(Although I didn't finish the three changes, I also completed 6,000 words, because these chapters are super difficult to write, and then tomorrow is a very, very important plot, ask for a monthly pass)

The rain was still dripping, the sky and the earth were damp, and the gray shrouded the whole world in sight. At this moment, Yangmingshan on the east bank of the Xiangjiang River is like an island in the ocean, on the peak of this isolated island, under a line of emerald green pines and cypresses, there is a black umbrella floating.

Cheng Mo and Shen Daoyi stood side by side, when Shen Daoyi heard Cheng Mo pointing to the lattice tomb used to put the urn, and indifferently said that it was his tomb, he suddenly felt uncontrollable sadness, this sadness came so quickly and intensely that she almost couldn't hold back her tears, but Shen Daoyi was a strong woman, she would not shed tears easily, so she shook her head lightly and drove those tears back.

Cheng Mo asked in a low voice, "Does the teacher know when I was happiest every day?"

Shen Daoyi hesitated for a moment and said, "When you are reading, or when you go to school?"

Cheng Mo shook his head, "No...... It is the moment when I open my eyes every day and realize that I still exist in this world. ”

After a pause, Cheng Mo continued: "For me, every sleep is an adventure and a crossing, every time I turn on the alarm clock and close my eyes, I can't help but think, whether I will never wake up this time, or can I reach seven hours later, I really don't know..... I experience every day that most people can only feel the moment of life and death in movies, and I think there is probably no one who can understand the meaning of the phrase 'you never know which will come first, tomorrow or the accident' more deeply than me. ”

Shen Daoyi didn't speak, just listened quietly.

"Just now you said, tell me not to tell you the big truths, you understand those big truths. I think so, the books I have read, maybe the teacher has also read them, and indeed many of them are theories I read from books, not my personal feelings, so now I will tell Sister Xi a few words about my own life insights!" Cheng Mo looked at his father's tombstone and smiled slightly, he didn't remember how long he hadn't laughed, the last time was about two years ago when Yan Yitong filmed Zhao Benshan's "The King of Poetry" video.

Cheng Mo's thoughts flew for a moment, and the air was empty for a few seconds before he spoke: "When it comes to life, we always feel that it is a very grand and abstract thing, because it feels like everyone's life is very long, and it is difficult to feel the urgency of time if you don't live to be seventy or eighty years old. But I can clearly feel this kind of thing in life, that is, I feel that I am a morning dew on the leaves, which may be evaporated by the morning sun at any time....."

"But time seemed so tight for me that I couldn't sleep and couldn't breathe at night. Seeing that I was walking on thin ice every day, one day at dinner, my dad asked me: 'Cheng Mo, do you know what time is?' Although I was only a teenager at that time, I also read a lot of books, of course, I knew that 'time is a description of the change in the continuity of the motion of an object, it is a measure', and immediately I gave a textbook answer, my dad nodded at me, and then took me out without saying a word after eating, I asked my dad where are we going? My dad told me to go to Kaifuji Temple, and I thought it was very strange at the time, saying that I didn't believe in Buddhism, why should I go to Kaifuji Temple, and my dad said to me very plainly: Go and see, when you have a negative attitude towards anything at the beginning, you are already half wrong. ”

"At that time, I was still living in the Academy of Social Sciences, my home was not very far from Fukuji, my dad was riding a bicycle to carry me, I felt that it was really a delay in the back seat, the street was very noisy, the traffic was fast, the air was not good, in short, everything was very bad, I still remember that in front of Kaifukuji Temple was a somewhat bumpy stone road, and my butt hurt when the bicycle was bumpy on it, and I am still very impressed by this......"

Speaking of this, Cheng Mo paused, as if he was in memory, Shen Daoyi didn't disturb Cheng Mo, let alone urge, the two of them stood quietly under the umbrella, standing in front of a tombstone, listening to the sound of rain gently knocking on the whole world.

I don't know how long it took, Cheng Mo continued: "My dad took me to Kaifu Temple, there is a marble carved statue of Guanyin in the courtyard, my dad told me about the history of Kaifu Temple, although I listened to it, but I felt very boring, until I arrived at the Daxiong Treasure Hall, my dad pointed to the Buddha statue in the middle and asked me, what kind of Buddha is this? Although I don't study Buddhism much, but this little question still can't bother me, I replied to Sakyamuni disapprovingly, and my dad pointed to the two slightly smaller Buddha statues next to me and asked, what are these two?"

At this time, Cheng Mo suddenly stopped, turned his head and asked Shen Daoyi, "Does the teacher understand Buddhism?" Do you know what are the three Buddhas enshrined in the Daxiong Treasure Hall?"

Shen Daoyi shook his head, "This..... I don't think I'm really paying attention..... Like Shakyamuni Buddha, Maitreya Buddha and Kasya-Buddha?"

"The teacher is better than me, I only said the Buddha Shakyamuni in the middle, but at that time I thought my dad was a little bored, and I didn't understand what time would have to do with the Buddha statue, but I was soon educated by my dad, and he told me that from right to left is the Buddha of And the so-called three Buddhas are actually Shakyamuni, what he represents is only the concept of time, that is to say, the Buddha on the right is the past Shakyamuni Buddha, and the Maitreya Buddha on the left is the future Shakyamuni Buddha, and the largest Shakyamuni Buddha in the middle is the current Shakyamuni Buddha, and sometimes they are referred to as the past Buddha, the present Buddha and the future Buddha......"

"My dad asked me, do you understand what time is now?" After a pause, Cheng Mo looked at Shen Daoyi again, "Does the teacher understand?"

Shen Daoyi thought for a moment before he whispered thoughtfully, "Time is ..... Now?"

Cheng Mo nodded, "The teacher is really good at reading comprehension, and he deserves to be a Chinese teacher." ”

Shen Dao slammed Cheng Mo's arm with a swing of his fist, "You dare to laugh at your mentor!!

Cheng Mo coughed and said in a low voice, "It's better to be serious here." ”

"Go on. After speaking, Shen Daoyi glared at Cheng Mo, as if he was waiting to settle accounts with you.

"I didn't fully understand the meaning of my father's words at that time, so my father told me that the so-called past is the present that has happened, and the so-called future is the continuation of the present, so in the middle must be the present Buddha, and the biggest and most brilliant is also the present Buddha, whether Maitreya Buddha and Kasa Buddha are just the incarnations of Shakyamuni Buddha, because in fact, the past and the future do not exist, only the present. ”

"As soon as my dad finished speaking, I felt very shocked, I felt a sense of enlightenment, and I instantly understood that whether it is your past or your future, it is determined by your present, you only exist in the present, and the past and future do not exist. We always think that time is a straight line, and we keep moving forward along this line, but in fact it is not, time is an infinite number of points, and these points seem to form a straight line, which is the illusion caused by our own human limitations, just like we think that time has a direction, but in fact time has no direction. ”

Cheng Mo's narration made Shen Daoyi also have a feeling of electricity running through her body, she looked at Cheng Yongze's tombstone and thought to herself No wonder Cheng Mo is such a wise person, she has not woken up from the electrocution of her soul, and was blown up by Cheng Mo's next sentence, and subconsciously asked: "Time has no direction?"

Cheng Mo nodded, "This concept is more complicated, if the teacher is interested, I will take you to buy a book later, called "Hidden Reality - What is a Parallel Universe", which involves quantum physics, which is the origin of my condolences to Luo Jiayi just now." I just told you so much, not just to tell the teacher that we have to live in the moment, but to tell the teacher why my father's tombstone is engraved with this sentence of Nietzsche. ”

"Why?" Shen Daoyi asked involuntarily.

"Most of us like to focus on the future, always thinking about the future, always planning for the future, just like me, always worry and anxiety about the death that will definitely come in the future, so I delayed the present, from that day I realized that the future will never come, and I am sacrificing the real present for the ethereal future fear, forgetting that only by living every second of the present, I can have a beautiful past to recall, and a better future to look forward to. ”

Cheng Mo took a deep breath and said softly: "I think Mr. Shen, like me at that time, was also afraid of the future, afraid that he would disappear silently. You need to give yourself a reason to exist, so you can't forgive yourself and your father, and you don't want to reconcile with the past so that you have a meaning to exist..... But are you really happy with that, so that you can have the future you want?"

Shen Daoyi's face turned a little pale, completely bloodless, and Cheng Mo's words were a sharp bullet that swirled and pierced through her vital point, tearing a cruel wound on her body.

Cheng Mo could clearly feel Shen Daoyi's uneasiness, he deeply understood Shen Daoyi's mood, so he turned in a direction with his umbrella and stood opposite Shen Daoyi, he knew that it was time for him to give warmth to the teacher, so he gently hugged Shen Daoyi's trembling body with one hand, and hugged her tightly in his arms.

"Sister Nan...... Don't be afraid, don't pin your life and happiness on regret and the past, be brave and live a good life, just like me, I may be burned to ashes and buried here at any time, I am also trying to live a good life every day, live up to the hard-won present, there is no need to give such a precious thing now to fear and regret these negative emotions, even if it is short, you have to live your own wonderful life, isn't it?"

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