Chapter 1355: What to Ask for in Life
"I understand. "This kind of great truth Xingtian understands, I nodded, after a long time, time seems to have frozen, I think Xingtian is contradictory about this matter, and entangled, and struggling, and then will have other thoughts because of this matter, but I was wrong.
"Our relationship is like running, either I'm faster, or she's faster, and I don't know where she is when she's waiting for me, in fact, Li Zhiyao, you must think that I have never loved the mandala princess, right?"
"Have you ever been emotional?" I don't want to believe it, but Xingtian won't lie.
"People are not plants and trees, they all have love. Xingtian said, although the truth is so, but Xingtian in this matter, the so-called emotions are too free, I thought lightly, I can't think of a reason, Xingtian, laughed again, raised the wine glass and drank happily.
It seems that in the world, the best match is a bad mood and a glass of wine, seeing Xingtian drinking like this, I was afraid that Xingtian would choke, I sighed sadly, but now I can only accompany Xingtian to drink, I know that no matter what I say, no matter how I explain, Xingtian will not stay for love.
"It's good to have loved. β
"You don't have to love to be together, you must understand. He said, I nodded, silent, if absolute love can bind two people together, then, Wen Feiyu and I are already together?
Isn't it?
Wen Feiyu and I too, we both want to go to the same end, for this, we do our best, but unfortunately, our steps are in a hurry, we have never cared much about each other, we are sometimes too fast, fast to a certain extent, and even ignore the existence of the other party.
Sometimes, we wait in the same place, thinking, after all, the end point of two people is the same, why not wait, so wait, things gradually change the taste.
"Okay, I'll go. β
"Hmm. Xing Tian nodded.
I'm in a bad mood tonight, Xie Bi'an seems to be more melancholy, of course I know that I've known him for so long, Xie Bi'an seems to have nothing to do with himself, but in fact, he is a susceptible person, not every susceptible person is as easy to show as Xie Bi'an, but Xie Bi'an is more free to control emotions.
Xie Bi'an in front of me was also sad at the moment, it was really funny, although I couldn't believe it, I still sat next to Xie Bi'an, "You don't look very good, what is the reason?"
"Because of their relationship. He said, turning his head to look me squarely. "You say, is there really some messy arrangement in the dark for three days, as long as it is two people who can be together, no matter what happened in the past life and what the situation is, in the end they will be more affectionate than Jin Jian?"
"As long as it's two people who can't be together, no matter what happens, they can't be together, right?"
"What kind of argument is this, I still believe that man will conquer heaven. "I said, because the more things I have experienced, the more I understand that people are not born to accept fate, and fate is a pattern that we must break.
With a touch of sadness on my face, I looked at Xie Bi'an in front of me, Xie Bi'an smiled slightly and didn't say a word.
"Now, are we going to go? Get out of here. I looked at Xie Bi'an with a wistful look, the cause and effect of the incident and the backing of the previous and the back now I have seen it clearly, I have no skills to return to the sky, I can't let the dead Rou Nu come back to life.
I can't let the Mandala princess who is going to marry far away stay, and I can't let this guy Xingtian change his mind, he is such a stubborn person, although Xingtian keeps saying that he does love the Mandala princess.
But that love is like an ethereal cloud, saying that it will dissipate a clean one, a faint sadness appeared on my face, looking at Xie Bi'an in front of me, as if I gradually understood the obsession about Xingtian's reduced muscles.
In nature, there is a soul after death, and the soul can be transcended and reincarnated, but it is a metabolic process, in fact, there is nothing strange. But the reason why there are ghost clans and ghouls in the imperial capital is that their formation is a long-standing obsession.
What is obsession, is something we can't let go, obsession is something we can't choose to forget, in fact, everyone has more or less obsession, before human death, the reason why God arranged a period of time to return to the light, its fundamental meaning is to let me express my desire to complete in this period of time.
When you see the people who come here, your children and grandchildren will be together, you will be able to more or less let go of your obsessions, and once you have no attachments, your soul can be ferried, and a person who lives with obsessions is miserable.
After his death, after the meeting and the punishment of the heavens, his thoughts are still stubborn, and with stubborn thoughts, his soul will be stubborn and will never be able to transcend life.
Now, the obsession has been explained clearly, I really hope to unravel the knots in Xingtian's heart little by little in this life, but it seems that I can't at all, I oppose Xingtian's inconsistency, obviously Xingtian can be with him, but sometimes I have to turn a blind eye to the love of Princess Mandala.
Xing Tian, Xing Tian, are you really a masochist?
"We haven't seen the end of this matter yet, we can't go back suddenly, don't you think we should also see the ending?
"This is the same, but isn't the end a hundred years later? We might as well go back and fix it first, and then come back again. "I'm starting to worry about my two friends, has the wound of the drunken boy healed, what about Yue Fei, how is it now?
Although the time of this different time and space is very slow, I still need to take a look at the real society to let everything go, I am not in a good mood, sad, sad, everything is mixed.
"Then you will understand that there are things that seem to be happy all the time, but in fact they are just superficial, because of our eyesβ" he said, gesturing to his own eyes. "Not everything you see is true. β
"I know. "I want to see the outcome of the matter, but I am afraid to see the result, because from now on, things have gone from bad to worse, and this result is not only what Princess Mandala wants, but also what I want.
But things have happened, we have more than enough heart but not enough power, we want to change all this, it is absolutely impossible, I look at Xie Bi'an, Xie Bi'an also looks at me.
"What are you looking at?" I was surprised, touching my cheek, Xie Bi'an's eyes at the moment seemed to remind me that there was something unclean on my face, Xie Bi'an smiled. "Yes, there's something on your face" I didn't say that, but I was stroking more vigorously than just now.
What's the matter?
"What's there?" I was about to look for the rhombic glasses, and reached out to search for my own mirror on my waist, but the mirror had not been found, and he was already smiling. "It's kind of pretty," he said. β
"You're a little hopeless. I smiled very badly, "but still accept your horses and compliments." I nodded, and entered the tent, and the more I left Gyeonggi, the more cold I felt, and the grassland where I lived was another world.
I used to take the animals on a long journey, and I also had a short rest on the grassland, and the wind and bones on the grassland were chilling, and there were many strange phenomena on the grassland, and those strange phenomena were incredible.
Obviously, the small sand dunes were still in front of them at the beginning, but the strange thing is that they disappeared in the blink of an eye, and the sky was still clear in the morning, and the sun was shining, and at night it was cold and frozen.
Later, it was called altitude sickness, as if the grassland was the closest place to the sky, and it seemed that you only had to jump up to hold the sun.
We went towards the grassland, while walking, but our hearts were still in the imperial capital, I closed my eyes, and soon entered the black sweet country, I dreamed that before we left the imperial capital, the Xuanyuan clan stood on the head of the city and waved vigorously, sending us away The scene, I also dreamed that the shadow of the Xuanyuan clan gradually disappeared.
Little by little it condensed into a little bit of black, I don't know what to say, after a long, long time, it seemed that everything was gone, and I woke up, it turned out that it was already dawn.
I dreamed a lot last night, I was more sleepy, and I secretly regretted that if only I could sleep until three o'clock in the morning, I dragged my exhausted body and followed the back of the group, and the princess of the mandala had already gone to the front, waving me over.
The frame has also been covered with the top cover, yesterday in the imperial capital, the sun is shining, the sun is unbearable, the autumn tiger makes people sweat profusely, today, after coming here, the sun here is warm, giving people a feeling of wanting to stop.
But the princess of the mandala still asked not to enjoy this sunbathing, but into the frame, according to the original plan, we will be able to enter the Huns' Yelang City before noon today, after entering the Yelang City, Xingtian will part ways with us, and his escort will come to an end, from now on, the two places will be separated, and it will be far away if they want to meet.
Altair and Vega still have an annual celebration, but from now on, the two of them are destined to go in opposite directions, and it is absolutely impossible to meet.
I looked at the mandala princess in front of me, and the mandala princess was very calm, so calm that she didn't have a ding expression at all, and her face was so solemn.
"I've fantasized since I was fifteen years old, that I'll be with the people I like, and when I don't need to fight, I'll be with the people I love every day, and I'll wash my hands and make soup for my favorite people to eat. β
"I thought that everything would go according to my thoughts, that it would happen and become a reality, but I didn't expect that everything was getting more and more away from the course, and he could not love anyone, but he couldn't help but love me, but the reality was that he turned a blind eye to me and had extraordinary feelings for anyone. β