"What are you talking about? Stomach cancer! Is there something wrong with your equipment? How could I get that kind of disease!" I yelled at the doctor loudly, "Are you mistaken, or are you deliberately scaring me? The doctor looked at my angry expression, just lifted the frame on his eyes and said softly: "Young man, you calm down first, listen to me slowly, I didn't scare you, it's true." You can't be wrong when you see that our hospital is a well-known hospital in the city. You said that you told me that your stomach is a little sore, and now you can't eat, and my personal experience and equipment have been checked, it has been determined, it is now an advanced stage, and the best treatment time has been lost, I see that you still want to eat whatever you want, you are still eating, your time is running out, at most no more than three months......" "Are you Hades, or the god of death? You set the time of my death so accurately! I will live for a hundred years for you to see!" Before the doctor finished speaking, I yelled at the doctor: " You don't know if I die or not, can a gastritis be so evil!" My anger was involuntarily vented, and I was so angry that I slammed the door shut and made a loud noise. I didn't care about other people's attention to me, so I walked out of the hospital angrily.

"Judging from the symptoms you described and the test reports of our equipment, you have ......" "Doctor, tell me quickly, what have I had!" "Young man, you are so young now, I have some pity for you, you have to be prepared. "Doctor, tell me quickly!" "You have stomach cancer, stomach cancer, stomach cancer!stomach cancer!" The words appeared in my ears, and it made me feel angry and scared. I sat in front of the hospital and looked at my test sheets, remembering what the doctor had said and what I had described, and I began to get scared, and my mind broke down, and my body went limp, and I sat down on the ground.

Oh my God, why are you doing this to me, what have I done wrong? You put this terminal illness on me, but I am old and young. I looked out the window and complained. I'm so young, I don't want to die young. I have children and elderly people to take care of, and I can earn money for my son to go to college. Even if I don't want to, what can I do, that's what God has arranged.

The environment at home is all good, and no matter how good the environment is, I can't be happy. I walked into the yard listlessly, my family looked at me, looked at me worriedly and asked, "Xiaolong, what's the matter, what's the disease?" I looked at my family, tears almost flowed, but I was afraid that my family would care about holding back my tears, so I just smiled and said: "It's okay, it's just gastritis, just take some medicine." After saying that, he hurried to his courtier's room.

"Dad, can you play with me with blocks?". When my son saw me coming back and was stuck on the bed, I quietly came to me and said, "Dad, why are you crying, Dad is not crying." My son looked at me and cried, and he pouted. I softly coaxed my son and said, "My son doesn't cry, my son is good." Daddy misses your mom anymore. "Looking at my son's cute appearance, I really don't want to leave. Thinking of this, I cried muffledly.

As the old saying goes, it's better to have a good body than anything, no matter how much money you have, it's useless if your body collapses, and no matter how much money you have, it will disappear. Looking at the old man outside the window, letting them have white hair and black hair, and the child becoming an orphan, my heart was like a knife, and tears flowed involuntarily. Some people say that travel will allow you to live longer, sadness is not always the way, and in the end I chose to spend my last time with my son to visit the scenery is also a kind of happiness.

"Son, didn't you say that you want to go to Tiananmen the most? Dad will accompany you to Tiananmen tomorrow?" I looked at my son's cute appearance and asked with a smile: "Will Dad be at home with you every day in the future?" My son said happily and loudly: "Dad, this is what you said? You say that you have to count?" Saying that, I stretched out my little finger, I smiled slightly, stretched out my finger and pulled up the hook with my son, "Pull the hook up, it will not change for a hundred years!" My son shouted loudly next to me: "Dad is going to take him to Tiananmen tomorrow!" In a hundred years, I can't even reach a hundred hours, and tears moisten my eyes when I think of this.

From today onwards, I travel with my son, and as long as he wants to go somewhere, I will try my best to do it for him in my last period, even if I get there, I will not regret it in my heart. I took my son with me and got on the tourist train. It's spring outside the car window, and the willows are green and have grown tender green leaves, but my heart is still as cold as winter. **There are a lot of people in Tiananmen Square, the mighty capital, this city is full of vigor and vitality, but how good it should be for me to look like this North China metropolis, seeing that other people's hearts are ambiguous, but my heart is still cold as winter.

"Dad, you can eat too, you haven't eaten in a day. "My son's face is very good-looking, and I don't know until now that I can't get enough of it in my life. My son's cuteness and such a fucking appearance made me reluctant to leave him, but fate is like this, what can I do, I saw my son bow his head and eat the noodles he liked, and tears flowed down my eyes instantly. "Dad, why are you crying, do you miss your mother, when we go back, I'll go to grandma and pick up my mother, okay, don't cry Dad." "Seeing my son so sensible, I began to have a sense of ambiguity in my heart.

As I lost weight and experienced an unknown pain, I began to believe the doctor's words. All of this is caused by my own hard work, and I can't blame others. It's a big mistake for a man to do this for the sake of his family, at least he has to be worthy of his body. In the past month, my physique has not been as good as before, from walking slowly, to walking against the wall, and now to being bedridden. It made me feel that life was worse than death, and it was the hardest thing in life, but I still smiled at life in the face of my family and children.

"Blood! I vomited blood, I vomited blood!" I cried softly, "It's not true, it's not true!" I couldn't believe my eyes, but it was right in front of me. A puddle of bright red blood fell on the sheets, and my life was so fast? But I still have a lot of things to do, and God you can live another thirty years. Looking at my son running back and forth laughing outside, my heart couldn't help but pray to God, hoping that God would understand my heart, and I watched my son shed tears of sadness at the last moment.

Every time I get to the end of my life, I want to live one more day, and I am no exception. I lay on the bed, looking at my parents with sad faces, my heart was also very uncomfortable, but my tears were dry, only a bone-like sick body remained, and I could only barely smile at life in the last hours of my life.

"Vomit, vomit......" This is the vomiting sound of my last life. My parents saw me lying down and vomiting some black, bloodshot sticky object, and they knew everything about me, so they kept covering their eyes, turned their backs and cried bitterly. They are most afraid that I will leave with sadness, because there is a custom in our hometown that if you cry and leave the world, you will go to hell, and if you leave the world with a smile, you will go to heaven, and if you leave with a normal expression, you will be reincarnated as a human being.

I knew in my heart that this was the last time I saw them crying, but I couldn't help it, fate was like that. I just smiled and said to my parents, "Mom, Dad." Don't be sad, I didn't fulfill my filial piety, I will come to you again in the next life, son, you have to be filial to your grandma and grandpa for your father, you have to listen to your grandparents and don't make grandma angry, okay?" The son cried and nodded and said, "Dad, don't leave me, don't leave me." I looked at my son, pouted and smiled and said, "Dad will always be by your side, and Dad will watch you grow up happily in heaven." "Looking at my son's cute appearance, I am reluctant to leave, so who can escape the fate arranged by God.

Looking at my family's sadness, my eyes moistened again. Looking at the gray sky, I must have seen my end come soon, and my abdomen was like a boulder pressing down on it, leaving me breathless. I opened my mouth and tried to breathe as hard as I could, only to feel a thick, hot liquid coming out of my throat, and vomit!

"Xiao Long........ Daddy, wake up!" I could hear the cries of my parents and my son's cries. I didn't die, I stood up happily, stood up lightly, came to their side and said happily: "Dad, Mom, son, what are you crying, I'm not dead, I'm still alive!" But no matter how much I shouted, they were still crying, as if they couldn't hear what I said.

I watched them quietly, I saw them, why are they still crying. Maybe it was God who favored me and let me live again. I touched them with my hand, and just then I felt a huge thing in my shoulder behind me, and it was inserted into my shoulder, and it made me feel unbearable pain, which I had never experienced before, and I screamed loudly.

"Ahh I shouted, "Let me go!" Don't you see my parents and children crying?" "We saw it, do you think you're still alive?" "I looked back and saw that my body was lying peacefully on the bed, leaving traces of my own blood, and the two men standing in front of me looked even more terrible.