not pay??
Am I really going to write this down on the woman I protect and keep it down like an account?? No, no one else maybe, but that's not what I, Chen Qianhui, do
At that time, she cried more and more helplessly and sadly, and I could only walk over bitterly and hold her tightly in my arms.
"Don't be stupid, stupid girl, you know me Chen Qian, I really blame you for something, I don't like you or anything, I will definitely say immediately that I will never delay you and myself! Isn't it just that you won't let me transfer schools? You believe me, it's definitely not what you think, but you really can't transfer with me, because it's good for you and me." I just don't want you to get hurt."
Indeed, indeed
When I first spoke, I didn't think about it at all, and it wasn't until Zhao Ya promised me and satisfied my hope that I suddenly reflected - Chen Qian, Chen Qian, your uncle's !!, do you still think that what you want to transfer is the second middle school where there are Ding Zi and Chao's brother and friends? What you want to transfer is your enemy's jackal's den, Xiguan Huizhong!!
Xiguan Hui Middle School is a well-known bastard school, and even in the student circle, there is always a rumor that there is no one who comes out of Xiguan who is not ruthless! Not to mention that I take Zhao Ya with peace of mind, only studying, and not causing trouble, they may find the stubble of our two transfer students by themselves; what is even more terrifying is that I am not just going to study this time!?
Or for me, for the sake of your uncles and my father, for everyone to go there and try to get close to Mi Haijun, mix well! and then find his father Mi Baiqiang, and even the handle of Tang Jian and Ma Haiqing held by Mi Baiqiang!
I can't imagine what will happen during this period, but I don't have to think about it, I know how it is impossible to get mixed up with a school bully like him and make trouble at two ends for three days!?
It's such a place that is 100% full of danger, and I brought Zhao Ya in, isn't that selfish???
No, you can't let her turn back with me, I was selfish in the front to protect her and keep her safe, and now that I'm sober, how can I still put her in danger because of selfishness?
No matter what I think, Zhao Ya is just a little immersed in herself and can't get out, and it's also because I can't tell her too much of the truth, this explanation is a bit contradictory to the previous excitement. In the end, she saw that I was so anxious that sweat broke out on my forehead, so she hung her head and nodded twice, but she never looked into my eyes again.
It was uncomfortable, it was really uncomfortable at that time. Obviously, I was still cheering just now, but I wanted to say something more to coax her, but I found that I was a little wooden in this regard, she seemed to be a little tired because of sadness, so she said worriedly, if you don't sleep first, I'll go out to buy hot and sour noodles for you to eat, and I'll explain it to you when I come back.
Zhao Ya didn't stop me, just sat on the edge of the bed with her knees in a daze, and I sighed and was about to go out. But at that moment, Zhao Ya's cold little hand suddenly grabbed my wrist.
Zhao Ya
"Kiss me. ”
Her eyes were filled with tears and fear, so that the words she said did not stir me up, but made me stunned and a little overwhelmed. But the fear in her eyes was even worse than last time, and she bit her lower lip for a long time and threw herself into my arms
Hold my waist tightly, close your eyelashes under my daze, and kiss me deeply, on the lips
The four lips are together, with a sweet fragrance embellishing the mouth, I am already confused, but Zhao Ya was unexpectedly active that day. She took the initiative to lick her tongue and pry my teeth open, and poured the sweet liquid into her mouth for me to extract, and the two soft red patches touched together like vines
"Smack~"
"Smack~~"
I hadn't turned around at all, I just felt Zhao Ya hugging me very hard as if she didn't want to let go, she was clinging to my chest and pushing me back step by step. My lips were not parted, but the loose clothes on my body were stripped off one by one by her slender and cold little hands and fell to the ground.
Eventually, she pushed me to the base of the cold wall, her eyelashes open, her eyes filled with a misty, fearful look of losing something, and a love that I knew. Finally, in my stiffness, he took my wrist and pressed it tightly against her soft, slightly bulging bulge.
"Chen Qian wants me"
It's this sentence again
cao!!!
This was a scene that made people boil over! But when I looked at Zhao Ya's so clean and pure cheeks, I just didn't have the slightest hope in my heart!
Only guilt, only for her worthlessness!
I just spread her hand and pressed her shoulder, and said Zhao Ya, I love you, don't you understand?? no matter what you do for me and what you don't do for me, I Chen Qian love you so much, really love you!!So please, don't do this, okay? Don't exchange your sacrifice for my love like this, because it doesn't need to make me feel sorry for you at all, do you understand!?
"I understand"
"What do you understand!?"
“”
"Yes, I just don't understand!!I like you, I want to be your woman, where am I wrong!?I just like you, am I wrong??"
Maybe my tone was too hard, or maybe she was still misunderstood. At that time, she cried directly, I really felt pain in my heart, and I couldn't pretend to be tough anymore, I just lowered my head and licked the tears on her face silently, and asked her, Xiaoya, what's wrong with you?
Xiaoya didn't speak, just felt the warmth of my lips. It seemed to dilute her sadness. At last she wiped away her tears and looked up into my eyes, looking at each other, what else was there but love and worry about the other's abnormal behavior.
Perhaps it was precisely because I was not impulsive at the moment when all men should be most impulsive that she really felt that I was not half-hearted love again, and because of this, it made the thoughts in her eyes more firm.
"I didn't do much I just, wanted to be selfish once"
"Da~"
"Chen Qian, if you want me, I love you, I really love you and I can't bear you. So, let me be selfish this time."
"Da~"
"You said that you were afraid that I would be harassed by others when you left, and that I would like others, how could I not be afraid that you would be with other more beautiful and warmer girls and forget me?
"Let me be selfish to let you be your first woman, and let me be selfish to let me be the only man I like the most. So Chen Qian"
"Promise me, ask me"
When the words fell, my whole heart was already extremely sore, and I froze there without moving, but Zhao Ya had already left my chest, retreated to the edge of the bed, and took off the pajamas that I was only wearing.
The pajamas slipped down her milky skin, the last time it was late at night, the sun shining through the curtains on her naked body, but it was so bewildering and beautiful in the green
She really, really, really loves me
Love may be more selfish than me, love may be more domineering than me! Love so much that I always feel that any man is the most anxious, and I feel sorry for my girlfriend when I deprive her of her body.
Last time I didn't continue because I thought she was too impulsive and too afraid to lose me.
But this time, after listening to her heartfelt words, I had no intention of rejecting her, and I couldn't bear to refuse her. Because I know that this time she is still afraid of losing me, but this time, it is a decision that she has carefully considered, and there is no impulse
Good
I took a deep breath, unbuckled my belt, walked over to her, looked at her hazy affectionate eyes, and gently stroked her hair.
Good
If, only in this way can you really feel at ease, so that you will not be afraid that I will leave you. Xiaoya, how could I refuse you?
I won't refuse you again, Xiaoya. I was scared last time, but at this moment, so many hardships have already made me extremely sure that I only love one woman in my life, and that is you! Although I don't have it now, I believe that even if I fight for my life in the future without a trace of respite, I will work hard! Give you, and give me the happiness we will have together!
So
You're ready
I, too
Just today, let's
The blend of water and milk is destined for life
When I saw that I took the initiative, the sadness in Xiaoya's eyes was finally washed away, leaking a trace of joy, but I no longer had the courage to take the initiative just now, I lowered my head and blushed my cheeks and looked a little overwhelmed, which was so cute in my eyes.
I just lowered my head and gasped in her ear, grinning wickedly.
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