Chapter 18
sat silently beside Jin Lan's bed for a few hours, Luo Xue wiped her tears, let her subordinates come in to deal with Jin Lan's funeral, and she went back to her yard, closed the door, and tried to induce qi into her body again.
This time, she can be said to have made up her mind, locked herself in the yard and never came out for three days, and the maid served three meals a day at the door and took it away without moving.
Luo Xue is crazy and generally tries again and again, fails again and again, and then tries again. Finally, on the evening of the third day, she felt light, and suddenly her sense of the world became clear.
She felt that in the air, there were streams of pure heaven and earth qi floating, there were five kinds of black, yellow, red, green, and white, and she was finally able to guide them into her body according to the mantra, although it was weak, but Luo Xue could still feel them swimming in the meridians in her body, and finally returned to the dantian.
Just like the light clusters in the dantian, the difference is that although they are in the same place, they are not integrated, and the colors are not the same. This aura only has five colors, and that light cluster is indeed full of colors. They each occupied a territory and stayed quietly in the dantian.
Luo Xue hurriedly maintained this state again, absorbing the surrounding aura, although the aura here was thin, but she had just entered the qi training, which was enough.
Another day passed, and although she wanted to persevere, she really felt that she was too hungry, so she stopped meditating.
At this moment, the gate of the courtyard was kicked open, and as soon as she opened the door, she saw that Luo Guozhong was already standing outside the door, looking at the posture, it seemed that the door was about to be kicked open
"It's just that a maid died, so I can't stand it, and I'm going to commit suicide on a hunger strike?" Luo Guozhong's voice was cold and full of anger, seeing that Luo Xue was still a little stunned, he grabbed her hand, dragged her and walked out.
Luo Xue was caught off guard and was almost knocked down by her, Luo Guozhong didn't have the slightest intention of stopping, she had to staggered out of the yard, walking and walking, unconsciously at the door of the ancestral hall.
The door plaque is written with four big characters of the Luo clan hall, and from the outside of the door, you can see that both sides of the door are lit with white candles, and the middle row is full of ancestors.
Luo Xue had never been here before, because this was the forbidden place of Luo Mansion, and she was not qualified to come. In the entire Luo Province, only Luo Guozhong himself can enter and exit.
When he got here, Luo Guozhong calmed down and let go of her hand, feeling a little depressed.
Luo Xue rubbed his reddened wrist, and Luo Guozhong's deep voice came from above: "Come in"
Luo Xue followed in, Luo Guozhong walked to the bottom of the spiritual seat, knelt down, his expression was suddenly full of sadness: "Ting'er, I came to see you"
I saw that on the spiritual seat, it was written the spiritual seat of his beloved wife Luo Ting, this is, her mother? It turned out that her name was Luo Ting, Luo Xue didn't know how to react for a while
Luo Guozhong said sternly, "What are you still standing for, come here and kneel," Luo Xue knelt on the futon as he said. Respectfully kowtowed: "Mother, Xue'er has come to see you"
"You want to die so much, then do you know, how did your life come about, back then, Ting'er gave birth to you with dystocia, and your life was in danger, Wen Po told me that I could only protect one person, I said Bao Ting'er, but Wen Po entered the delivery room, but Ting'er insisted on protecting you.
It's you who took away the person I love the most!" Luo Guozhong's expression began to be a little hideous again, Luo Xue was a little scared, Luo Xue had never seen this calm father show such a side
"Your birth made me lose Ting'er forever, she was only alone with you at the last moment of her life, when Wenpo carried you out of the delivery room, she only left me with a cold body"
"Do you know my feelings? I lost my beloved, and I couldn't help it, so over the years, I didn't like you very much, I couldn't let go, I couldn't let go of Ting'er's decision back then, and I couldn't let go of your arrival that made me lose her. ”
"However, you can't die, no matter how you say it, your life is all Ting'er exchanged for her own life. It's just that a maid dies, and you have to follow to seek death, why do you despise this life she gave you so much?"
Luo Guozhong split his head and covered his face and reprimanded Luo Xue for having no argument, and he didn't want to argue, this man was trapped by love all his life, and it was the time to lose his mind at this time, after a while, seeing that he was no longer talking, she said softly:
"The father's painstaking daughter knows that her daughter is now hungry and her chest is pressed against her back, so let the father let her go to dinner."
Luo Guozhong was stunned, probably thinking that she would struggle for death if she was bent on seeking death, but he didn't expect her to live so simply, so he had to wave his hand, "You go out"
Luo Xue kowtowed three more times in front of her mother's spiritual seat, and then she left the ancestral hall. Looking back, the man knelt down in front of his wife's spirit, his figure gloomy. Luo Xue sighed and walked towards her yard
I may have been dissatisfied with Luo Guozhong's father before, but at that moment, I was also relieved.
Back in the courtyard, the maids were waiting in the courtyard nervously, Luo Xue waved her sleeves, "Prepare meals, the more the better, at least ten people's portions, go quickly"
After the maids retreated, Luo Xue stabilized her little heart from the unexpected situation just now, and began to plan how to go in the future.
Now that I have preliminarily introduced qi into my body, when I enter the second layer of qi training, I can start practicing those few small spells, and I don't know when I can enter the second layer of qi training, I hope I can catch up in these three years.
After all, once the draft begins, if she doesn't have the means to save her life at that time, she will really have to resign herself to fate. Don't think about this mirror day, now she has a very important thing, that is, Nie Shi.
The Nie family indirectly killed Aunt Chen, and now she has killed Jin Lan, counting the new hatred and old hatred together, she will not let her die as simply as Steward Wu.....
Waiting for the maid to come over and report that it was time to eat, Luo Xue followed to the dinner table, just as she wanted to eat a lot, and remembered the woman's manners, although she had never thought of entering the palace, but after all, she was a girl's family, and it was necessary to pay attention to her image.
So he sat at the table and chewed slowly, but finally squandered the two dozen dishes on the table, and then went back to the room under the surprised eyes of the surrounding maids.
It's not that the maids haven't heard that this eldest lady can eat in the past, but after all, they have only heard that Jin Lan has always served her closely, and it is impossible for them to see the young lady eat with their own eyes, but now they see with their own eyes, the young lady is really a god
Luo Xue doesn't care what the maids think, and now she has no plans to re-promote a maid to be a personal maid, she feels that she will have to cultivate most of the time in the future, and it is inconvenient for her to be around her.
At this time, a little maid came in from outside the door and said, "Miss, the little young master is waiting outside the courtyard, saying that he wants to see you."
Luo Tiancheng: What is he looking for me? Although Jin Lan's incident is not his fault, he has indeed become an accomplice, and he has no way to do anything now, and it has not happened, so there is no need to see him.
Thinking of this, Luo Xue ordered, "You just say that I'm in a bad mood and don't want to see anyone, let him go back." ”
When the maid went out, Luo Xue hung a notch of paper outside the door, locked the door neatly, sat cross-legged on the bed, and began to practice again.
Early the next morning, I heard that the Nie family was startled in the middle of the night last night, saying that there was a ghost in his yard and he had to break out of the yard.
The attendants naturally didn't dare to let her out, and since then, for several days, the Nie clan has been making a fuss, shouting and demanding to let her out, and the attendants naturally don't believe in ghosts or anything, and seeing that she is delirious, they are really afraid that she will run out without paying attention, so they take a wooden pillar and push the door.
There was only a small hole in the wall next to it, which was not much bigger than a bowl, and the food was handed in every day.
When Luo Xue heard this, she smiled and didn't pay much attention to it. Let Nie suffer like this first.