Chapter 176: Alice's Pain

(I made up for a return to sleep until now, and the update chapter was sent.) οΌ‰

Bing Zhiye stood on the high pine tree and looked at it, holding a map in his hand, looking at the endless snow-covered pine forests around him: "Hey~! There is no landmark, and we can't determine the direction and place, it seems that we have to admit that we are lost." ”

"Found it, found it. Alice ran under the pine tree in her warm fur, and looked left and right, but saw no innocent figure. Because the snow was so deep, it almost didn't reach her waist.

The heavy snow in the north was not much weaker than the heavy rain in the summer, and the two of them and Ixiusen had been on the road for more than ten days, and they had been in the endless pine forest, and it had been snowing heavier than goose feathers.

Ice Evil fell from the tree: "What did you find?"

Alice said excitedly: "The place to spend the night is a bear cave. I killed the bear, and Ixiuson was steaming the bear's paws and frying the bear's steak. ”

"Kill a bear and look at you happy. Bing Zhixiao said lightly, saying that his stomach was really a little hungry, so he asked Alice to lead the way to the mouth of the bear cave. In fact, you don't need to lead the way to walk, and on the gentle snow, the traces left by Alice are very obvious.

Alice walked a few hundred meters with great effort, and returned to the cave out of breath. When I saw the haode bear steak fried in the pan, I couldn't help but drool.

It was a black bear that was killed, and this season it should be warm in winter. Bingzhi smelled it, and there was a smell of honey in the steaming jar next to him: "Where did the honey come from?"

"I bought it in that town ten days ago, and I bought it for Alice as a sweet syrup. Isesen said, "Okay, I'll give you this one first, Your Highness the Princess." ”

"Well, no!" Alice took the pan, "Let's give it to the master first." ”

Bing Zhixiao found a place to do it, but he was not polite, so he took it and ate it.

Yi Xiusen laughed dryly: "In order to be light, I didn't even bring more tableware, isn't it too troublesome?"

"I've been like that when I'm alone. Bing Zhiyi said coldly while eating.

"Now we're not one, we're three. ”

Bingzhi said evilly: "You are right. Didn't you buy a small metal round shield, which can be used as a pot and armor, which is much more convenient than a frying pan. ”

Irthien reluctantly went to the luggage area to get a round shield and fried the bear steak. After the bear steak was fried, the ice was already finished, and Ixiuson handed it to Alice.

Alice shook her head and smiled, "You can eat first, you haven't tasted a bite of it yourself until now." Anyway, it's all already cut, and I'm frying it myself. Taking the pot from the ice child, Alice swallowed several times without smelling the smell of the meat and began to fry the meat.

Ishon smiled, "Princess Alice is so well-behaved, isn't she?"

Bing Zhixiao didn't comment, and picked up the map again and looked at it.

"What, we're really lost?" asked Ishuson as he ate.

"It seems so. "Bing Zhi Evil Dao.

Alice also leaned over to the Ice Evil and looked at the map, "Where are we now?"

"Probably this one. Ice Evil drew a small circle on the map with his finger.

Alice thought for a moment and gestured, "Aren't we going to go north, can't we just go straight in this direction?"

Bing Zhiye glanced at her and said, "Do you know how big this place I have drawn is? This small area is hundreds of kilometers long, and from the map, this large area is full of cedar forests, and the terrain is flat, it is difficult to distinguish the direction." If you want to go, if you don't know the direction, you'll just go farther and farther, so ......"

"So we're going to wait for the stars to come out at night, aren't we?"

"Hmm. Bingzhi said: "The weather has been good for the past two days, and you should be able to see the stars." I don't want to go now, I can wait until I have a clear direction, and I can take a break. ”

"Rest, I heard you right, you let us rest?" said Iseuson in amazement.

Bing Zhixiao glanced at her: "What?"

Yi Xiusen said: "In the past few days, you have either asked others to do this, or do that. Especially the princess, look at the life that has made you torture and lose weight, what a poor princess~!"

Ignoring Isesen's exclamation, he asked Alice, "What have I asked you to do these days?"

"Hmm...... This ......" Alice secretly glanced at Bing Zhixi, and saw that he didn't look angry, so she said: "I was in a hurry during the day, and at night I was tied up and hung on a tree for two nights." Then he didn't give me food during the day, and at night he was in a hurry and half of the time he rested, and after two days, I and Ixiusen killed all the monsters I encountered, and you gave us a stumbling block. And also...... And ......"

"What else?"

Alice said, "And often whip me." ”

"I hit you?" Bingzhi asked

Alice shook her head: "You didn't hit me, but you let Isesen beat me." After speaking, he looked at Bing Zhixie again, and saw his gloomy face, and he didn't know whether it was good or bad.

Ixiusen was not afraid of him, and said bluntly: "So you are a serious pervert and a madman with a shadow in your heart. ”

Hearing this, Bing Zhiye suddenly laughed, and it was daxiao.

Both Alice and Ixiuson are baffled.

Bing Zhiye asked, "Alice, is that what you think of me in your heart?"

"Huh?"

"I ask you if that's what you think of me?"

Alice shook her head hurriedly: "No, no. ”

"Oh, really?"

"Hmm. Alice nodded affirmatively: "If you treat me like that, I will ...... On the contrary, I am very happy, I like this feeling of being ordered, doing this and that. ”

Bingzhi Evil Daxiao: "Did you hear that, Ixiusen, who is perverted in his heart?"

Ixiusen Khan one: "Princess, you ......"

Alice gave Iseuson an embarrassed look.

Bing Zhixiao slowly stopped laughing, remembered the past, his eyes became a little melancholy, and he sighed lightly: "A few years ago, I was treated the same way by Alice. When the person who tormented me asked me, my answer ...... Same as Alice's. ”

"Hey~!" the two exclaimed, "You...... You've been tortured too. ”

Bingzhi said evilly: "Do you know that I am so happy?"

Alice and Isesen shook their heads.

Bingzhi said: "Before, before I was tortured, I was a very inferior person, so inferior that I felt useless. But when I was tortured, I found that I was not useless myself, at least I could be tortured by others, so I was still happy. ”,

Ixiuson was stunned, he didn't expect him to say such a thing.

"Yes, you said I was perverted. Yes, I admit it. I have a shadow, my mind is twisted, something that seems painful to others makes me happy and makes me feel like I still exist. Did you know that the feeling of being ignored is more painful than being tortured? Bingzhi laughed evilly: "So since that person tortured me, I have begged her every day, beaten me and scolded me, and in the whipping and pain, I feel that I am alive." Later, she became my master. ”

"Division...... Master!!" Alice and Ixiuson were both taken aback, not expecting him to be like this before.

"After getting along for so long, this is the first time you've talked to us about your thoughts. ”

"Huh. Bing Zhixiao smiled: "The reason why I say this is because I found that in this regard, Alice is just like me. ”

"Like you?"

"Well, she's a neglected person. Ice looked at Alice.

"You say my master, Princess Alice, is a neglected person?" said Ishion, "how is this possible? Alice is a princess, who dares to ignore her, how can she be ignored?"

"She's just being ignored. Bing Zhixiao affirmed: "She was tortured but said that she was very happy, which is a very good proof." ”

Ixiusen shook his head and said, "Your words are too far-fetched, and this doesn't prove anything. ”

"yes. Bingzhi said evilly: "If this alone doesn't prove anything, maybe she just wants to perfunctory me and make me happy." ”

Ixiuson nodded: "Yes, satisfy your perverted psychological desires." ”

"But......" Ice Childish looked at Alice and said, "Remember that time, I made you cry in the Great Blue Tower?"

Alice was shocked and lowered her head.

Ixiuson found that she grabbed a handful of dirt with her other hand that was not holding the pan, squeezed it tightly, and said in her heart: "Love...... Princess Alice, did his words really go to your heart?"

Bing Zhiye looked at her and said, "I said at the time that you are a princess who is not liked by your parents. You reacted violently and cried, didn't you?"

Alice didn't speak.

"weishenme?weishenmeA casual word from a stranger can make you cry? You definitely don't cry because you care about me. Bingzhi said: "Then there is only one other possibility." That's what I said, stabbing you to the point. ”

Alice had her head down, her long hair making it impossible to read her expression, but her hand holding the pan was shaking.

"Princess Alice. Ishionson shouted softly.

Bingzhi said evilly: "Actually, it's very simple to think about. Although you are a high-ranking princess and are favored by all kinds of people, those who love you often ignore your simplest things. ”

"What is it?" asked Ixiuson.

"People. Suddenly, she was alone. "Bing Zhi Evil Dao.

Ishionson didn't understand what he meant.

Bing Zhiye continued: "If you are a human being, you need to be recognized, even if you don't admit it on the surface, but in your heart you must really want what you do to be recognized by others. That's exactly what Alice lacks. ”

After a pause, Bing Zhiyi said again: "Actually, I only recently understood this truth, so I found out that Alice is a person who has not been recognized." She tried hard to do things to prove herself, even if she tried everything to escape from the Royal Colonel to play, so that others would notice her and what she did. It was the simplest and naΓ―ve thing, and it was just a way for her to prove herself. ”

Alice burst into tears, tears falling down her pants and soaking in.

Bing Zhiye still said again: "Go to the Great Blue Crystal Tower, the people of the royal family have always gone alone, weishenme Alice, do you prefer to go with others? In the Great Blue Crystal Tower, you are hurt by words, but you must prove it to me that you can go up to the fifth layer? It's very simple, you need to prove yourself." I asked you to wash my feet, and you were very happy. In the royal family, the ladies will not let you do this. If you want to do it, they will definitely say, this is not what you should do, princess. ”

"yes, then what should I do?!" Alice suddenly burst into tears, "What can I do?!"

Seeing Alice's roar, Isesen couldn't have imagined that a girl who usually looked so reserved and weak would find such a loud shout.

Alice cried, "I want to wash the clothes and quilts, and they say it's not what I should do." I want to kill the beast and fight, and they say it's dangerous, and they won't let me do it, and they won't let me do it, what can I do? I can't do anything! I'm a piece of waste, I'm an idiot!" shouted and shouted, and she took the pan and threw it around the hole like crazy.

Edherson was clearly frightened that Alice would make such a move.

"Whatever you do, you have to prove yourself, right?"

"That's right!" Alice angrily slammed the pan against the wall, "It doesn't matter if it's serving tea and pouring water, being a beggar, or being a slave or something, as long as I can do it, I will do it." So......" She suddenly knelt on the ground and pleaded and looked at Bing Zhixie, "So you will definitely take me with you, right? I will do whatever I am asked to do, I will be a very well-behaved and haode slave, right?"

"Princess Alice!" Ishson hurriedly picked her up and held her in his arms.

Bing Zhi said evilly: "Even if Weishenme is injured and humiliated, she doesn't want to return to the palace, but she still wants to follow me around? This is by no means playful to make her do such a thing, she wants to use this method to prove to her father and mother, to prove herself, to prove her existence." You get the idea, she's been overlooked, and always has been. ”

Alice fell limply into Iseson's arms, and she was crying, crying very sadly. She did so many inexplicable things, for what? definitely not for fun.

Bingzhi said: "This is also weishenme, this is also weishenme's father and mother, she is closer to her uncle, because her uncle Rost makes her feel her existence, not ignored." ”