431. Patience, lest it hurt you

Jin Jubao was a little distracted, and muttered and repeated, "Yes, childhood sweetheart...... Childhood sweethearts......"

"What's wrong with you today? Come on, get up, I'm a little hungry. It's strange why you've been hungry so fast lately?"

Jin Jubao hesitated for a moment, and then said slowly, "Don't you know yet?"

"Know what?"

"You...... You've ...... I got pregnant. ”

"What did you say!"

"I said, you're going to be a mother. ”

......

That night, Manjoo sat alone in front of the mirror, staring at her beautiful face in the mirror, and there was a strange feeling in her heart, she didn't understand why she felt this way. Gently touching her hand on her flat lower abdomen, is there really a little life in it? Since she knew she was pregnant, she didn't know how she had spent the whole day, it felt like a dream......

After Jin Jubao entered the house, he saw Manzhu sitting in front of the mirror in a daze, slightly suffocated, walked forward, stared at the dazed face in the Manzhu mirror, and lost his mind for a while, "What are you thinking?" Jin Jubao put his hands on Manzhu's shoulders.

"......" Manzhu was slightly startled, came back to his senses, looked back and saw that it was Jin Jubao, and smiled lightly, "It's nothing." You're back. ”

Jin Jubao helped Manzhu to the bed, "What were you thinking just now?"

"No...... Nothing. I don't know why, in the face of Jubao's intimacy, she feels so strange, what's wrong with her today? Maybe it's because she knows that she is pregnant, and her mood is different, Manzhu comforted herself.

Jin Jubao carefully helped Manzhu to sit down, looked down at Manzhu with low eyes, and asked worriedly, "Is there anything wrong with you?"

"No, I don't. Don't worry, I'm really fine, it's just ...... Hey, probably...... may know that I am going to be a mother, and I have some ...... in my heart I'm just a little nervous. Manzhu glanced up at Jin Jubao, his eyes moved slightly, his cheeks were dyed with a touch of red, he lowered his head a little embarrassedly, twisted his fingers unnaturally, and said in a low voice, "Jubao, you ...... Do you like boys or girls?"

Jin Jubao suffocated slightly, and felt a faint pain in his heart, how good it would be if it was really the child she gave birth to for him, how good it would be if all this was true. Manzhu, who lowered his head and looked ashamed, didn't see the pain flashing in Jin Jubao's eyes and the clenched fists......

After a long time, Jin Jubao finally slowly let go of his clenched fist, reached out to hold Manzhu's soft hand, and said gently, "As long as it is born by you, I like it." ”

Manzhu's eyes lit up, he looked up at Jin Jubao, and said with some excitement, "Really?" As soon as he finished speaking, his cheeks suddenly turned red with shame, and he turned his back to Jin Jubao embarrassedly, and said in a low voice, "But...... But I like my daughter more. ”

Jin Jubao's eyes stared, looking at Manzhu's back in disbelief, she had been hypnotized to have her own preferences, according to the memories he had constructed for her, she should say that she preferred her son. Unexpectedly, she who has been sealed in her memory can still have such a strong will. Do you want to hypnotize her again? Although Jin Jubao has such thoughts, on the other hand, he is a little happy in his heart, she still has her own preferences, it is really good! I can see the real shadow in her, although it is only a little bit, but this is enough to comfort his scarred heart, at least ...... At least, there is still a part of her in the real world that belongs to him.

"Then let's have a daughter. "Jin Jubao is a bit overbearing.

Manzhu couldn't help but laugh, "You and I are what I am, I can give birth to whatever I want." Is there such a good thing in the world?"

Jin Jubao couldn't help but smile, looked at the moonlight outside the window, got up and said, "That'...... You rest earlier. ”

"Huh!" Manju looked at Jin Jubao who was about to leave in some surprise, "You...... Where are you going?"

"I ...... I went to the study to rest. No one saw it, under the wide long sleeves, Jin Jubao clenched his fists, God knows, how much he wanted to stay, but...... But he couldn't.

"You...... Why?" Manzhu's eyes were filled with disbelief and doubt, "Let's ...... Aren't we husband and wife? Why should we be separated......?"

A touch of heat flashed in his eyes, Jin Jubao turned his head away, and forced himself not to look at Manzhu, "I...... I'm afraid...... I'm afraid of hurting you and your child. He was telling the truth.

Manzhu's cheeks suddenly flushed, and she immediately understood what Jin Jubao meant, and she looked away from Jin Jubao's face embarrassedly, and said softly, "That...... That...... Don't you forget...... Take more blankets, it's cold at night. ”

"Hmm. Then you...... Rest early, good night, too. ”

"Late ...... Good night. ”

Waiting for a "creak" sound at the door, Manzhu raised his head, he had already gone out, she knew that the golden treasure was still outside the door at this moment, and after a while, the figure outside the door slowly left, she seemed to faintly hear a long sigh, a stone in her heart finally landed, she didn't understand, seeing him leave, why she had a feeling of relief.

Before I knew it, three days had passed, and I didn't know why, when we came together today, Manju felt flustered, and she couldn't sit, stand, or walk...... She didn't know why she was so upset, she always felt like something bad was going to happen, but here, she only knew Jin Jubao, and at the moment Jubao was drinking tea leisurely with Liang Yuanwai in the pavilion, as if he was still enjoying it. She didn't want others to see her like this, so she avoided everyone and hid in the Buddha hall, in the Buddhist hall filled with cigarette smoke, a white jade Guanyin looked down on all beings with a sad face, looking at the solemn Guanyin Niangniang, Manzhu's heart gradually calmed down, lit the three pillars of incense, Manzhu knelt in front of the Guanyin statue devoutly, she seemed to want to say, "Ask Guanyin Niangniang to bless him safe", but she couldn't remember who to bless in the end. As a last resort, Manju could only begin to recite the Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra silently, over and over again, although she did not know who she was reciting it for, but she knew that if she did not do so, her heart would not be at peace, and she would regret it in the future. It seems that she is going to spend the whole day in this Buddha hall.

Let's say that at this moment, in the Fu Cheng Palace, in the Han Yan Palace, the prince of Fu Cheng walked back and forth, with an anxious face, and from time to time he had to look out of the door, on the octagonal table behind him, there was an incomparably precious Tianshan Snow Lotus, which was a blood lotus that only bloomed once in a hundred years, and today was the last day of the three days, but except for this, there was no news of the other four.