Chapter 1060: The Immortalless Dilemma (36)

As if Xiaonan looked back, the group of Lingyun Sect's Divine Ability Realm disciples behind him, as well as Elder Xu Mochang, who had been at the back of the line, looked at Xu Xiling next to him, and was indeed very moved in his heart, the Lingyun Sect's door style is really not comparable to ordinary sects.

Facing Xu Xiling, he continued: "The two elders, Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang, are not only very sincere in their attitude towards me, but also because I rescued Xu Xiaolei from the hands of the Great Elder of the Immortal Sect, which is what I should have done.

After all, Xu Xiaolei and I were friends when we were in the lower cultivation realm, and the relationship between the two was very good, which was originally my voluntary rescue of Xu Xiaolei, but what I didn't expect was that the two elders, Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang, were still extremely grateful to me.

Reporting a kind, whether you are for personal reasons or other reasons, no matter what, anyway, the Lingyun Sect Holy Maiden, Xu Xiaolei was rescued by you from the hands of the Great Elder of the Immortal Sect, a Half-Saint Peak Realm, this is a favor to the Lingyun Sect.

Even later, out of trust in me, and considering the Heaven Breaking Alliance, the biggest dilemma now is that there is no way to gain a firm foothold in the spiritual world, and there is no way to let the monks in the lower cultivation world grow up quickly.

This is something that Xiao Nan does not have, although his own cultivation and realm have improved very quickly, but if he wants to make more monks in the lower cultivation realm strong together, there are not many things that can be done.

It may be to bring some elixirs from the spiritual cultivation world or something, and bring them back to the lower cultivation world, that's all, but the spiritual energy of the lower cultivation world is too scarce to play the most fundamental role, unless you can come to the spiritual cultivation world full of rich aura.

Moreover, it is necessary to have a systematic cultivation system to complete the incomplete exercises that were cultivated before, or to be able to cultivate a complete set of exercises, and even more so, there can be a place to concentrate on cultivation, and there is no need to worry about these basic conditions.

This is also the place where Yi Xiaonan admires the two elders Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang the most, after all, the time we have been together is not very long, but the two elders Xu can perceive what Yi Xiaonan needs the most so quickly.

And all this is exactly what the Lingyun faction has, so he didn't use magic weapons or elixirs to repay Yi Xiaonan and save the great grace of the Lingyun faction's holy daughter, after all, Xu Xiaolei's identity is not ordinary, it is the only opportunity for the Lingyun faction to impact the true saint realm at present.

This is the Lingyun faction, even if they give everything, they don't want Xu Xiaolei to have any accidents, so the two elders, Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang, will think about what people think, and let the Lingyun faction form an alliance with the Heaven-Breaking Alliance, which is completely beyond Xiaonan's expectations.

This is something I never expected, when I saw the performance of your group of senior sisters and sisters in the land of creation, in the Lingquan Pond, although I was very shocked, but I also felt that this was also a matter of course.

After all, this is the younger brother of the Lingyun faction, and with two elders like Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang who are so deeply aware of righteousness, under careful teaching, they will inevitably have the same noble character as the two Elders Xu, which makes him deeply moved.

But what I didn't expect was that just before, Elder Xu Mochang said something similar to you, and he was also thinking of sacrificing himself to help everyone find a glimmer of life, so that we could all leave the Soul Abyss safely.

I can understand and admire this kind of thought, but Xu Mochang's request was rejected by me, not because I didn't want to, but because I felt that we hadn't reached that point yet, and even if we got to that point, we didn't need such sacrifices.

How big a shadow this will have for us in the future, have you ever thought about it, it is equivalent to sacrificing others and fulfilling yourself, this kind of thing, I don't think Xiaonan can accept it, even if it is Brother Wa, your Sister Zhou, as well as Xu Xiaolei and Elder Xu Mochang.

Even the group of Divine Powers Realm disciples of the Lingyun Sect, they definitely have no way to accept it, they would rather fight desperately by themselves, even if they are scarred, even if they die in battle, it is a happy thing, after all, this is for their relatives, for their friends, for their teachers, what a pity to die.

So Xi Ling, please put away such thoughts, although being able to have such thoughts is something that ordinary people can't do, it will also make people respect it very much from the heart, after all, this is to put yourself into a very dangerous, even lifeless situation.

But as peers, or even your elders, they will not accept it from the bottom of their hearts because of this, you do this, after all, everyone has had a relationship for so many years and the same year, especially this time, in the Soul Abyss, they encountered many things that they had never experienced before.

In fact, death may not be so terrible for everyone, but I hope that everyone can sacrifice for the strength of the Lingyun faction, and this is the most valuable.

Let's not talk about your grandmother, what kind of thoughts will Elder Xu Linyan have after she finds out, after all, she was not here at the time, and there is no way to control it, but have you ever thought about Elder Xu Mochang's thoughts, she is your elder, watching you grow up and grow up.

Do you think she can watch you fall into the clutches of a group of high-level demonic beasts, the answer is yes, Elder Xu Mochang, even if he dies, he will not be willing to see such a situation happen.

Not to mention, Elder Xu Mochang had the same thoughts as Xi Ling you before, if at that time, it was not himself who fell into the clutches of those high-level demonic beasts, but when Xi Ling you, that kind of pain, do you think Elder Xu Mochang can bear it.

Even if Elder Xu Mochang can leave the Soul Abyss alive, you think that the second half of her life, although she is alive, is actually no different from death, her life will be black and white, without the color of the task.

I don't know how to face your grandmother, Elder Xu Linyan, as well as the head of the Lingyun Sect, and even the many disciples of the Lingyun Sect, not to mention, Elder Xu Mochang, when the time comes, I don't know how to face myself, then it is really "life is better than death".

Do you want to see Elder Xu Mochang live like this in the future, I believe that you must be unwilling, so I also hope that you will not have similar thoughts again, this practice is very noble, but it will make your relatives and friends around you have no way to bear it.

Besides, even if it is this group of Divine Power Realm disciples of the Lingyun Sect, although the current cultivation is not very high, in the past, you lived together, grew together, and cultivated together, and the realms were not very different, and the emotional foundation was very deep.

Although with this trip to the Soul Abyss, their realm has suddenly opened a very large distance with you and Xu Xiaolei, I believe that from now on, such a gap may be bigger and bigger, and everyone's identity may also change.

However, this can't stop them, the more they look forward to you, the more they see you and Xu Xiaolei strong, the happier they will be, although there is a trace of loss, the person who makes the Lingyun faction strong is not them, but more hope that the Lingyun faction will become stronger.

You and Xu Xiaolei, the stronger you are, the greater the responsibility on your shoulders, after all, everyone knows that Xu Xiaolei was able to become a Lingyun Sect Saintess because she had a special physique "Qingling Immortal Body" that could impact the True Saint Realm, which everyone had no way to change.

This is the two elders of the Lingyun faction, Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang, as well as the head of the Lingyun faction, the three of them decided together, although this is true, but Xu Xiaolei's situation is completely different from your situation, he is an airborne soldier.

Whether or not they can really become a true saint realm in the future is a matter for the future, everyone just hopes, not necessarily successful, and all the disciples of the Lingyun faction have zero emotional foundation with Xu Xiaolei, but they are forced by Xu Xiaolei's identity as a saint of the Lingyun faction.

There is also the fact that she is valued by the three semi-saint realms of the Lingyun faction, so it is the identity that respects Xu Xiaolei, not the kind from the heart, after all, Xu Xiaolei came to the spiritual world, and the Lingyun faction was very short when she came, and her feelings for the Lingyun faction were also very shallow.

This is understandable to everyone, after all, Xu Xiaolei has not been here for a long time, and there is no way to integrate with everyone, it takes time to precipitate, but Xu Xiling, you are completely different, you have always lived in the Lingyun faction, grew up with everyone, and grew up.

Everyone respects you very much, not because you are the senior sister of the contemporary disciples, but because of your performance, you have always been the most outstanding and talented person in this generation, so in their hearts, they must have always had very high expectations for you.

One day, you can become a real powerhouse, the person who can change the Lingyun faction, and in this trip to the Soul Abyss, your performance has directly caught up with Xu Xiaolei's realm, which is enough to make the kind of thought that has always existed in their hearts even stronger.

Therefore, their hope for you is getting bigger and bigger, and in the future, you can become like your grandmother, Xu Linyan, you can become the pillar of the Lingyun faction, become the leader in everyone's minds, protect everyone, and hope to lead the Lingyun faction to be strong.

So I envy you very much, Xi Ling, I envy you for being able to live in a sect with such benevolence and righteousness, and even more so with such sincere elders who are dedicated to the Lingyun faction, and even more so a group of fellow senior sisters and sisters, which I am seriously missing.

As you know, my family background is actually very bad, living in a small town that has always been remote, and only my father is in very poor health, and I usually have to go to the hospital often to see a doctor and be treated, and I earn that meager income, which is not enough for the expenses of the family.

There is also a younger brother who is still in school like me, he was still in high school at the time, and the pressure of studying was very high, so he didn't have time to do odd jobs.

As long as he goes to school well, he will be able to be admitted to a good university in the future and be able to change his destiny, which is what I want to see, plus my mother, who has not lived with us since she was a child.

My brother and I have only had father's love since we were children, not mother's love, but we didn't get angry with our mother, and we didn't blame me for her, because we slowly grew up and slowly learned that our mother left us not voluntarily, but was forced by her family.

For so many years, she has not had the opportunity to come out to see us, because my mother knows that if she comes out to see us secretly, she will definitely be discovered by her family, and it will be a disadvantageous thing for us at that time.

After all, my mother's family, that is a monk family, can fly away from the sky and the earth, omnipotent, and it is not at all something that ordinary people like us can cope with, and when the time comes, if they do something unexpected for the sake of their mother.

At that time, my mother will definitely not be able to accept it, after all, it was only by threatening the lives of me, my younger brother, and my father that I could make my mother, who has a high level of cultivation, agree to return to the family.

So I've always hoped that one day, I can become a monk, I can become very strong, I can go to my mother's family, and I can bring my mother back in the open, so that my mother and my father, two people who love each other very much, can live together again.

It is even more so that I, as well as my younger brother Xiaobei, can regain my mother and mother's love, so that our family can live together neatly, but these require certain conditions to be completed.

For me at that time, it was tantamount to "a fool's dream, whimsical", because life at that time forced me to go to a small restaurant outside the school to work, to put it bluntly, to help them wash the dishes, wipe the table, and clean up the dishes.

After all, at that time, I was only a college student at Dongyuan University, and I didn't know any skills, so I could only do these manual jobs and earn a little money to ensure my family's living expenses, and I even had the opportunity to buy a chicken or a large piece of meat.

You can improve the food of my father and younger brother, which was really the happiest thing for our family of three at that time, after all, I usually have no money to buy meat, and my life is very tight, maybe these may be too far away for you.

Even if I didn't even think about it, I didn't know that the life of ordinary people, some people live so tightly, they don't have to think about what things outside the body, what magic weapons, what elixirs, even the problem of surviving life is a problem.

But even so, our view of life is also very respectful and cherished, because life is only once, and for ordinary people, it may only be a short few decades in life, and it is not like a monk who may have a long life."