Chapter Ninety-Five: The Road
"I was wrong", just as Shui Qingshuang was muttering to herself, Yan Feng suddenly spoke. The sadness in their eyes that could not be concealed rendered the water and frost, and the hearts of both of them were a little uncomfortable.
Yan Feng looked at the sea, silent, speechless for a long time. At this time, Shui Qingshuang suddenly had an emotion in his heart that wanted to comfort him, and as soon as this emotion came out, even Shui Qingshuang himself was startled. How could this person, who had only seen him twice and hated it so much, have such thoughts?
Yan Feng still didn't speak, but his eyes were full of sadness, self-blame and remorse. Slowly raised his right arm, the arm that was holding the jade flute. The jade flute is in his hand, it is the symbol of the East China Sea Magic Flute, and it is the responsibility of the East China Sea Magic Flute.
This jade flute and the responsibility it carries are in his own hands, but Yan Feng always feels that there is a kind of separation between himself and the jade flute in his hand, a kind of chasm that can never be crossed.
The jade flute is turquoise, and under the sun, under the reflection of the sea, it looks even more beautiful and moving. Even Shui Qingshuang, who had always been indifferent, was in a trance when he saw the jade flute in Yan Feng's hand.
"I really don't deserve to be the magic flute of the East China Sea", Yan Feng slowly put down the jade flute in his hand, as if he was already disappointed in himself and couldn't put it down. Without the belief to support himself, even Yan Feng had no strength at all.
He is right, he really does not deserve to be the Magic Flute of the East China Sea! The Magic Flute of the East China Sea is to bring happiness, happiness, and security to others. But since I left the island, none of the people I have met have been happy, and they have all become more miserable because of myself.
After Shui Qingshuang heard what he had just said, she didn't say anything, but there was a faint hint of surprise in her eyes, obviously not understanding why Yan Feng was suddenly like this.
From last night to today, Yan Feng can be said to have presented her with several personalities. From humility to publicity, from publicity to gentleness, from gentleness to sadness.
Everyone in the world has these personalities, and they must have appeared. But Shui Qingshuang wondered why such a few personalities would change so quickly.
"Now it's not whether you deserve to be the East China Sea Magic Flute, but whether you want to do it", Shui Qingshuang's cold voice came, making Yan Feng's mind retract a little.
Shui Qingshuang still had a cold face, looking like she was rejecting people thousands of miles away, but her eyes at the moment were a little weird. With a bit of affirmation, firmness, and something else. Seeing Yan Feng turn his head, his pupils shrank slightly, but they immediately returned to normal.
"I want to do it", Yan Feng replied in the affirmative. The expression is also very firm.
Yes, he wants to be the Magic Flute of the East China Sea! This name not only represents an identity, but also a responsibility.
Yan Feng knew that all his thoughts and thoughts were guided by his master, and he didn't know what he would become if he changed the environment or person since he was a child. But now, he can be sure that he is willing to be the Magic Flute of the East China Sea and is willing to take on this responsibility.
At the same time, he is also willing to protect anyone, including Xiao Ruoyu!
"Only by becoming a real East China Sea Magic Flute can you be omnipotent and protect Xiao Ruoyu!"
Shui Qingshuang seemed to have known the answer he was about to say just now, and when he heard his affirmative answer, a trace of relief flashed in his eyes. At this time, her affairs were forgotten by the two, and they in turn persuaded Yan Feng.
"I haven't seen the East China Sea Magic Flute, and I don't know what kind of heart he should have. I only know that when people live in the world, they should live a real life and live a realistic life. It's just that some people don't have the ability to do this, so they can only make compromises and live with a different character. And we have the ability, so we have to be ourselves. Don't be bound by the responsibilities of the East China Sea Magic Flute and the things you have been in contact with since childhood, everything must be found on your own. When the day comes when you really succeed, maybe you will be the Magic Flute of the East China Sea. And I was disgusted by the way you used to be. I'm even more sure that that's definitely not the real you"!
Shui Qingshuang's words are very indifferent. It's calm, as if she's talking about something that has nothing to do with herself. In fact, this matter really has nothing to do with her. After hearing her words. Yan Feng was stunned again, what Shui Qingshuang said, he didn't fully understand, but he was convinced.
Shui Qingshuang is right, Yan Feng is indeed looking for his true self, but he has never been able to find it.
Last night's trap on Dai Fang and Li San changed more or less to him. So he became flamboyant and playful. And after becoming like that, he did feel that he had become much easier to deal with difficulties, and his martial arts seemed to have improved a little. But he felt that it was even more illusory, almost impossible to find himself, and not realistic at all. So he gave up in the end, because he saw the tears of Shui Qingshuang.
What he wants to do is to continue to grow, find his true self in the process of growth, and at the same time help those in need, and definitely not hurt others with his words.
Thinking about it, Yan Feng suddenly stood up and looked at the sea. Didn't speak, just watched quietly.
Shui Qingshuang seemed to have expected his approach, and without any sense of surprise, she still sat there silently. It's just that her brows are slightly furrowed, as if she has something on her mind.
What she just said seemed to make her think of her own situation. said to Yan Feng so easily and beautifully, why can't he change it to himself?
He shook his head, as if trying to shake the doubt out of his mind. It's just that these questions can be thrown away by shaking her head?
"I'm like this!" Shui Qingshuang said silently in her heart, as if she was looking for a reason to comfort herself. It's just this reason, but it's not convincing!
"From this day forward, I am no longer the Magic Flute of the East China Sea. I won't use the name of the East China Sea Magic Flute to walk the rivers and lakes, I am Yan Feng. Until the moment when I am truly qualified to become the Magic Flute of the East China Sea, I will not admit that I am a disciple of the Master"! Yan Feng stared at the magnificent sea, and the words he uttered were equally magnificent!
At this moment, he had already decided to abandon the identity of the East China Sea Magic Flute, use Yan Feng's identity, and re-enter the rivers and lakes!
Everyone in the rivers and lakes knows the East China Sea Magic Flute, but few people know Yan Feng. If Yan Feng didn't return to himself, he might only be able to live in the shadow of the East China Sea Magic Flute for the rest of his life.
Shui Qingshuang sat quietly beside him, her face was cold, and she didn't speak. Just under the hidden gaze, there was a slight hint of approval.
"If I don't succeed, I will never say that I am the Magic Flute of the East China Sea for the rest of my life. But I believe that I will definitely succeed", this time, Yan Feng smiled. Smiled so brightly, sunny. Against the sea, towards the sun.
Bloomed with brilliance, the brilliance of life.
Shui Qingshuang had already raised her head to look at him at this time, and did not speak, but her eyes were stunned. The always cold face miraculously disappeared, and when she met Yan Feng's sunny smile, even she seemed to be melted.
"Then have you ever thought that as long as the jade flute in your hand is in your hand for a moment, you will always be the magic flute of the East China Sea. People don't know you. but they know thy flute."
Yan Feng gently raised his right hand, the jade flute held in his right hand. The sunlight is bright, especially the sunlight reflected by the sea, which is even more dazzling, and it feels warm on the body.
The light emitted by the jade flute was even brighter, and Yan Feng's face was also a turquoise color. His brows suddenly furrowed, and Yan Feng seemed to have thought of something. Then his hand clenched tightly, and the back of his hand showed green tendons, as if he was hesitating something.
The way he looked at the jade flute, he was no longer looking at another thing, a weapon, but looking at his friend like he was looking at. This jade flute has always accompanied him, and his master gave it to him when he was young. has always been with him and grew up with him.
And he is looking at the jade flute now, he can't bear it, it's sad. What's more, the look of saying goodbye to friends.
With a "whoosh", Shui Qingshuang was also stunned for a moment, and then saw a turquoise light flying out towards the depths of the sea, flying hundreds of feet away before stopping, and then falling into the sea and being swallowed by the sea.
Looking back at Yan Feng again, his face was full of reluctance and sadness, but he was extremely firm.
Perhaps, he will never see it again in his life.
"Is it worth it?" Shui Qingshuang asked casually.
Yan Feng sighed deeply, shrugged his shoulders a little helplessly, and said, "Only in this way can I say goodbye to the East China Sea Magic Flute for the time being, and now I am just Yan Feng." His tone seemed to be relaxed, but he didn't know what was going on, but Shui Qingshuang could hear a trace of sadness in the middle. And hearing this sad tone, her own heart was not calm.
"I just don't know if Master will forgive me", Yan Feng looked at the sea and looked in the direction where he threw the jade flute.
"But it doesn't matter, I've memorized where I threw it. Wait until the moment I can make the Magic Flute of the East China Sea, and then come back here to look for it"!
Shui Qingshuang snorted coldly when she heard his words. I was just about to say something, but I inadvertently saw Yan Feng's eyes, which were wonderful eyes that contained a lot of emotions. As soon as she saw this look, Shui Qingshuang couldn't say anything anymore.
What Yan Feng said just now was very naïve, and anyone who heard it would feel naïve. Because what he just said is very similar to the truth of carving a boat to ask for a sword, and it can't be realized at all.
Yan Feng may not not be ignorant of this truth, but he is forcing himself to believe it!
Looking at it, Yan Feng seemed to suddenly think of something. With his left hand, he reached to the back of his waist and drew the sword from his cloak. The sword of snatching sound, under the sun, the light is brighter.
The moment Shui Qingshuang saw the Sound Snatching Sword, her eyes also lit up, but she was also full of doubts. Since last night, she had been wondering why the heirs of the East China Sea Magic Flute would have the Voice Snatching Sword. Jianghu people regard weapons as their friends, and under normal circumstances, they will never lend them to others. Unless, that person is dead.
But the Magic Flute of the East China Sea will never kill a single person.
Shui Qingshuang had doubts in her heart, but she didn't ask. She seems to be very similar to Yan Feng at this point, and she never asks about secrets that others don't want to tell.
Yan Feng took out the Sound Snatching Sword, glanced at it slightly, and then handed it to Shui Qingshuang at once. Shui Qingshuang was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "What are you doing?"
Yan Feng smiled and said, "I have abandoned the East China Sea Magic Flute, so naturally I can't put the Sound Snatching Sword on my body, that would also be troublesome." However, this sword does not belong to me, and I have no right to discard it at will, so I can only let someone else keep it for me. So I'd like to ask the water girl to keep it for me. If you meet someone who is more suitable, you can give it to him."
The Sound Snatching Sword was handed to Shui Qingshuang, but Shui Qingshuang didn't reach out to take it, and he didn't even mean to look at it. His eyes kept looking at Yan Feng without blinking.
Yan Feng felt her gaze and vaguely felt a little weird, but he didn't know how to speak in this situation.
"Do you know that this sword is also famous in the rivers and lakes. Even if it's not as good as the Magic Flute of the East China Sea, it won't be much different. You asked me to take it with you, did you want to kill me?" Shui Qingshuang also stood up and stood in front of Yan Feng. Although her size is not as good as Yan Feng, her momentum is not bad at all.
Listening to Shui Qingshuang's questioning, Yan Feng was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly explained: "I didn't mean that, it's just that I want to be Yan Feng, but this sword is ......", before he finished speaking, he suddenly felt a little more relaxed in his hand. It turned out that Shui Qingshuang had already stretched out his hand to snatch the sound sword, and his face showed a little joy. It's just that in the next moment, his joy froze.
"This is easy to do", Yan Feng only heard Shui Qingshuang's ambiguous words, and then heard a crisp sound of "crunch", Yan Feng's eyes were completely stunned when he looked at Shui Qingshuang.
"You, you ......", Yan Feng was speechless now, the Voice-Grabbing Sword in front of him was no longer the Voice-Grabbing Sword.
"The people on the master list shouldn't have used broken swords, this time you don't have to worry about trouble", Shui Qingshuang said coldly. With a flick of her left hand, she threw something three or four inches long into the sea. Then he handed the thing he was holding in his other hand back to Yan Feng, Yan Feng's eyes were straight, and he took the sword that Shui Qingshuang handed him with some numbness.
"How did you, how did you break it. It doesn't belong to me after all, even if you don't want it, you shouldn't ...... it", Yan Feng held the Sound Grabbing Sword, which had no sword tip and was three or four inches missing, and his face was full of bitter smiles.
He didn't pay attention just now, Shui Qingshuang used his internal force to break the tip of the sword, and now this sound-snatching sword has become a broken sword. Yan Feng had been smiling bitterly, and at the same time a little surprised, such a hard and sharp sound-snatching sword, but he didn't expect it to be broken by Shui Qingshuang like that.
"Didn't you let me keep it? Then it's mine, I can do whatever I want! This time, you don't have to be afraid that the people in the rivers and lakes will recognize this sound-stealing sword," Shui Qingshuang replied coldly.
Yan Feng kept smiling bitterly, what else could he do now, even if he made up for it, it was impossible to restore the Sound Snatching Sword to its original state, and even the tip of the sword was thrown into the sea by Shui Qingshuang.
"Alas......"!
"Your business has been completed, and you have found your own path", Shui Qingshuang spoke without warning, this topic made Yan Feng stunned. raised his head to look at Shui Qingshuang, and his eyes suddenly froze. What he saw was a resolute, goodbye look.
"I'm sure you'll find your true self, but I don't want to look for it anymore!"
Yan Feng suddenly had a strong ominous premonition in his heart, as if he was instinctive, he took a step forward and stretched out his hand to pull the water and clear the frost. It's just that he is a step late. The water was clear and frosty in front of me a second ago, and a second later, it had jumped off the stone wall and headed towards the magnificent sea.
And the sea has been saving for a long time, and as soon as he saw someone jumping down towards him, he was happily and waves, ready to devour the water and frost. Yan Feng's eyes froze, but he jumped down without the slightest hesitation. Shui Qingshuang, who was slowly falling, saw Yan Feng also jump down, and a trace of surprise suddenly flashed in his eyes, followed by endless complications.
Yan Feng didn't have the heart to observe her mood, his speed of descent was extremely fast, and he was already close to Shui Qingshuang in an instant. Reach out and take her hand, trying to get her back.
At the moment of jumping, Yan Feng did not hesitate at all. It's like instinct, it's like he's doing something that's normal, and even he thinks it's strange to him.
And this time, even if he can really get Shui Qingshuang, he may not be able to save her. Look at that downward trend, if you don't get it right, both of you will be submerged in the sea. But Yan Feng didn't care, although he didn't know what his strange feeling about Shui Qingshuang was, but he could clearly understand it.
I don't want Shui Qingshuang to die.
Perhaps, everyone in the world does not want to die.
The jade flute was in the depths of the sea, swept by a powerful whirlpool, and it didn't know where it was going. But even if the Jade Flute is no longer by his side, he is still the Magic Flute of the East China Sea!
This is a fact that cannot be changed!