Chapter 115: This girl is so annoying
Jian Fan sorted out his mood, didn't bother Xiao Xuan, and let him sleep quietly. Step into Lin Jianxuan's study and see what books you can read. Seeing the medicine bottle that was knocked to the ground by Lin Jianxuan just now, it rekindled Jian Fan's curiosity. What kind of medicine is this, and why did you deliberately remove the label from the bottle? Jian Fan picked up the medicine bottle, and there were a few surviving pills lying inside, and the rest were scattered on the ground.
Jian Fu cleaned the ground and looked up to see two original English books in the corner of the bookshelf, these two books were not arranged in alphabetical order, nor were they classified in any category, which did not fit Xiao Xuan's style of doing things.
Jian Fan reached out and took the two books, "PsychologicalDisease" and "Melancholia" ("Depression"). These two books seem to have been seen somewhere. Why did Xiao Xuan leave it alone? Jian Zhong opened the book, the medical terms in the book were very strange, Jian Zhong took an English-Chinese dictionary from the bookshelf, and translated the table of contents. The two books mainly explain the symptoms, harms, diagnosis and differentiation, pathogenesis, causes of depression, psychotherapy for depression, and physical therapy for depression.
Could it be that Lin Jianxuan was vaguely uneasy. Immediately read the content of several important chapters with the help of the dictionary, patients with depression need preventive treatment, multiple episodes should be treated for a long time, or even lifelong medication; patients should be relieved or reduced as much as possible of excessive psychological burden and pressure; the mood is extremely low, resulting in a sense of uselessness, hopelessness, delusions and hallucinations in severe cases, and even suicidal tendencies.
Jian Fan couldn't help but shudder, Xiao Xuan's mood was extremely low, irritability, anxiety was the same as described in the book, and his resistance to taking medicine showed that he was extremely afraid of lifelong medication and did not want to be judged as a major depressive patient.
Min Geumph closed the book and put it back in its place. Xiao Xuan was so unlucky. Suddenly, I remembered that there were also two such books on the shelves of Mussen during the day. It seems that Mu Sen understands Xiao Xuan's condition and should ask Mu Sen, after all, Xiao Xuan is in pain now.
Jian Fan went downstairs and took out his phone from his bag, although it was late. But I didn't think about it so much, so I called Mussen directly.
"My best friend, I'm glad you called, are you having fun today?" Mu Sen was excited on the other end of the phone.
"Arsen. I have something important to do. ”
"What's the matter?"
Xiao Xuan was depressed after dinner, holding a white medicine bottle. ”
Without waiting for Jian Fan to finish speaking, Mu Sen hurriedly asked, "How is Jian Xuan now?"
"I haven't eaten, and now I'm lying in bed? I don't know if I'm asleep. You should know why Xiao Xuan is like this. Is it depression?"
"Jian Fan, thank you for being with him. If you feel that he can't survive and the pain can't be relieved, you must give him a pill. The medicine soothed his nerves. Jian Xuan can't be completely identified as depression, it's just a mental disorder. ”
"Hmm. Can it be cured?"
"Whether or not to heal can only be up to Jian Xuan himself, but you can help him. Mu Sen didn't want to say anything more, Jian Xuan's recurrence must be related to Jian Fan, but Mu Sen didn't want to put pressure on Jian Fan.
"How can I help him?"
"Feel his heart. You can go to Jianxuan's studio to have a look, the studio is in the basement. An inconspicuous door on the north side of the living room is enough. All his thoughts are painted on canvas. Jian Fan, I want to ask you one more thing, you must keep this password for Jian Xuan. He's very face-saving. "Mu Sen can only say that Lin Jianxuan wants to save face, in fact, it is not just a matter of face, if people with ulterior motives know about it, Yun T Company will be affected.
"Okay. ”
Jian Fu put down the phone and immediately went to the studio. The studio is very large, and many of Lin Jianxuan's paintings are hung on the wall, some are erected on the ground, and many are put on the shelf in boxes.
Jian Cheng quickly scanned it. The first thing that catches your eye is a portrait of a young girl. Déjà vu, how do you feel that it was me who drew it? Probably not.
Suddenly, a painting catches Jian Fan's attention, and a woman's head is split in half. Half upright, half lying flat, and in the half lying flat grew a tree of gold, with only branches and no leaves. The only leaf in the picture floats in the air, and above the leaf is a large black vortex. Is this what Xiao Xuan said he was going to float away? All the branches drooped downward. The woman's face was very weird and smiling, indifferent to the leaves that floated away, maybe it was what Xiao Xuan said about abandonment.
Why did Xiao Xuan have such thoughts? This kind of thinking was already dominating his mind and becoming his hallucination.
Mu Sen said that if Xiao Xuan couldn't survive, he would have to take a pill, what would happen if he didn't take the medicine?
Jian Fan immediately ran back to the study, grabbed the medicine bottle and water cup and walked quickly into Lin Jianxuan's bedroom.
Lin Jianxuan was lying on the bed, with one arm on his eyes, his breath short.
"Xiao Xuan, wake up. It's not real in your head, wake up. Jian Fan took Lin Jianxuan's arm down, and two lines of tears suddenly flowed from the corners of Lin Jianxuan's eyes.
"I know, you heard me, wake up. Jian Fan shook Lin Jianxuan, and the clothes on Lin Jianxuan's body were already soaked with sweat coming out of his body.
"Xiao Xuan, wake up, you're hurting your body too much. ”
Lin Jianxuan slowly opened his eyes, and his gaze gradually focused on Jian Fan, "I thought you were gone." ”
Jian Fan shook his head sadly, "I'm not leaving, I'm with you, I won't abandon you." ”
Jian Fan helped Lin Jianxuan sit up and leaned on the head of the bed, "Sit up, take a pill, and you will be comfortable after taking the medicine." ”
Lin Jianxuan looked at the water cup in Jian Fan's hand thoughtfully, and suddenly pushed Jian Fan's arm away, and the water was scattered on the ground, "I don't need you to use medicine to fool me." ”
"You don't take medicine, just get through it by yourself, what are you now?" Jian Fan was very anxious about Lin Jianxuan.
"You would be happy without me. Lin Jianxuan said inexplicable words.
How can you wear wet clothes? Take a hot bath, Xiao Xuan's nerves may be soothed. Jian Fan slapped Lin Jianxuan's face, making Lin Jianxuan sober up. "Now you prove to me that you can go without pills. Get up, go find your pajamas, and go take a shower. ”
"Xiao Xuan, if you don't take a bath, I'll leave right away. I'll just give you 20 minutes. I'll be waiting for you outside the bedroom door. Jian Fan turned around and walked out of the bedroom and closed the door, Xiao Xuan wouldn't be indifferent.
Jian Fan leaned against the door, staring at his watch, pricking up his ears, and the minutes passed. Finally, I heard the sound of Lin Jianxuan getting out of bed and walking, the sound of opening the cabinet door, and then the "whooshing" shower in the bathroom of the master bedroom. Jian Fan breathed a sigh of relief, it was not easy.
After another while, the sound of "whooshing" water stopped, and Jian Fu waited nervously, hoping that Xiao Xuan had come out of his depressed mood and his mind would no longer be disturbed by hallucinations.
Suddenly, the bedroom door was opened by Lin Jianxuan, and Jian Fan took a quick step back into the bedroom, almost not standing firm.
"Girl, it's not good to stand outside the man's bedroom door in the middle of the night. Lin Jianxuan's playful tone.
Jian Fan glared at Lin Jianxuan fiercely, it seems that you are alive, and you are starting to lose four or six again, "You sleep, I'll go to the first floor." ”
"You didn't slap me in the face just now, you have to compensate me. Lin Jianxuan put his arm around Jian Fan's shoulders and didn't let Jian Fan leave.
Jian Fan turned around and elbowed and hit Lin Jianxuan's body, his strength was reserved, "Look for another fight." ”
"Oops. Lin Jianxuan leaned over, and Jian Fan quickly left.
Lin Jianxuan shook his head, the curvature of the corners of his mouth was beautiful, this girl was so annoying. Lin Jianxuan followed Jian Fan downstairs, "You go to the guest room to sleep." I'll get you a set of pajamas, haha, it might be bigger. ”
"You don't have to worry about me, I'm sleepy and just lean on the couch. "Jian Fan wants to say, you better take care of yourself, you patient. In the end, I still didn't say anything, and I had decided to tolerate him more, poor Xiaoxuan.
"Oh well. I went to sleep. Lin Jianxuan walked back to the bedroom to see who could survive us tonight. (To be continued.) )