I knew that if I was executed, some of them would be held accountable if they were not properly supervised, so they were nervous.

My whole body was sore, and I felt that my soul was gone, and I was powerless to be carried into it by them.

This hall is very grand, the hall is very, very empty, but the crowd that is pouring in by these people also seems to be slowly lively, looking up, there are four floors in the big store, and there are very many seats, but the crowd of people in Wuyang Wuyang poured in, and the hall of the ceremony instantly seemed not so deserted.

In the middle of the hall is a circular stage, and the red patterned carpet spreads all over the first floor, which is particularly festive.

The main hall is covered with sparkling flowers, and the flickering light echoes the lanterns hanging from the top of the main hall.

The huge circular stage is surrounded by a circle of seats, and the seats are left with wide passages on all sides.

The hall of ceremonies, which is like day at night, is really lively at the moment.

The seats for me and the four celebrants on my left and right were arranged at the right rear of the main hall.

Behind me were a dense crowd of seats, my seat next to a huge pillar, exactly five seats, and the middle seat was mine.

All the seats are arranged like this, five seats in a small circle, five seats in a circle, the players sit in the middle, the four ceremonial officials in charge of the players, sitting in the front and back, left and right, the guard is very strict, as if I know that I have the idea of escaping, such strict guard, I really don't know how to escape from this Yiling Shrine, I really feel so desperate, so helpless.

The two ceremonial officials carried me to the seat that had been assigned to me in advance.

At this time, my eyes were blank, my thoughts were confused, as if I had no soul, and my whole body was weak.

The kind ceremonial lord handed me the melon and fruit snacks that had been prepared next to the seat and asked me to eat a little, but I didn't react and looked ahead with empty eyes.

Through the backs of the layers of people, I clearly saw that Nan Jin Zichen was sitting in the second row on the other side of the stage, smiling and chatting with the beautiful woman.

With tears in my eyes, I watched him smile tenderly at the beautiful woman, and he bowed his head and whispered to the woman. The beautiful woman who teased her was shy, and the beautiful woman hid her face and smiled.

The beautiful woman who was sometimes amused was angry, and he hugged the woman and smiled comfortingly, and the woman's eyes were full of tenderness.

The inhuman learning during that time in Shenghualou allowed me to learn all kinds of things in the world.

In the past, I didn't have any reaction to Zichen seeing a woman and touching a woman, and I didn't have any feelings, because I didn't understand, I didn't understand anything, and I didn't know how I felt.

Although I understand a lot, I don't understand myself anymore.

I don't know what's wrong with me? Aren't I happy to see Zichen who thinks about him day and night? Why do I feel so sad and sad when I see him having an appointment with a beautiful woman? What's going on? I really don't understand! I thought that Zichen who I thought about day and night would be the same as me. They will miss me like crazy, and they will want to see me as much as I do. But I was wrong, now Zichen is no longer the same person he once was, it turns out that some people, some things, will be forgotten with the change of stars, long left behind, and forget the tenderness of each other.

What is my self at this time, I think it can only be regarded as a joke.

The presiding officer on the stage was giving a passionate speech with his opening remarks, and the petals scattered in the sky above the hall filled the entire hall.

However, the excitement was in stark contrast to my heartache at this time.

I seemed indifferent to everything around me, I only had Zichen over there in my heart at this time, and my joke was really funny looking at their loving appearance.

I used to think it was self-righteous, Zichen has long forgotten me, only I am stupid to think that Zichen will miss each other as much as I do, miss each other, it turns out, everything is just me being amorous after all, what is I now a woman in Shenghualou to him? The answer is nothing, I don't even count a green onion.

I slowly closed my eyes, I didn't want to look ahead, I didn't want to see him flirting with that beautiful woman anymore, all this seemed so dazzling in my eyes, so dazzling.

I closed my eyes tightly, let the tears flow, and my heart was sad, I don't know how to express this feeling.

I don't know who to tell to, I can only bury it deep in my heart, I don't want to see him again, let alone see his affectionate date with that beautiful woman.

I don't want to watch it anymore, I can't think about it anymore.

I don't know how long it took, but there was already someone on stage who started performing, but I didn't have any interest, no attention, no thought, and no energy, as if all of this had nothing to do with me.

The celebrant on my left has been watching me for a long time, she doesn't know why I'm sad, why I'm crying all the time, she has been observing for a long time, but she's just silent.

Finally, she still couldn't help it, couldn't control herself, looked at my abnormal behavior, and said gently: "Miss Lanxin, Miss Lanxin, didn't you remember the sad things? I miss your loved ones a lot, the people closest to you, they may still be waiting for you to go back!"

I opened my eyes at once, turned to look at her, and saw the lord of ceremonies looking at me kindly, like a mother, smiling indifferently at me, and I suddenly realized, looked at her, and was silent.

I couldn't help but think to myself: " Yes, I may still have relatives waiting for me, waiting for me to go back, what this master of etiquette said is very reasonable, the people of the past, the past has passed, Zichen he already has a beautiful woman by his side, I, I should indeed look forward, I can't bother for him anymore, now I should work hard to recover my memory, find the past, live well, can't be stuck in the past and can't extricate myself, I will try to come out, I will try to come out, I must come out, Zichen, I should indeed forget you, forget you forever, I hope you are doing well, let us go over and drift away with the wind。 ”

Thinking of this, I slowly opened my eyes again and looked at the opposite side of the stage, looking in the direction of Zichen.

Seeing that he was laughing with the beauty, I sincerely wish him, Zichen, thank you for taking care of me, forgiving me, and teaching me, so that I have nothing in the red dust to understand what happiness is, Xiaoai does not regret knowing you, does not regret meeting you, now I only hope that you have a good life.

Zichen used to be with me as if he had never been so free, laughing heartily, looking at their happy smiles, laughing............