Volume 2 A Sword Dream Chapter 223 Heaven Does Not Wish (2)
It was a sunny afternoon, but even the brightest sunlight was dazzling and abnormal for the hundred miles of wind at that time. He sat in a corner of the street, as usual, like a walking corpse, his eyes blank, staring at the sun in the sky, as if to see it thoroughly.
He doesn't remember how many afternoons it was, he showed such a desperate look, since his sister suffered from that strange disease, every time he asked for a doctor, his heart sank a point, as he sought medical treatment more and more, his heart also sank to the bottom, and whenever he failed to seek medical treatment, he would find a corner and squat down, and sit for a while looking at the sky, sometimes for hours, sometimes for a whole afternoon.
He didn't know why he was like this, maybe he was disappointed too many times, or maybe he hoped that the blue sky above his head could see his sister's illness, see his helplessness and despair, and hope that God could guide and help him. But I don't know why, after staring at the sky for a long time, he will have a strange thought, he always feels that on the other side of the sky, it seems that someone is constantly laughing at him, laughing at his incompetence, laughing at his humility. Every now and then, a hundred miles of wind will give birth to a kind of indignation, an urge to break through the shackles of this piece of heaven and go to the other side of the sky to take a look.
But sometimes when he thinks about it, even he feels ridiculous, his sister's body is getting worse and worse, his spirit is more and more trance-like, gradually, he has changed, he has become taciturn, he has become soulless, he has lost the vitality that a young man should have, and there is an additional vicissitudes that do not belong to this age, and even sadness.
That day, when he had stared at the sun above him for most of the day, and happened to have this absurd idea again, suddenly a figure appeared in front of him, blocking the extremely dazzling light for him.
It was an old man with a shabby banner, the old man was tall, the physique was thin, the wind and frost of the years had left marks on his upright features, he had a pair of eyes full of wisdom, small and narrow, and his long tan hair was draped over his shoulders, which was even more bold.
At first glance, it always gives people a feeling of weakness, but at this time, his ruddy cheeks are full of smiles, and he is looking down at the hundred miles of wind with interest.
The old man's state suddenly made the hundred miles of wind that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time suddenly find an outlet, and he glared at the old man viciously, "What? Are you laughing at me?"
Because he felt that the old man's appearance was very similar to the group of people who were laughing at him on the other side of the sky, just like them, he thought that the old man was laughing at himself like them.
The old man didn't care at all, still smiling like a flower, shook his head lightly and said, "Young man, but you have encountered troubles?"
The banner in his hand was clutched in the palm of his hand, and he couldn't see what was written on it.
"Who told you I was troubled? I'm so good, I couldn't be better. ”
The attitude of Baili Changfeng can be said to be extremely bad, which is similar to the usual humble and polite him, of course, this can't be blamed on him, deep in everyone's heart, there is a demon living in his heart, once he breaks free from the shackles of pure goodness, it will be revealed in its original form at the first time. During this time, after experiencing the blow of his sister's illness, Baili Changfeng gave it a chance to get rid of its shackles.
The old man half-squatted down and looked directly into the eyes of the hundred miles of long wind, "Because you have the idea of suicide, young man, when you encounter anything, don't have too extreme thoughts, the parents of the body, we should do our best to cherish, to cherish, life in the world, there are thousands of unsatisfactory things, but there is only one small life, if you don't cherish it, it will be too late to regret!"
Stared at by the old man's smiling eyes, the original angry mood of Baili Changfeng actually miraculously stabilized, and the old man's wise eyes, as if he had incredible divine power, made him feel extremely relieved and relieved.
Baili Changfeng suddenly felt that perhaps the old man in front of him was the messenger sent by God to save him from the dire situation, and it seemed to see his despair and helplessness.
Sometimes people's thoughts are so strange, this is not a sign of cowardice, probably a kind of self-comfort deep down!
Baili Changfeng was stunned, and his tone became calmer, "Seniors can look at faces?"
In addition to this possibility, he couldn't think of a second explanation, it is true that when his sister's illness was sought medical treatment everywhere to no avail, Baili Changfeng did have the idea of suicide. There are three brothers and sisters in Baili Changfeng, and the younger brother Baili Changsheng is very self-reliant, and he left home alone when he was young, and he has made a certain name in the rivers and lakes, so he is not worried, but his sister likes to follow his ass as a follower since she was a child, so he is particularly partial to his sister, and now his sister is terminally ill and has no cure, which makes his brother's heart full of self-blame, and he always feels that he does not take good care of his sister.
"Know a little bit about it"
The old man nodded, and didn't say much, in fact, he didn't just look at it, he could even see that the young man in front of him had a big fate.
"Dare to ask the seniors their names?"
The tone of Baili Changfeng, who had calmed down, also became respectful, although there were many capable people on the rivers and lakes, but he was sure that the person who could see his innermost thoughts through a person's expression would not be an unknown person.
"Half the sky!"
The old man stroked his beard, which was only an inch long, and said with a smile: "What are you worried about, can you tell me about it with me, an old man?"
The old man believed that even if he reported his name, there were very few people in the rivers and lakes who could know, after all, he had not walked in the rivers and lakes for many years, and this time he set foot in the rivers and lakes mainly to find a suitable successor, and he had already found this person.
Baili Changfeng was stunned, the name Half the Sky itself didn't seem to have any impact at all, and it seemed that there was no such number one person in the rivers and lakes. However, he still truthfully confided his pain to the old man.
After listening to this, the old man realized that it was Baili Changfeng's sister who suddenly suffered from a strange disease, and in the past few years, Baili Changfeng has sold all his belongings and spent all his savings behind his parents' back in order to seek medical advice everywhere, but he has never found out the cause of his sister's illness, let alone cured.
Originally, their family's family background was not too solid, and their parents were even more ordinary, they were just descendants of other people's families. Now, he has reached the point of exhaustion, and there is no hope in his heart, which is why he is so decadent. And he has never dared to mention this matter to his parents, for fear that they will not be able to accept the blow, even his younger brother, he hid it, and carried everything alone.
Hearing Baili Changfeng's own description of his sister's condition, Banbiantian suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart, because Baili Huanglan's symptoms made him suddenly think of an ancient secret book in the mountain gate.
The smile on his face gradually retracted, frowned, and asked, "Do you have a younger brother? and your sister are twin siblings?"
Although Baili Changfeng did not mention his younger brother, he remembered that there was a secret book listed as a forbidden book in the mountain gate, which recorded a disease that seemed to be a disease but not a disease, called "twin doom", and its symptoms were exactly the same as the symptoms described by Baili Changfeng of his sister Baili Huanglan, but this disease only occurred in twin brothers and sisters, and the probability of inducing it was extremely slim, it can be said that it was one in ten thousand, but he did not expect to be bumped into by Baili Changfeng's sister, how unfortunate.
Although there is already a certain number of eight or nine out of ten in my heart, half the sky still hopes that he is wrong, because the "twin doom" can be said to be a disease, but more accurately, it is a kind of physique, and people with this physique can generally only live to the age of thirty, of course, it can also be understood as a disease, a congenital disease brought about by beating the mother's womb, but according to the secret records, there is no cure at all.
Therefore, for the "twin dooms", even if it is as strong as half the sky, this "imperial doctor" who has been hidden in the world for many years is helpless for a while.