His subconscious action made Xi Jinghua's heart tremble suddenly, and she was shy.

A faint flush soon appeared on her delicate cheeks, and she even felt her heart beating faster than ever before, completely uncontrollable.

Mu Yuan suddenly sighed: "You are simply too stupid!"

After a period of mind play, he finally regained a trace of clarity, although his heart was still up and down, but at least he could distinguish right from wrong and knew what to do.

Although he knew very well that the result of doing so would inevitably hurt the infatuated and beautiful woman behind him again.

However, he had to do this, not only because of himself, but also because of her, he didn't want her life to be criticized, let alone ruin her because of himself.

The strong heartbeat coming from behind him was so obvious, but it perfectly matched his own heartbeat, both in frequency and pace, completely indistinguishable from each other.

"Bang... Bang... Bang..."

Obviously, two hearts were nervous and rhythmic, but only one voice could be heard.

There is also the pair of Fengluan, who were obviously squeezed by his own back to a complete deformation, like two baked cakes of the same size, clinging to his back, warm like the warm sun, even through clothes, it is still particularly obvious.

Mu Yuan, who looked nervous, soon felt that a layer of fine sweat was wrapped between his palms, which was smooth and smooth, making the originally smooth and mirror-like jade hands even more moist and tender.

He clearly thought about what to do, he knew what was right and what was wrong, but he didn't dare to take action, and he didn't take any action. I wanted to open my mouth to persuade him, but when the words came to my mouth, I couldn't say it, and I didn't even know how to speak.

"Could it be that even now, I still care so much about her in my heart?"

Mu Yuan couldn't help but ask himself, in the past, he always thought that he didn't dare to face Xi Jinghua, because he felt that he had been ashamed of her and had lived up to her feelings for him, not because he cared about her, after all, he had always regarded her as a special passerby in his life.

Only now did he realize that he did care about her, and he cared about her, but this kind of care was very selfish.

"Is this a common problem of men?"

He didn't know, but he knew that Xi Jinghua's reckless efforts over the years had left an indelible mark on his heart.

It was so profound that even he didn't want to admit it.

"You're nervous?"

Xi Jinghua's whole body was tightly attached to his back, as if she wanted to be one with it, her lips and teeth were open and closed, and her mouth was like an orchid.

She buried her head very low, and even in this state, he couldn't see any expression on his face.

"Not exactly!"

Mu Yuan looked down at Rouyi in his hand, if he wanted to say that he was not nervous, it was completely impossible, but ask himself, is it just because he is nervous? It seems that there is more than that.

Although he tried to suppress the emotions in his heart, tried to admit that he had changed only because he was nervous, he couldn't, because his heart told him that it was more than that.

As for the other reasons, even he himself was not particularly sure, and there seemed to be some unspeakable excitement, and there was a little unexplained expectation.

Even if he didn't want to admit it, it was true, his body wouldn't lie to him, and he didn't want to lie to her.

As for why he was excited and what he was expecting, he didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid that after thinking about it, he would not be able to control his impulses.

The flush on Xi Jinghua's face was even worse, but the corners of her mouth were pursed with a touch of beauty, and even the big eyes with those watery spirits were filled with a smile that couldn't be hidden, "Are you afraid of being seen?" Or are you afraid that your concentration is limited?"

Her heart is also full of mixed tastes, surging like gunpowder, and her indescribable thoughts are constantly spreading, as if they are about to swallow her spiritual platform.

Especially after hearing Mu Yuan's indefinite answer, feeling the change in his expression and inner fluctuations, she understood it all in her heart, although the man she had been thinking about for a long time was unwilling to admit it, but in his heart, there was definitely his own shadow.

This thing doesn't seem to be charismatic, but it's a testament to her charm.

So much so that her heart slowly melted, and in the end, she even faintly looked forward to what was about to happen.

Mu Yuan greedily glanced at the jade arm that was wrapped around his waist, and then became lost again, "Maybe! After all, I am already a family man." ”

The tone was full of amazement and helplessness, at this moment, his heart was like a mirror, and his thinking was clearer than ever. He knows Xi Jinghua's feelings for him very well, and he also understands her position in his heart, so it stands to reason that since the two are happy, even if they are together, what does it matter?

But his reason told him that he couldn't do this, although she had a pivotal position in her heart, and in the current society, there was nothing wrong with a man having three wives and four concubines, it was very common. But he always felt that being so sneaky was too unfair to Xi Jinghua.

Not only to her, but also to her own family.

Therefore, he must restrain himself from feeling that desire dominates his actions, and thus do something irreparably absurd.

Therefore, he could only reject her in this subtle way, euphemistically and decently.

Xi Jinghua, as such a stylish woman who can run Qiseju, is of course not a blunt man, so she can naturally hear the meaning of his words, but she can't accept it calmly.

So, she hurriedly raised her head and explained quickly: "You know, I don't care about these at all, all I care about is you, that's all, don't you understand?"

The expression was full of panic, and her face was sincerely afraid, she was her, this one person, unique. Dare to act, dare to love and hate, as for the world's eyes, other people's criticism, she can not care at all.

Just to pursue what you love.

"I understand, and I know it. ”

Mu Yuan endured the pain ruthlessly, one by one, and gently pulled away her intertwined fingers, and when he peeled off the woman's ten fingers, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength.

There was an unprecedented exhaustion all over his body, and he knew very well in his heart that this time he was peeling off not only ten slender fingers, but also a woman's fragile heart.

"I see!"

Xi Jinghua's eyes turned red in an instant, and she slowly withdrew her arms from the man's waist in despair, she didn't insist anymore, because she knew that since he had made a decision, even if she persisted, it would be useless, in a sense, how could the two of them not be so similar?

This is not the first time that the man in front of her has pushed her away, but she still can't get used to it, she can't accept such a result happily, and the pain in her heart is still so obvious and so intense.

The love is deep, the pain is deep.

Nothing more.

She wanted to hate, but she found that she couldn't hate it at all, for no other reason than because this man was the only person she loved deeply in her life.

Mu Yuan lifted his heavy steps and took two steps forward, he wanted to turn around immediately to comfort her, but he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted for a while, so he had to hold on and pretend to be ignorant.

It is said that time can heal everything, so let time precipitate all this. He also sincerely hopes that one day in the future, she can meet a man who can think about her wholeheartedly and take care of her wholeheartedly.

Xi Jinghua raised her head, crystal tears swirled in her eyes, and in the end, she couldn't help but ask, "I still want to know, what kind of place do I have in your heart?"

Her forehead was so heartbroken that even the sky couldn't help but suddenly darken, and the candlelight in the Accord also swayed violently, almost extinguished, as if it was not worth it for her to mourn, and her originally black and bright black hair seemed to have lost its luster at this moment, looking a little gray.

Mu Yuan finally turned around, and just as he was about to speak, he heard the woman beg deliberately: "Don't lie to me, okay?"

He suddenly felt that his heart was like a knife, and the pain in his chest was unbearable, so he nodded heavily, and said word by word: "I hate to meet when I am not married." ”

The voice is like a cry, with only seven words, which is not only full of thousands of words in the man's heart, but also expresses his reluctance and attachment in his heart, but also shows his affection for women.