By the time Qiu Gongshou and the others returned to the house, Liu Zhi had already closed his eyes, obviously not wanting to deal with Qiu Gongshou anymore, let alone agreeing to his request to become his apprentice.

Seeing him like a dead pig who was not afraid of boiling water, Qiu Gongshou was so angry that he couldn't wait to scold him, and then slammed the door viciously, never caring about his life or death.

But he really couldn't bear to watch Liu Zhi continue to degenerate, and the once high-spirited generation of new stars was now so downtrodden that he had become a mountain bandit, lying on the side of the road like a dead dog dying, but no one paid attention to it at all.

You must know that this mountain bandit once tried his best to get back to the current Shenghua Sect, but it was precisely because of this that he lost himself and could never get back the Top Gun of the year.

Qiu Gongshou remembered that he went down the mountain without hesitation that year, and wanted to experience the life of ordinary people, but everyone knew at that time that he actually chose to exile himself, chose to give up his dreams, and reconciled himself to fate.

His admitting defeat has also become a guilt that Lin Gongcheng will never be able to face, since he returned to the mountain one day, he locked himself in the Qianren Cliff, talking about retreat and cultivation, but in fact, he secretly washed his face with tears all day long.

Qiu Gongshou will never forget the last time he saw him, the man with his hair and skinny hair turned out to be his senior brother, the strong sect master who could withstand all difficulties, the person who was always full of confidence in his eyes, always had a smile on his lips, and was always gentle and humble, and he was the one who never gave up on himself in his darkest time.

Qiu Gongshou could never believe that Lin Gongcheng would die in the cave one day, and his death was so pitiful, but he was the person who was closest to the Holy Realm when the master boasted about Haikou, how could he die like that.

On that day, Qiu Gongshou picked up Lin Gongcheng's corpse, and the moment he walked out of the cave, Qiu Gongshou cried like a child, because he couldn't believe that this would be the weight of his senior brother.

So he didn't want to give up Liu Zhi, just like his senior brother never gave up on being trapped in love, he wanted Liu Zhi to cheer up, regain the shadow of the year, and see the light again.

"Don't wander alone, come back, we're all waiting for you. ”

Qiu Gongshou's bland words hit Liu Zhi's heart at once, and he knew best how he had been doing in the years he had been down the mountain.

Whenever in the dead of night, he always thinks of the past, the pride, the persistence, but they have all disappeared in the hopeless life, and he has no way to face it, because it is also his courage that has disappeared.

When he received the bad news from Lin Gongcheng, his life really came to an end, he could only cry alone at night, he had a lot of things to say, but they were all held in the bottom of his heart, and no one confided in him.

He didn't dare to take a look at Lin Gongcheng's tomb, because he was sorry for Lin Gongcheng's expectations, and he no longer had the right to proudly say that he would be that person's apprentice, because he had harmed him.

That man always tried his best to make him see the light and cheer him up, but he only ran away. But even though he fled down the mountain, the man did not give up on him, but came again and again to persuade him to go back.

He remembered the last conversation between them, it was the last time Lin Gongcheng came to persuade him to go back, the original Sect Master who dared to argue with the Heavenly Emperor became a gray-haired old man, with only tears in his eyes.

But at the beginning, he was like a wild dog, he only knew how to roar, and threw all the responsibility to that person, shouting that he killed himself, and he let himself have no future.

So the moment he heard that Lin Gongcheng was dead, he knew that it was he who killed the person who cherished him the most.

It is precisely because of this that he regrets where he is, he regrets that he has been carried away by anger, he regrets that he has lost his mind, he regrets that he has hurt the person who loves him the most.

So he didn't want to hurt anyone anymore, and he made up his mind never to go back, because he only deserved to spend the rest of his life in chaos, this was his punishment, and this was his due retribution.

"Come back? Why should I come back? Why do I have to go back to this cage?"

"Cage, is Shenghua Sect a cage for you?"

Qiu Gongshou didn't expect Liu Zhi to be so stubborn and disobedient, and the words he said were so hurtful.

"Isn't it? Trapped in the Shenghua Sect all day long, cultivating endlessly, isn't this a cage?

Here, everyone and everything is constantly reminding me of what happened 14 years ago, why am I still looking for guilt here?"

"So you have to run away from here, do you have to give up the dream you worked so hard for, let yourself fall like this, and continue to be a mountain bandit who will only make people annoyed?"

"What's wrong with being a bandit? I should eat meat and eat meat, drink and drink, be free and unrestrained, much better than you who think you are superior.

Fallen? Why don't you live as you think? I live my life as I like, I can live it as I want, why do you meddle in my life? How old are you?"

Qiu Gongshou tried his best to suppress the anger in his heart, and wanted to persuade Liu Zhi again. But Zhang Haomin on the side couldn't stand it anymore, and he was about to go out by the arm of Qiu Gongshou.

"His three views are already wrong, and it is useless for you to tell him this, he can't listen to it. ”

Qiu Gongshou didn't understand what the three views were, but he didn't want to leave directly, he wanted to try again. So he threw off Zhang Haomin's hand and turned back to Liu Zhi and said.

"Are you worthy of Senior Brother Gong Cheng like this?"

"He's dead!"

"Senior brother is dead, so what? So you can do whatever you want? So he deserves to die in that cave?

Do you really not even know the most basic good from evil now? Do you know how many people expect you to come back, but are you really just going to disappoint us?"

Liu Zhi's eyes were already red, but he still tilted his head stubbornly and no longer paid attention to Qiu Gongshou. He didn't want to continue this pointless argument anymore, he felt that it was a waste of time, because he shouldn't have come back.

Qiu Gongshou always kept persuading him to return to Shenghua Sect and return to his previous life, but he never asked himself if all this was what he wanted, whether he was willing to come back, and whether he dared to come back.

Liu Zhi doesn't want to live so hard anymore, because it's really tiring and tiring, he just wants to enjoy every day happily now, simply live without pressure, and don't even need to care about tomorrow.

So he doesn't want to stay in this place that will only make him unhappy, he doesn't want to be tied down anymore, he wants to live unscrupulously and completely according to his heart, enjoy the excitement, enjoy the freshness.

Looking at him like this, Qiu Gongshou felt an indescribable sense of frustration, although he didn't want to admit defeat in his heart, he didn't want to give up Liu Zhi, but he felt that he couldn't do anything at all, he asked himself more than once in his heart, if Senior Brother Gongcheng was still alive, what would he do?

"If I had known that you were like this, I shouldn't have saved you in the first place, I should have watched you die there. ”

"Who told you to save me? Why didn't you let me die there? Do you think I want to live?"

Qiu Gongshou wanted to argue with him again, but Zhang Haomin took the lead and stepped forward to punch Liu Zhi hard.

Because Liu Zhi himself was injured, this time it affected the wound, and he gasped in pain and scolded angrily.

"You dare to hit me on a horse?"

Zhang Haomin didn't talk nonsense with him at all, but directly punched him again, this punch, Liu Zhi's eyes were full of stars, and his head was covered.

This scene frightened Qiu Gongshou, and he hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Zhang Haomin, for fear that Zhang Haomin would hurt Liu Zhi again, so he blocked him.

"You're crazy? He's hurt. ”

Zhang Haomin, who was stopped by Qiu Gongshou, was very angry, and wanted to punch Liu Zhi twice, and said angrily to Qiu Gongshou.

"What if this garbage dies? It's a scourge that he's alive. ”

Liu Zhi suddenly laughed happily, coughing up blood and shouting.

"Hahaha, cough, then you can kill me quickly. ”

"I've already killed you once, but since you can get away with it and lie here and breathe, it means that you can't die now, so I won't kill you again, because being alive is your greatest pain."

Because only when you live can you remember what you have lost, only if you live you know how rubbish you are, only if you live can you understand what real pain is.

A waste that fell into the trough, not only didn't think about how to climb out, but was also willing to be trapped for a lifetime, willing to fall into a salted fish.

Then I tell you, if you are willing to do this, then you can do so, no one will care whether you live or die from now on, you will die like a dead dog in the wilderness, and no one will collect your body.

Those who give everything for you, they are blind, and they are blind to think that you can stand up. And you're a piece of mud that can't hold up the wall, phew, stay in your stinky gutter. ”

After Zhang Haomin finished scolding, he pulled Qiu Gongshou out, Qiu Gongshou glanced back at Liu Zhi who was lying on the bed, and finally sighed helplessly and didn't say anything more.

Out of the house, Qiu Gongshou asked Zhang Haomin.

"He wouldn't be left uneasy. ”

Zhang Haomin was already angry, and said angrily: "It's best if he dies." ”

But looking at Qiu Gongshou's worried expression, Zhang Haomin still couldn't bear it, so he comforted.

"If he really wanted to die, he would have died fourteen years ago, and he wouldn't have survived until now. He was not afraid of death, but he also did not dare to commit suicide. ”

Sure enough, as Zhang Haomin expected, after a while, Liu Zhi's crying voice came out of the room, crying heartbreakingly, Zhang Haomin stopped Qiu Gongshou, who wanted to return to the house, and said.

"Let him cry for a while, if you hold it in your heart for too long, maybe you will cry, and then you will figure it out. ”