Chapter 167: Whose fault is Aunt Pan's suicide?

Aunt Pan looked at Pan Yu, who was stunned at the head of the bed at this time, and couldn't bear it. Even if he died, why did he die in front of his son Pan Yu? He just needed to let him know that his mother had left, was he dead, was he still in the world? Is it still meaningful to him?

Aunt Pan came to Pan Yu and cleaned up all the dirty things on his body for him. I changed my son's clothes for the last time, including underwear, including his body, and wiped them carefully and carefully. Aunt Pan looked at her son Pan Yu on the bed, and tears were falling like rain at this time.

Pan Yu looked at her mother who behaved like this and shouted, "Mom, don't you leave me, okay? It's my son's fault, I shouldn't have brought up those past events, I shouldn't have scolded you...... Do you know the pain that has been in my heart all these years? I can't get rid of it!"

Aunt Pan looked at Pan Yu and said in her heart: "Child, farewell! Child, my mother will never be your humiliation again! When I pass away, will you miss me again? For so many years, I just want you to live a personal life, now that I have the opportunity, what else can I not do for you?"

Aunt Pan looked at her son's face, she wanted to engrave her son's appearance Pan Yu deeply in her heart! If she leaves here, she will never see her child again. But instead of letting his son uncover the scars in his heart every time he sees himself, it is better to really disappear!

Pan Yu cried bitterly in front of Aunt Pan, and all these scenes reappeared in front of him again. Every time Pan Yu beats outsiders, drives away the neighbors who came to help his mother and son, tosses the chickens and dogs, and scolds himself for being a mother, a bitch, and a slut when there are only two of them, he will beg himself for forgiveness again......

Why did he show such pain after hurting his mother? How much sincerity did he have when he asked for my forgiveness? What did he think in his heart? And how should he do all this?

Aunt Pan pushed open the door, although she seemed to be able to hear her son Pan Yu calling for herself, but at this time, she ignored these and resolutely left the room!

Mrs. Pan galloped away along the road out of the mansion alone. She walked in such a hurry, and she had no nostalgia for this place.

Mrs. Pan picked up the pen in her hand, hesitated, and wrote a letter in the room, this is the last thing she can do for her son, and the future road will depend on him.

Aunt Pan folded the letterhead, put it on the table and pressed it with an inkstone, and looked at her son Pan Yu's face again. After staring deeply at the incense stick, she finally made up her mind.

Aunt Pan changed into her best clothes and deliberately cleaned up her appearance. Nearly forty years old, no matter how you clean up, you don't have the original color anymore, and now, who else can you show your beauty?

Including his son Pan Yu, he has already deeply disgusted himself. The better Lu Zhi, Dazhi and Xiaozhi treated themselves, the more they could feel that their son Pan Yu was indifferent to them......

My son Pan Yu is all right now, and I believe that Mr. Lin will definitely take good care of his children when he sees his letter. Isn't it for him that I live? Since I have brought humiliation and pain to my son every time, let myself go.

Aunt Pan first returned to her small courtyard and saw everything here again. If my neighbor Lu Mingyu is here now, only he can understand my pain! Who else can I pour out my bitterness to?

Chen Yong and Lu Zhi came back a little earlier than usual today, and when they arrived at the schoolyard, they heard about Pan Yu's injury. Chen Yong was not at ease, so he turned around to visit Pan Yu, Yue Lingshan naturally wanted to go with him, and Lu Zhi asked to go with him.

When the three of them came to the door of Aunt Pan's room, they heard Pan Yu's scolding voice inside: "Get out!" You bad guys, hooligans, scoundrels, bastards! You bitch, you slut who has been fucked by thousands of people......

It's time to end all this, Aunt Pan only stayed in the courtyard for a short while, changed her clothes, cleaned up her face briefly, and walked towards the back mountain.

This is the burial place she chose for herself, and Aunt Pan came to the cliff on the side of the mountain road again, and she was about to jump......

Chen Yong opened his right hand, he was holding a "silver feather arrow" in his hand, if it really came to a moment of crisis, he could use this small arrow to knock down the kitchen knife in Mrs. Pan's hand and save her life. The "Silver Feather Arrow" is the Lin family's unique secret weapon, but over the years, the Lin family has rarely used it.

Then Aunt Pan, who was watching it, hesitated for a long time, and finally put down the kitchen knife and began to clean up Pan Yu. Chen Yong, Yue Lingshan and Lu Zhi looked at this situation, and obviously felt that something was wrong, but no one could say it.

Then I heard a "bang", and it was obvious that something was knocked over and fell to the ground. Chen Yong was about to push the door in, but was stopped by Lu Zhi reaching out, Lu Zhi motioned Chen Yong to take a look again, looking at Lu Zhi's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, of course Chen Yong and Yue Lingshan chose to believe him.

Then Chen Yong, Yue Lingshan and Lu Zhi secretly observed everything that happened in the house outside the window, and when they saw that Aunt Pan was about to pull out a knife and kill herself, Lu Zhi was about to rush in to save people, but Chen Yong reached out to stop him.

Lu Zhi learned everything about Aunt Pan from his grandfather Lu Mingyu. It turned out that not only was he hurt at that time, but the humiliation suffered by Aunt Pan and Pan Yu was a hundred times more than himself!

It turned out that Pan Yu, who was young, was able to survive because Aunt Pan was willing to help the rogues. Not only does she have to wash and cook for the wanderers, but she also feeds the cows, sheep and horses. And in addition to that, there are various other needs to be met by the rogues......

Then I heard Aunt Pan's crying, which was so grief-stricken and pitiful. At this time, I heard Pan Yu begging his mother not to leave him, and Pan Yu mentioned a few words about the past, but just this few words are just as shocking.

Chen Yong looked at Lu Zhi with an inquiring look in his eyes, and Yue Lingshan's eyes widened even more, obviously looking like he wanted to ask for the result. Lu Zhi also felt that something was wrong with Aunt Pan at this time, so he told Chen Yong and Yue Lingshan all the things he knew in the past few years.

Lu Zhi's few words had already brought a great impact to Chen Yong and Yue Lingshan's hearts, and both of them had a new understanding of Aunt Pan and Pan Yu. Hasn't the suffering suffered by Aunt Pan over the years not passed? Will Pan Yu's hidden heart make him continue to do evil?

At this time, Mrs. Pan had already written the letter, pressed the inkstone of the book, and walked slowly to the door of the room, about to leave here. As soon as Chen Yong pulled Yue Lingshan and Lu Zhi, the three of them hid their figures, and saw Aunt Pan open the door. Her dejected appearance, even if the three of them don't hide their figures, it is estimated that she will not be able to find out.

The reason why Lu Mingyu told Lu Zhi this was to let his grandson know what the evil of the wicked can be! For ordinary people, this kind of person should go to hell! Because in their hearts, there is no longer the slightest good thought, and they take pleasure in killing people and setting fires, robbing and plundering, and venting their animal desires.

Kindness to them is the greatest evil in the world. Therefore, the things that Ye Fengchen and Feng Fengqiu have done in the past have cut down the roots of these wicked people, leaving no one behind. It is to act chivalrous and righteous, to eliminate harm for the people, and to uphold justice!

Chen Yong and Yue Lingshan hurried behind them, just stopping Aunt Pan from jumping off the cliff! Yue Lingshan hugged Aunt Pan, and Chen Yong quickly stopped in front of him.

Chen Yong said: "Aunt Pan, no matter what happens, let's figure out a way together? You have committed suicide like this, have you thought about whether your son Pan Yu will regret it in the depths of his heart? If he wants to regret your death for the rest of his life? If you do this, not only are you not helping him, but you are harming him!"

Chen Yong was not worried that Aunt Pan would leave alone, because he was afraid that she would really find another place to continue her suicide. So he asked Lu Zhi to take care of Pan Yu, and he followed Mrs. Pan's figure closely and escorted her all the way. And Yue Lingshan naturally went with her, she was unwilling to leave Xiao Linzi's side for a moment.

When the night rose, the bright moon had slowly risen. Through the color of the moonlight, Chen Yong and Yue Lingshan saw the current position of Aunt Pan, and knew that she was now determined to die.

Aunt Pan knew that this was because of the years of living in the Liukou, which left an indelible wound on Pan Yu's heart. And everything he is doing now is for his son Pan Yu to have a better life, grow up healthily, and hope that time can smooth out the trauma.

Old man Lu Mingyu was the first man to enter Pan Yu's inner world, and it was also because of Lu Mingyu that Aunt Pan saw the kindness in Pan Yu's heart. made himself believe that as long as he treated his son well, Pan Yu would definitely be able to return to normal.

Mrs. Pan looked at Chen Yong in front of her, in pain, and at this point, Mrs. Pan was finally willing to tell Chen Yong what she was thinking about and tell this "Mr. Lin".

Aunt Pan has never dared to stimulate her son Pan Yu's heart, everything she does is for the child, she is willing to take care of Pan Yu alone to grow up in the castle. Even so, Pan Yu would go crazy from time to time, beating and scolding her! When she was done, she would cry and shout for her mother.

I didn't expect that "Mr. Lin" whom Lu Zhi knew would be willing to accept Pan Yu, Dazhi and Xiaozhi at the same time, which is equivalent to taking care of the children he was worried about at once. At this time, Aunt Pan really felt that the courage on her body could be put down.

And Pan Yu's strange emotions about himself have been known from the beginning. It's just that the one who is a mother will see the same as a child? Whether he is good to himself or not, he will take care of him with all his heart and soul.

Watching Pan Yu grow up slowly and healthily, and the number of times she vented such bad words to herself became less and less, Aunt Pan's heart was extremely happy, she was looking forward to the day when Pan Yu could return to normal.

I didn't expect Old Man Lu Mingyu to die like this...... Pan Yu couldn't wait to return to the way she used to be in the past two days, so scared that Aunt Pan didn't know what the meaning of living was. It was also at that time that she thought of death, but before she died, she must make arrangements for Pan Yu's life.

Unexpectedly, today, when he started feeding Pan Yu medicine again, he also remembered those unbearable pasts. And Pan Yu began to make more trouble with himself again, does he really think that without my mother, he Pan Yu will be able to have a better time?

Now that my son has a better living environment, and Lu Zhi, Dazhi and Xiaozhi are also in love with each other, what face do I have to live in the world? When Aunt Pan had the idea of suicide again, she seemed to see Pan Yu living like a human being because of this.

It turned out that all of this was caused by his mother, who was already unclean, which made Pan Yu feel ashamed to be thrown home. Therefore, Aunt Pan decided to leave her son far away and choose to leave the world. left all the good life to his son......

Chen Yong said: "Aunt Pan, since you already have the idea of committing suicide, why don't you be like this, like this...... What do you think?"

Knowing what ideas Chen Yong gave to Aunt Pan, and how Pan Yu's heart knot was opened, please listen to the next breakdown.