Chapter 214 can't bear it
Zichen hugged me angrily, hugged me very tightly, and continued: "You are Xiaoai, you don't have to pretend anymore, I don't know what happened to you, why did you become like this? But in my mind, you are Xiaoai, you are Xiaoai, you don't have to dodge, you don't have to pretend anymore, you are my Xiaoai, this can never be changed." ”
I looked at Zichen calmly and said, "Childe, you are so sure that I am Xiao Ai, how are you so sure that I am the Xiao Ai you are looking for?
Zichen took out the hairpin that I dropped in the corridor that day, looked at this hairpin affectionately and said to me: "This hairpin was accidentally dropped by you that day, and the smell left on this hairpin is the most familiar to me, and the smell of the hair on it is the taste of Xiaoai." So you are Little Love. ”
I was surprised, I didn't expect this hairpin to be in Zichen's hand, I sighed and said, "Childe just said that I am your little love with just a hairpin, this is a little too far-fetched!"
Zichen looked up at me and said, "Xiao Ai, I don't know what happened to you, let you become what you are now, let you say these words to me, I can forget it, you will always be the original little love in my heart, will never change, I just want to know why you are doing this to me? Can you tell me?"
I was shocked, yes, how should I tell him? Do I want to tell him that I know love now? I can't stand him and another woman in front of me, hugging and kissing, do I have to tell her this? My state of mind has changed, I am not the innocent and dumb me I used to be, I didn't know what love was, so I don't care what he does? But now I understand, I don't mind if he is with that Xiangya, I don't mind if I was missing and abused, but you were with that beautiful and gentle Xiangya, hugging and hugging, loving and loving, I have long forgotten me, and now I remember that there was once a girl by your side, whose name was Xiao Ai. When I was at the gate of the hall of the ceremony, I finally saw that you wanted to run over and hug you, you already had her by your side, you looked at her eyes so gently, your smile was so bright, in my impression, it seems that you have never smiled so brightly at me, at that time my heart was already broken, I had already decided to forget you, and live with the identity of Hua Lanxin, what is the meaning of you coming to tell me this now?
Just as I was thinking about these things in silence, Zichen kept asking: "You say, why don't you speak? Xiaoai, tell me, why did you and me become like this? I really want to know, I especially want to know?"
I really don't know what to say, and the best way for me to be distraught right now is to say nothing.
I said softly: "Childe, you still let me go back!" Childe's life-saving grace, the little woman has nothing to repay now, she only wants to repay Childe as a cow and a horse in the next life, please send me back to the Divine Palace!"
I have to go back, although I really want to slip away, but Brother Jin is injured for me, and he is developing an antidote for me, I really can't run away from the appointment, I'm sorry for my grudge heart.
When Zichen heard me say this, he also softened and said: "Little love, my little love, I really can't help it, really, don't leave me, okay? Don't leave me, let's go back to the past, okay? You see, this compound has been kept by them since you disappeared until now, come, you come out, you see, this courtyard is still the same as when you were there, it hasn't changed at all." Walk ......"
He led me to the compound, pointed to the pavilion and said, "Look, that time, you had to eat with their rough guys, I didn't allow it, but I didn't expect everyone to eat happily, and you even kissed me in public, which made me happy for a long time." And do you remember? I brought Xiao Mao back, he looked like that, his whole body was dirty, full of lip prints, sloppy, and he was laughed at by them for a long time. ”
I recalled with tears in my eyes, tears swirled in my eyes, Zichen suddenly said Xiao Mao, Xiao Mao's appearance that day suddenly appeared in my mind, I couldn't help laughing all of a sudden, yes, I remember Xiao Mao that day, the red lip prints all over the body, the hair was explosive, dirty, the pants and clothes were torn into several large pieces, he was usually the most unsmiling, but he was the funniest that day.
I covered my mouth and snickered, just laughing and laughing, tears streaming from my eyes. Because I remembered what happened next.
I once kissed him on the cheek in front of his men, in gratitude to him, and yes, I kissed him. The memories that used to be good are really beautiful.
Zichen smiled when he saw me looking at the gazebo, and his eyes gradually moistened.
Zichen said with tears in his eyes: "This place is full of all kinds of good memories of us, I often come here alone, occasionally come to your room to sit and feel your breath, it feels as if you have always been in this room, never left, occasionally sit in the courtyard, and recall all kinds of happy times we used to be here." That time was the happiest time of my life, the most unforgettable time. Little love, because of these times, because of you,. It is precisely because of you that I feel what happiness is! Xiao Ai, what I said is really heart-wrenching, how can you believe me? How can we go back to the past?"
I'm not productive, my eyes are full of tears, but my head has turned into a piece of paste, I really don't know what to do?
I really can't help it now, I will admit that I am a little love, I really can't bear it, I really want to tell him, that's right, I am a little love, but, I can't, I can't, I want to be free more, I just want to deal with the current Lingrui Festival, find freedom, get back my memory, I really can't serve someone else, I really can't do it.
Zichen saw my eyes full of tears and a painful expression, and couldn't help asking: "Xiao Ai, do you remember them all? That's our common memory, right? There are countless laughter and laughter, and there are all kinds of heart-warming memories, don't you remember?.........