When Abe Xiaosan saw my grandson turn around and go back, he knew that things had been ordered, and immediately said to Kojiro and Sun Sheng: "Please forgive me for not being able to get up, I am tired and inconvenient to stay in my lower body for a long time, please let me cultivate alone, and if there is any neglect, I will look at Haihan." You go and rest first, and I'll tell you both when I have news. ”

He was very weak at the moment and needed to recuperate, and his words were not shirking, Kojiro and Sun Sheng also knew his physical condition, so they each bowed and pushed the door away.

As he was leaving, Kojiro glanced at Abe Kosan affectionately.

This glance immediately stunned Abe Xiaosan for a long time, and suddenly he went crazy and didn't care about anything, and stumbled towards the door.

Abe's grandson also saw that look, a look that was both familiar and unfamiliar, just like her, the only one in her eyes who didn't look at her at all.

He couldn't help but feel sad, and his heart grabbed Abe's shoulders and lifted him up and shouted: "Who is that person?! Who is that person?!"

He kept asking rhetorically, and the shoulder bones of Abe Xiaosan, who were pinched with both hands, "clicked".

Abe Xiaosan was like a duckweed swaying back and forth in the waves at the moment, until he couldn't stand it and began to cough violently, my grandson let go and said, "I'm sorry, I'm too anxious." ”

Abe Xiaosan shook him off weakly, and smiled: "It's okay, if it were me, it would be like this." ”

My grandson asked, "Is her soul in that young man?"

Abe's heart froze, and suddenly his eyes were dilated and he muttered: "Impossible, impossible, absolutely impossible." Why is his eyes so similar to Yukiko, how can it be?!"

The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and at last he roared like a wild beast, and it was not until my grandson reached out and touched his acupoint that he fell silent.

My grandson said in frustration: "It seems that we have thought too much and must have looked badly, how can her soul be in that young man." ”

Abe Xiaosan gasped for a while, and suddenly cried again.

My grandson stroked his back and said comfortingly: "Don't be too sad, it's a good thing that Youxizi has the opportunity to be reincarnated, she can be relieved, we should naturally be happy for her." ”

Abe Xiaosan cried: "I, Sun Jun, I feel ashamed." I am ashamed of her, of our affection, and of my children, and whenever I see his face I think of his mother, and then of the old man of the Tokugawa family. ”

"You are a little stricter and more indifferent to Shaochou, but since ancient times, strict fathers have been filial sons, I heard that if it weren't for Shaochou today, our Abe family would have been defeated. ”

Abe Xiaosan wiped his tears, and his hoarse voice was like a decayed guqin, "Is Shaochou here today?

My grandson also wiped his tears, picked him up, and laid him down peacefully.

"Don't you know? It seemed to be very dangerous. If it weren't for the ancient god Suzhan Mingzun to make a move, how could he compete with the artifact of the Dao Manjing family, I think you are really confused. ”

Abe Xiaosan nodded slowly, and sighed: "I'm confused, Shaowu was cultivated by me, how can I not know his ability." You go out first, I want to be alone for a while. ”

Abe's grandson slowly stood up, saluted him respectfully and said, "Take care, the burden of the Abe family will need to be carried by you, the governor, in the future." I'll quit first, and then call me if there's anything to do. ”

In fact, Abe Kozo had long known that there was Kiko's soul in Kojiro's body, but he didn't expect my grandson to notice it, but he didn't want my grandson to know that this matter ruined his big plan.

Yui staggered alone on a dark road, there was no light on the road, not a single one, and she couldn't see her fingers.

She shouted anxiously, screaming through her throat, but who could hear her in the dark world?

The icy darkness beat against her, the bitter cold wind blew her hair away, and she scrambled to escape the world, to break free from this shackle.

But no matter how she runs, the darkness is like her shadow that follows wherever she goes, and she can't get rid of it.

She ran for a long, long time, and I remember it being the longest run in her life.

Toys, jewelry, beautiful clothes, as long as she can name the item, it will be placed in front of her the next day.

At first she was very happy, but in addition to her joy, she couldn't help but wonder, is there any meaning in such a life? She didn't even know what happiness was, and she didn't know what sorrow was.

Maybe when everything you want is too simple, happiness and sorrow will cease to exist.

In order to find what she had lost, she took that step, the step that the whole family opposed, the step that put her life in danger - to be a vassal of Toyotomi Hideyoshi and take charge of the town of Xiandou.

Here she was scolded for the first time, for the first time she experienced the white of her eyes, for the first time she had friends, and even for the first time she throbbed in the bottom of her heart—the man, the man who kept running, the man who would come to see her no matter how tired she was.

But she was afraid that maybe after a long time in the bean offering town, she would wonder what kind of woman she really was.

Is she a woman from a good family or is it a ...... in the mouth of others? Whore.

The word was sharp and harsh, she wanted to say that she was a girl from a good family, but how could a girl from a good family be the 'mother' of Xiandou Town? She wanted to say that she wanted to have a love, but as a bitch, a 'mother', did she deserve love?

So, she refused, from the bottom of her heart, the man who regarded her as a treasure and who kept her in his heart.

She was afraid, not only afraid that she was not a perfect person in the eyes of this man, but also afraid that she would bring criticism to this man.

Yes, people are terrible, the name of 'Dongying Sannin' is so loud, even if he is just a ninja, but how can he be worthy of such a famous name.

This is also the first time she has tasted the pain of 'not begging'.

The Buddha said that there are three major sufferings in life: "resentment, love, parting, and unseeking", and for the first time she knew what it was like to suffer, and for the first time she understood what it was like to be "unwanted".

Fortunately, she let go of the obsession in her heart and took a brave step forward, she wanted to embrace her own happiness and her own heart. Therefore, she accepted him and recognized him from the bottom of her heart.

She has already tasted the pain of 'unbelieving', but what about 'love parting'?

The word 'friend' was both familiar and unfamiliar to her, and the servants, companions, and subordinates, all of whom played well with her, but none of them were deeply jealous of her.

If the people who can talk to each other are counted as friends, then she has a lot of friends in this half of her life, but who should she say to in her heart?

She searched for half her life and never found the person who could make her let down her guard and talk to her wholeheartedly, until she met her, him, and them, and in the recent past, four such friends have appeared.

The five of them support each other, rely on each other, and can even think about others regardless of their own lives or deaths.

She was so happy to die now, something she had never thought of before.

She wants to maintain this happiness, she wants to experience this happiness all the time, but ...... But I did another unforgivable mistake.

Because of her willfulness and her own rudeness, she not only tired Sun Sheng fell into the trap several times, but also tired others were seriously injured and died, and all of this was because of herself!

"I'm a wicked woman!" Yui said fiercely.

She continued to walk in the dark, staggering aimlessly......

Suddenly, a familiar voice floated in the sky, "You have done so many wrong things and hurt others so badly, do you dare to come to see me?"

This voice is very familiar to her, it is Sasaki Kojiro, and Kojiro's constant questions make Yui's mind explode.

She wants to escape, even if it is the end of the world, even if it is the end of the world, as long as she can get rid of this voice, no matter where she escapes.

But this voice was like the darkness of the world, and it was in her ears.

His voice grew louder and louder, and at the end of the day, the words 'Do you dare to see me?' were recited by thousands of people at the same time.

Yui collapsed, and a deep fear arose in her heart, and she fell to her knees wagging her tail like a dog begging for mercy. She folded her hands and prayed to the heavens, begging the gods and Buddhas to stop the voice.

Merely...... Suddenly, a gust of wind struck, blowing down her spine. She curled up and cried, "Sarutobi Sasuke, what should I do?!"

In her heart, Sasuke was her last line of defense.

After a while, the cold wind gradually subsided, and many bright bubbles suddenly appeared in front of me. The bubbles shimmered with colorful glare and were extraordinarily warm, like a stove in winter warming Yui's body.

This is her memory, her memory with Kojiro, her memory with everyone.

On that day, Qin Yao was insulted by Zuo Jin, and when he was powerless to fight back, it was Kojiro who stepped forward and repelled Zuo Jin.

On the same day, in the secret room of Xiandou Town, it was Kojiro who carefully studied the martial arts of the right near and tried to defeat him.

After that, the suburbs of Kyoto, the Forest of Blood Mist, and the Monkey God Town were tested...... The bits and pieces of the past with Kojiro emerge one by one.

The handsome, sunny and somewhat nervous brother slipped from his eyes to his heart. Yui asked herself, "Will I dare to see him? Will he forgive me? Will he not see me because of this?"

What is Kojiro to Yui, a close friend, a relative? Maybe it's neither, maybe it's both. He is like a piece of meat, which has grown in Yui's heart since they met, and his heart aches and tears his heart.

'Love parting', if you have a clear conscience, who will be willing to part, and who will be afraid to see your close friends. Yui has decided to see Kojiro, but her heart is resistant, unwilling and even afraid.

This darkness is her fear, this cold wind is her despair, this is her heart.

Perhaps the best way to overcome your fear is to face it and ask herself, "Do I really want to abandon this friend?"

No, her heart is negative, if she can't get rid of fear, she has to face it!

Yui stood up, she sold a firm step forward, she didn't know where the road was and where it would go, there were more people in the world who had no way to go, and there was a road.

She continued to walk firmly, flowers and plants suddenly bloomed where her feet landed, and sunlight suddenly appeared where her figure flashed. The sun was white and dazzling, and the shone Yui was hazy in front of her eyes.

But her heart is happy and hot, and if you ask when it is the happiest moment in her life, then she will definitely answer that it is this moment.

The fear in her heart faded with every step, the blood in her heart warmed up with every step, and in the end, she couldn't see even a trace of darkness, just because she faced her fear at this moment.

She has a belief, a persistent belief, a firm belief, she must see Kojiro and say sorry to him, this idea is extremely strong and turns the originally dark world into a warm spring.

Suddenly, another sentence sounded in the sky, soft and warm, and the tone of the words was full of care.

The voice said, "Yui, wake up! Yui, wake up!"

She smiled, knowingly. This voice is also Kojiro, who is still caring about himself and thinking about himself. She waved happily and shouted happily, "Okay, I'm awake!"

After saying that, she really woke up, and the smell of hay and the crisp winter air poured into her nostrils, and she was greeted by a handsome, sunny face full of concern.

Kojiro said with concern: "You finally woke up, I can't wake you up no matter how long you have fainted." ”

Yui was surprised, "I don't even know when I fainted. ”

She squirmed and said, "Yes...... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ......"

Kojiro was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and then said, "This ...... It's me who should say I'm sorry, but I'm too preoccupied to do this. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, both of them lowered their heads and stopped talking, and within a while, they both laughed at the same time.

This laughter was warm and hearty, and all the misunderstandings and cruxes were turned into laughter and conversation, Kojiro picked up Yui and asked, "Why are you fainting here?"

The Abe family.

It took a long time for Abe Kozo to regain his strength alone, and he came to the house where Yukiko committed suicide with his body. He stroked the dusty curtain, thinking that her blood had splashed on it. He stroked the dust from it, as if there was still warmth left on it.

He couldn't help but feel sad, and the tears were about to pour out uncontrollably, but this time the tears could not come out again, because a white face of the monster walked in.

Ibaraki quipped, "Hurt? I didn't expect the head of the dignified Abe family to be a crying lord." ”

Abe Xiaosan held back tears and replied: "A monster is a monster, and you naturally don't understand human emotions." If one day you have a human touch, you will understand. ”

The Ibaraki boy said in his heart: "I'm impersonal? Hehe, you really dare to say it." ”

He took out the golden wine glass and said, "I only know that their blood is very good, and their people are simple and beautiful." What is the human touch, is it delicious?"

A smile appeared on Abe's face, and this attitude of treating human life as a mustard could indeed reassure him a lot. If the Ibaraki boy has a human touch, this is what he is really afraid of.

The Ibaraki boy began to look at his golden wine cup again, and he asked, "I wonder how you will repay me this time?"

Most of Abe's family has been destroyed, and Abe's junior is tired at the moment and almost lost his skills, and even lost two years of yang life. Ibaraki Boy's words are tantamount to falling into a well, but Abe Xiaosan clearly knows his thoughts, and his heart is happy.

Greedy and cold-blooded, only such a monster will reassure him, and only such a monster will be easy to control.

However, Abe Xiaosan will not say the conditions so easily, for fear that the Ibaraki boy lion will open his mouth and damage his own interests.

He bowed to the end and said to the Ibaraki boy: "The demon power of the leader is world-shattering, and he can protect the secret room under the power of the artifact 'Night Light', this kind of demonic power Abe Xiaosan really admires. ”

The Ibaraki boy glared at each other, and said slightly angrily: "Don't say beautiful words, I'm afraid that I will be embarrassed to ask you for more beautiful words, and I will lose it at that time." Not to mention that this 'light of the night' is infinitely powerful, even your son's Shiki-god 'Suzhan Mingzun' is also very powerful. ”

Abe Xiaosan said: "I didn't expect the dog to have such skills, I really don't know how he practiced such a 'yin and yang' kung fu." As you can see, Lord, my Abe family is now suffering a heavy blow, and I really don't know what conditions you have to propose. In this way, you can say one thing first, as long as I can give it to Abe Xiaosan, I will definitely give it to you!"

What he said was both sincere and cunning, first leaking his bottom line and then expressing the greatest sincerity above the bottom line, this kind of means is to let the Ibaraki boy ponder, don't go too far.

It's just that Ibaraki Boy can't know about such things, he narrowed his red eyes and thought for a long time, and then said, "I am indeed a little difficult to resist the power of 'Night Light' and 'Suzhan Mingzun' in secret. Besides, the sword of the 'Ghost of Azuchi Momoyama' is also very powerful. Am I damaged...... It's not small. ”

Abe Xiaosan said: "Yes, yes, if it weren't for the leader's miraculous skills, someone else would have died a long time ago, and he wouldn't have bargained with me at this moment." ”

"Oh, since I've saved your life, shouldn't I make a request, shouldn't you say it?"

Abe Xiaosan smiled, he actually looked like a rag in the market, he licked his face and said: "Who is with whom between our two brothers, your life is saved by you, you can mention anything, just mention it!"

No matter how many times Ibaraki has seen it, he can't help but be surprised. Fang Cai's childish appearance was gone, and he actually turned into this generous appearance, which really made the Ibaraki boy scratch his head.

But he was not an easy master to deal with, so he groaned and said, "I want the method of cracking the Shishen 'Suzhan Mingzun'. ”