Chapter 105: The Unthinkable (Part II)
"Alas......", Li Le was silent for a long time, and suddenly sighed lightly. And Su Xue was looking at him beside him at the moment, with a touch of tenderness in her eyes. This is a woman's natural temperament, no matter what kind of personality a woman has, as long as she meets her significant other, she will show this temperament.
"Are you sure?" Li Le greeted softly, as if he was asking Su Xue and himself.
Su Xue didn't answer, but suddenly smiled, revealing her innocent character. Li Le was stunned for a moment, and then smiled helplessly. No one could have imagined that the descendants of this legend of the rivers and lakes would have so many helpless moments.
Even though he was helpless, Li Le was also happy from the bottom of his heart. He can also understand this and accept it naturally. Su Xue didn't answer just now, she just smiled, but this expression already represented her answer. Even a girl's family is not afraid of this, so what reason do you have to be afraid?
"Wasn't it handsome when I said those words just now?" Su Xue suddenly stretched out an arm and grabbed Li Le's arm. Gently sticking to his side, a little mischievous greeting.
Li Le didn't expect her to do this, and while looking at her with some surprise, he also subconsciously wanted to escape. But with a slight force, she didn't pull it, looked down at Su Xue, and found that her face was also a little red when she was doing these things, but her arms were tightly hugged.
Sighing secretly, Li Le suddenly grabbed Su Xue's arm with his backhand. A girl has already taken the initiative to express her heart so much, if she doesn't make any decisions, she is not worthy of being Xiao Li Feidao, or even worthy of being called a man.
For half a year, Li Le has just been drinking, he doesn't know anything about the outside world, and he is drunk and dreaming of death. And in the past six months, there has always been a person by his side who has been silently accompanying him and nagging himself.
Little by little, her heart seeped out, surrounding herself and embracing herself. When they met, she took in a stranger. For a person of unknown origin, she treats it so carefully.
"When you said those words just now, that tone seems to me to be a little familiar, but I can't remember it when I think about it carefully", Li Le naturally took Su Xue's arm and whispered in her ear.
A warm breath swept through Su Xue's ears, making her heart ripple. Although she had made up her mind to express her heart, after all, she was a girl who was not yet twenty years old. No matter how bold and innocent you are, the shyness in your bones still exists.
"I also feel very familiar, but I don't consciously say it when I'm in a hurry. Well, let me think about it, whose is it?" Su Xue's tone was still innocent, Li Le listened to what she said, and only felt that her heart was very sweet, and the strength to hold her arm quietly increased a little.
Su Xue pondered for a moment, then suddenly raised her head again, and said, "I remembered, it was Yan Feng's tone." Yes, that's him. That guy always has some long truths, and only he can say that. I only met him last night, but this guy actually infected me, and I'm going to stay away from him in the future."
Li Le smiled again, but he smiled very meaningfully. Although Su Xue looked up at him, she didn't notice the deep meaning of his smile.
"Yan Feng, maybe it's another me who hasn't figured it out yet!"
Su Xue sighed, attracted by his words. I thought about it, but I didn't understand it. Just as he was about to open his mouth to ask him, Li Le had already started walking.
"It's just a split second, it takes a chance. Actually, I can figure it out, what Yan Feng said is also somewhat useful", Li Le walked in front, and Su Xue followed behind him. I don't know what's going on, the two of them obviously ran from this road before, but when they walked back now, they felt extremely unfamiliar.
Su Xue listened to Li Le's calm words, and her body trembled slightly. At this time, she seemed to suddenly think of something. thought of Li Le's depressed appearance before, who only knew how to drink all day long and didn't care about anything.
She wanted to ask, but she didn't have the courage. Although Li Le's attitude towards her was equivalent to giving her own answer, Su Xue always felt that this answer was very fragile, as if it would break if she touched it lightly and could no longer close it.
"I'm twenty-three years old. And for about 16 years, I have been striving for a goal", Li Le walked slowly in front and suddenly said such a paragraph. Su Xue looked at him in surprise, she knew what he meant by these words.
His eyes were a little moist, and when Li Le said these words, he was going to say his own thing. And his willingness to say it in front of himself means that he truly accepts himself.
He's going to tell a story, a story about himself. Suddenly remembered what she had said before. "I searched, but I lost my way." What he seeks, what is lost, is about to speak to himself.
"Since our ancestors created Xiao Li's flying knife, our lineage has been regarded as a legend in the rivers and lakes. It's just that there are no fewer people who want to overthrow this legend than those who admire it!" Li Le spoke, as he said, he was only twenty-three years old this year, but the tone he said was a little vicissitudes.
Su Xue knew that he must have experienced a lot of things, and felt a little sorry for him. And at this time, only listening to him silently and not interrupting him is the best comfort.
Li Le continued: "Do you think that I have experienced a lot of things, but in fact, it is not right, I have never been outside, it can be said that I have not experienced anything. Before that, in the more than ten years since I became sensible, I could count the things I did on one hand"!
Su Xue didn't speak, but her eyes were full of surprise, surprised by Li Le's life. She couldn't understand why Xiao Li's life was so monotonous.
Li Le's right hand suddenly raised, and a three-foot-seven-point flying knife suddenly appeared in his hand.
This knife is a legend of the rivers and lakes, and countless people are fanatical about it, even an innocent girl like Su Xue, her eyes lit up unconsciously after seeing this knife.
Xiao Li Flying Knife is really famous.
"Before I was born, the same knife was in the hands of my father, who was the heir of Xiao Li's flying knife. And after I was born, my parents gave me to my adoptive parents to raise, because Xiao Li Feidao is so famous, so there are many people in the secret who want to deal with them. My father wanted to protect others as well as his mother, but he thought to himself that he didn't have the energy to protect me anymore, so he handed me over to my stepfather and mother to raise."
"When they left, they left two books behind. One is a book for practicing Xiao Li Feidao, and the other is the lifelong experience of my ancestor's first Xiao Li Feidao. They were in such a hurry that they didn't even have time to name me. My stepfather and stepmother gave me a happy word, and I want to be happy and happy for the rest of my life"!
Li Le walked slowly to the front, and Su Xue naturally followed behind him. Both of them walked in such a daze, as if they had forgotten the distance they were going to take next. Li Le told his own affairs, and Su Xue also listened quietly. As they walked on this road, they suddenly had a thought in their hearts that they would never want to finish it.
"My past time is divided into three periods, one is the time to rest, one is the time to practice Xiao Li's flying knife, and the other is to look at the experience of my ancestors. For more than ten years, I have been like this, only doing these three things every day, and there is no time to be lazy. My father and mother didn't care about me and let me do anything. The reason why I did this is because I think my parents, growing up, they didn't come to see me once, I thought about them, but never said it"!
"After reading my ancestor's experience, I understood his feelings very well. It seems that I have also been enlightened, my father-in-law and mother-in-law have never taught me any truth, and all my feelings are in the things that my ancestors have experienced. From that time, I wanted to be Xiao Li Feidao in my heart, so that I could become a person like my ancestors, protect others, and be respected by others. Even, get your parents back. I can tell them, I can fix everything. My only goal is to become a flying knife for Xiao Li."
"More than ten years have passed, and I have completely learned the technique of Xiao Li's flying knife, and I have read the book of my ancestors' experience countless times. I have faith in myself that I can find my parents and wander the rivers and lakes. Unfortunately, I was wrong, I was still too reckless. Although having watched the experience of the ancestors countless times. But I still haven't fully understood it. I came to the rescue of a bullied man, and the enemy's martial arts skills were so high that I had to use Xiao Li's flying knife to knock him back. But at that moment, I was merciful and did not kill him, but spared his life. He walked away with his wounds, but he brought disaster".
As Li Le spoke, a thick sadness suddenly rose in his tone, and the feeling of sadness was very small, but it was very strong. Su Xue felt it, and knew that what was going on next would definitely be very bad, so she silently took his hand from behind him and calmed him down.
"As the heir of Xiao Li's flying knife, shouldn't I save the world and protect others? But because of my carelessness, I killed my father-in-law and mother-in-law. That person brought a lot of people, all of them were first-class masters in the rivers and lakes, and every one of them was a person who was hostile to Xiao Li's flying knife. They were right in front of my eyes and killed my stepfather and mother. I avenged them, but I can't bring them back to life."
"Xiao Li Feidao, obviously to save others, but I hurt my father-in-law and mother-in-law. All of a sudden, I began to wonder if what I was doing, what I was pursuing, what I was trying to do was right. Those people died in front of me, and my hands began to tremble from that day onwards, and I could no longer use Xiao Li's flying knife. By chance, I discovered that drinking could temporarily stop what was in my mind, so I started drinking. I want to be drunk forever, but every time I drink to the most intoxicated, there is always an inexplicable force deep inside that pulls me up, makes me sober, and makes me not really sink in."
Su Xue was silent, and kept silently holding Li Le's hand to soothe his emotions. Li Le suddenly said what happened to him, so without warning, he said it so sadly. This means that he recognizes himself in his heart and considers himself the closest person.
Su Xue also regarded him as the closest person, and seeing his silent sadness, Su Xue's heart also hurt. It hurts for his past, and it hurts for his present.
"People live for the sake of their goals. If one day you find that you are pursuing the wrong goal, you will be confused. Then you will no longer be yourself, and you will no longer be human."
Li Le was like this at the beginning, so he suffered and used fine wine to sink himself. If Yan Feng suddenly felt all this one day, then what would he choose?
Li Le opened his eyes, suddenly raised the hand holding the flying knife, and looked at the flying knife in his hand. His eyes were a little moist again, and he said, "Perhaps, it doesn't allow me to sink." Or maybe it's because my ancestors and parents are by my side. I think I'm going to let them down."
"No", Su Xue, who had been silent, suddenly grabbed Li Le's wrist, and her strength was amazing. Li Le looked at her in surprise, but saw a pair of firm and emotional eyes.
"You have not disappointed anyone, and it is often said that the person who dies and lives is the most admirable. After being confused and waking up, it makes people even more admirable. Your fathers and parents must be proud of you."
Li Le was stunned, and he still couldn't ease his mind after being stunned for a long time. Both stayed where they were, no longer on their way.
Su Xue looked at Li Le's eyes very firmly, and she never regretted it. At this time, she remembered what Li Le had said to Yan Feng and her.
"I searched, but I lost my way."
A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, and this time, after being lost, he found his way again. And this time, he will definitely not be lost again, because he has himself by his side!
"I don't care if I'm proud or not", Li Le was stunned for a long time, and suddenly his tone became flat again. This time it was Su Xue's turn to be stunned,
"The strongest thing about Xiao Li's flying knife is not the extremely sharp knife, but the soft heart of the person who uses him. The blade is certainly sharp and takes people's lives, but if there is no restriction and use of the back of the knife, it will only hurt yourself." Li Le smiled and turned his head again, the expression on his face was gentle and uneasy. looked at Su Xue and said, "My heart is on your body now, are you willing to use the back of the knife to restrain my sharp blade?"
Su Xue looked at him stunned, she really didn't understand how Li Le could suddenly say such a thing. I just felt an inexplicable shame surging up from the bottom of my heart, and I couldn't say a few words in my throat. His face suddenly turned red, and he took a few steps back shyly.
It's just that this time, Li Le held her wrist a little arrogantly, making her unable to move. Su Xue struggled for a few points, but it had no effect. Originally, her martial arts were not as good as Li Le, and besides, she didn't really want to resist anything, so how could she break free?
"You, you ......", Su Xue, who had spoken such a handsome and heroic language a moment ago, suddenly stammered at this moment. Looking at the way Li Le held her hand, he only felt dizzy in his head, and he couldn't resist anymore.
"At the moment when you were about to be hurt by Tie Yun's hand, my heart suddenly felt a little painful. It was a very ethereal and unreal feeling, but if I left it alone, it was enough to swallow me up. It can be said that I can pick up the flying knife again, what Yan Feng said is a reason, but the most important thing is because of you. I figured it out, you're someone who deserves me to pursue my goals again. What about you, would you like to be such a person"?
His eyes were staring straight at Su Xue's eyes, as if he wanted to see something in her eyes. Su Xue was stared at like this by him and just wanted to find a hole to hide in, but she was not tired of Li Le's words, but instead felt excited and relieved. Yes, isn't that what you want?
Su Xue figured it out, her eyes no longer evaded, and she also looked at Li Le.
"I do!" a voice, very low, very low. But Li Le could clearly hear that this voice was in his ears at the moment, like a heavenly sound. That excites and intoxicates me. Even when I was drunk because of alcohol before, I never felt this way.