Volume 1 Reminiscences of the Youth's Heart Chapter 96 Inexplicable Chill
The scorching sun of noon gradually lost its edge, and slowly walked towards the west with great reluctance, like a chivalrous man who had gone through the vicissitudes of life and gradually entered the twilight, lonely, lonely, full of unwillingness, but powerless.
It is a sign that this silent contest will eventually be lost to the darkness that also comes from the starry sky, and it also indicates that the day that belongs to it is about to pass, and in the near future, the darkness will finally swallow the entire land.
Returning to the bustling main street of Shengxuan City, strolling through this noisy commotion, Nie Donglai's heart was always heavy, and he felt an inexplicable chill, and he was no longer in the mood to appreciate the elegance on the surface of this city.
A seed of doubt was planted in his heart, he didn't know how much of the despondency hidden behind the prosperity of a poor area like Su Yang and the others lived, maybe in this river and lake of survival of the fittest, they were just a drop in the ocean, and no one would care about the life or death of these irrelevant people.
But Nie Donglai himself couldn't control his thoughts, the more he didn't want to think about it, the clearer the picture in his mind became, maybe he didn't want to violate his conscience, but what could he do?
This feeling of having more than enough heart but not enough strength is the first time he has experienced it himself.
That kind of helplessness made him feel for the first time how small and insignificant he was in this chaotic rivers and lakes.
Looking back at the passers-by who were unaware and reveling, he suddenly felt a little sad.
"Hehe, I don't know if life has deceived all of us, or if we have deceived ourselves. ”
Nie Donglai shook his head, a little self-deprecating and a little pitying.
Hearing this, Mu Guitian glanced at him in surprise and said, "What's the matter?
He is a simple person, to put it in layman's terms, he has no heart and no lungs, he is angry when he is angry, he cries when he should cry, and he laughs after crying, and he doesn't have so much mental baggage.
Maybe it can't be said that it is also related to his upbringing, Mu Guitian has never had any difficult life since he was a child, even since he was a child, his father has always been very strict with him, since he began to remember, basically he can see his father laugh very few times, at the beginning, there were occasional times, but the more he got later, the more serious his father became, as if something was bothering him every moment.
Maybe it was for his livelihood, for his huge mountain village, or maybe because of other things, he never asked, and his father never revealed it to him, so he didn't know anything.
But he knows one thing, that is, even if their villa is big, even if the cost of their villa is definitely good, but from childhood to adulthood, he can be said to be windy and rainy, although the food is not delicacies from the mountains and seas, but it is definitely not bad, although the clothes are not silk and satin, but they are still glamorous, as for the silver on hand or something, there has never been a shortage of anything.
Therefore, he has never experienced the life of poor people at all, and he can't imagine how difficult their lives are, so he will be angry when he meets him, and he will be relieved when he passes.
However, Nie Donglai is different, although he doesn't remember many things before, although he still hasn't figured out who his parents are and what their identities are, but in the past six years, he has never forgotten Master's teachings to him.
In the past six years, the master has taught him not only a skill, but also the principles of being a human being, the dangers of the rivers and lakes, the complexity of people's hearts, and even the hardships of the poor and the difficulties of their lives. He didn't know why Master was in the empty gate, but he knew so well about the affairs of the rivers and lakes, and he didn't know if he had experienced those ups and downs, joys and sorrows, and even he once thought that the master described this rivers and lakes too much, but when he came along the way and encountered so many things, he found that the master did not exaggerate, and what the master said was not happening one by one under his nose?
Therefore, in the face of all this, he could not be indifferent and watch coldly.
Because, Nie Donglai clearly remembered that the master once warned him: "How can things in the world be as good as people want, but I want to be worthy of my heart." ”
And he also thinks that he does not have the open-mindedness of Mu Guitian's "life must be happy, don't make the gold bottle empty to the moon".
Nie Donglai said lightly: "Feelings? ”
The more he experienced, the more he found that this river and lake was so out of place with what he expected in his heart.
Mu Guitian said: "Competition is everywhere, as long as there are people, there is a class level, not only in Shengxuan City, but in every place. ”
Nie Donglai was unwilling, and said, "Even Saint Xuan City is no exception? Isn't the [Holy Pen Xuan Sword] very powerful? Isn't he the belief in everyone's mind? Isn't there anything he can do to eliminate this class level?"
He was very emotional, and his voice was also not small, and he finished what he wanted to say in one breath.
But as soon as Nie Donglai's words fell, many people stopped on the street, everyone looked at him with a foolish look, and even many people made sarcastic remarks.
"Where is this fool coming from? What are you yelling about?"
"It seems to be commenting on [Holy Pen Xuanjian]?"
"Am I right? Commentator [Holy Pen Xuanjian]? What kind of green onion is he?"
"That's it, isn't the [Holy Pen Xuan Sword] very powerful?
"Silly fork, do you know where you are now? This is Shengxuan City, no more nonsense, be careful that [Nether Inspector History] will destroy you. ”
"Shouldn't there be a problem with your brain? [Holy Pen Xuan Sword] A person of that level is also something that you can judge as a hairy boy?"
"Ignorant boy!"
“......”
This frightened Mu Guitian, and hurriedly dragged Nie Donglai, stretched out his finger and pointed at his head, and said with a smile to the surrounding crowd: "I'm sorry, my friend is a little abnormal here, which makes everyone laugh." ”
He was frightened by Nie Donglai's throat just now, and cold sweat flowed down in his heart: "Big brother, you talk nonsense and score the occasion, this is Shengxuan City, you really want to kill me? What kind of grudge do I have with you?"
Hearing Mu Guitian's explanation, the pedestrians on the street shook their heads and sighed and turned to leave.
"It turns out that there is really a problem with the brain, but it's a pity!"
"Hey, why is there something wrong with the brain of a young man who looks very energetic?"
"I'll just say, if you don't have a problem with your brain, how can you talk nonsense in Shengxuan City?"
"It's a pity that he has a good skin, and I don't know if he is still saved?"