Chapter 250: Self-Abandonment (1)
Xiao Wu stood alone in the courtyard, and it took a while to stabilize her surging mood, and when she looked down and saw blood spots and dirty stains on her robe, she felt that her whole body smelled of feces and urine.
Turning his head, he saw that next to the well, there were two old temple people fetching water, which should be the buckets that they brought back.
Xiao Wu walked back to the house where she lived in silence, took two clothes and a large black cloak, went out the door and the yard, and walked in the direction of the hill she used to frequent.
When I came to the small lake in front of the hill, I saw that it was white and bright, and the whole lake was frozen.
Xiao Wu picked up a stone and a wooden stick on the shore, thinking about the humiliation in her heart, she unconsciously walked to the middle of the lake, she squatted down, and hit the ice with the sharp end of the stone.
"Bang! bang......"
Xiaoice was knocked out four times, hitting her face with pain, Xiao Wu felt as if she didn't feel it, at this time, the pain in her heart overwhelmed everything.
"Click...... Bang bang...... Click......"
With a loud click, the ice surface that was not very thick was quickly knocked open under Xiao Wu's fierce knocking, and Xiao Wu chiseled out a larger ice cave along the surroundings.
Xiao Wu threw down the stone, put on the black cloak, took off the dirty robe in the cloak, and replaced it with a clean one, then took off the cloak, took a look, and remembered that the cloak was given by Zhou Dan, so he threw it aside angrily.
Xiao Wu soaked the outer robe he had changed into the ice cave, and a piercing pain made Xiao Wu raise his hand to check, and found that the palm of his right hand was cut out by his sharp nails, and he was bleeding.
Xiao Wu hesitated for a moment, but still put his hand into his cold hand, his hand had just carried many of the master's drowning things, and it was the dirtiest.
Xiao Wu washed and washed, but she felt that she couldn't wash it clean. The ice cave that was washed directly was stained red with blood.
Tears poured into her eyes, Xiao Wu raised her head, and she was forced to suppress it, she couldn't cry.
"They all want to see me cry, see me in pain, I don't!"
Xiao Wu roared in her heart, put the soaked robe on the smooth side of the stone, and whipped it with a wooden stick, she vented all her anger and humiliation on the robe she had just changed.
"Bang! bang......"
On the shiny lake, there was a snapping sound, with a hint of echo that spread far away, it was the silent roar in Xiao Wu's heart.
At this moment, Xiao Wu's mind was full of the faces of those who were talking nonsense and their unbearable ridicule......
"It's the son...... After listening to Zhou Gong's words, I knew that she ...... It's a cheap slut who flatters the master, so I didn't dare to ask her."
"Ah? It's shameless! It's a shame to be a foreigner, this kind of rotten thing should be killed directly, why keep it?"
"Hmph! She thought about beauty, and I heard that this was the meaning of the king, which master...... How dare you touch this?"
"Hehehehe, it's so good, let her be in the lower room, smell the smell for a lifetime, and become a stinky person"
“......”
Xiao Wu was furious, angry like a crazy little beast, and she slammed her pickled and shameful robe until the blood-stained wooden stick broke.
At another look, the outer robe had been beaten to pieces.
Xiao Wuti pulled up her torn robe, stood up, and threw herself into the water, her eyes red, grabbing her hair, and roaring loudly.
"Ah...... Bastard! all fucking...... It's a bastard."
Xiao Wu was angry and helpless, she didn't want to make herself crazy, she didn't want to be the laughing stock of others, squatting in front of the ice cave, picking up the icy lake water, splashing her face.
Suddenly seeing that his boots were also pickled dirt, Xiao Wu sat down, looked at it with disgust, and put her feet directly into the biting lake.
A biting coldness, from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, was heart-piercing cold, and Xiao Wu's anxious heart suddenly fell into a pool of ice.
Xiao Wu's eyes lost their brilliance, staring blankly at the floating and smashed robe in the water, watching it swell up on the water, like a dead corpse floating there, silent.
Presumably, after my father died, he also floated like this, right?
If you die like this, your heart won't hurt, all the humiliation will end, what's the use of vomiting?
Xiao Wu had the idea of suicide again
"It must be the masters, if you want to see her live rather than die", the words lingered in Xiao Wu's ears.
You don't want me to die? I don't want to ...... Let you succeed.
Xiao Wu already had an idea in her heart, looked up at the sun that was shining, and remembered that the day she sold herself was also such a sunny winter day.
My miserable days are all good weather, my God! What did I do wrong? Do this to me? You are so ruthless!
It's been three years, and I've endured enough, it's time to end.
Xiao Wu tidied up her half-frozen robe, combed her hair, pinned her broken hair behind her ears, and slipped into the ice cave as soon as her body slipped.
"Don't! Xiao Wu, don't ......"
The hysterical shouting on the shore made Xiao Wu's last gaze turn to the past, and when she saw Zhou Dan going crazy, she waved her hands and stumbled over.
The smile on the corner of Xiao Wu's mouth, her tragic fate started when Zhou Dan bought herself into the palace, but she didn't expect it to end, and he came to give her a ride.
"That's fine, it's a beginning and an end. ”
Xiao Wu had a frozen smile on her face, and she sank.
She didn't know whether she should love this grandfather or hate him?
Love or hate, it doesn't matter, it's all over.
Xiao Wu closed her eyes in despair, feeling that she was constantly sinking, covered in biting cold and numbness,
I can still vaguely hear Zhou Dan's mournful cry, "Xiao Wu! come back ......."
Zhou Dan threw himself to the edge of the ice cave, and in the haze of tears, he saw the blurred figure of Xiao Wu and a long string of blisters.
"Little Dance ......"
Zhou Dan tore off the cotton robe, and jumped down without hesitation, it was he who owed Xiao Wu, he couldn't let her die, if he couldn't save her, then die with her, he didn't want to live alone in pain.
At the moment when Zhou Dan jumped, a hand grabbed his wrist tightly and pulled him off the water.
Zhou Dan's eyes were red with tears, and when he turned his head and saw that it was the imperial doctor Huang Qian, he suddenly jumped like thunder.
"What are you doing, save her, no matter how late it is, it's too late, let it go......"
Huang Qian frowned tightly, grabbed it tighter, and shouted in a deep voice: "It's too late."
Zhou Dan kicked Huang Qian frantically, roaring hysterically in his mouth
"No, let go, can't, let her alone, can't! let go......"
"That's her choice, and it's her last dignity, Grandpa, let it go"
"I don't! damn it! let go, I don't"
Zhou Dan was angry like a beast, watching his hurt beloved leave, he couldn't do it, he was willing to follow her.
Zhou Dan tried his whole body to solve it, but he couldn't break free from Huang Qian's clamping hand, but he didn't expect him to have a high level of kung fu.
Huang Qian's brows frowned into a big pimple, one hand imprisoned Zhou Dan, preventing him from losing his mind to hit, his eyes were always staring at the water, he hoped in his heart that Xiao Wu could finally wake up and swim to the surface again.
Zhou Dan's face was flushed with anger, his muscles were bursting up, he completely lost his elegance and lost his mind, he couldn't get it, and he scolded loudly.
"Damn! bastard! let go, I command you, let go...... Bastard, I'm going to kill you, you can stop her, but don't do it, you fuck ...... Are you still a healer? Your heart is eaten by dogs, and you're a murderer......
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