Volume 1 Reminiscences of the Youth's Heart Chapter 157 If there is no faith, the heart is disturbed

"Really?"

Such an ordinary sentence that can no longer be ordinary, listening to Cheng Xiao's ears, it is indeed like a heavenly sound, making him instantly happy like a child, and said excitedly: "In this way, brother and Zhixian should be quite familiar? Dare to ask brother, what kind of person is Zhixian? Where is he now? Why hasn't there been any of his footprints in the rivers and lakes in the past few years?" In the past few years, my brother has always heard some rumors on the rivers and lakes, some people say that he is missing, some people say that he has suffered very serious internal injuries in a martial arts competition, so he cannot go out of retreat, and even curses that he has already died.

"That is, as for those who curse Zhixian, they are even more hateful, if I let me know who has the intention to spread rumors, see if Lao Tzu does not tear his mouth apart. ”

"That's why Zhixian has such a mind, and he is so righteous to those who spread rumors for no reason, if I change me, even if I dig three feet into the ground, I have to find out the person who caused the trouble, and even his wife doesn't know him if he has to be beaten. ”

"I guess Jihyun must be tired of the strife in the rivers and lakes, so he deliberately faded out of the rivers and lakes, but he gave those who were jealous of him the opportunity to speak for themselves. ”

"What do you know, Zhixian must be invincible all over the world, that is a kind of loneliness that is unbearable in the heights, to his kind of realm, how can we speculate about the pattern? ”

Not only him, but even the four people around him were indignant and talked about it.

They are all ordinary, simple people, ordinary people's thinking is sometimes so simple, they recognize Nie Chengfeng in their hearts, once an ordinary person recognizes someone in his heart, then this person will become the Jesus in his mind, the God in his mind, unparalleled and omnipotent.

Mu Yuan's face gradually became darker, he hoped that everything was just as they thought, Nie Chengfeng, the god who once made the entire Jianghu martial arts bow and worship, was just tired of the disputes in the rivers and lakes, and lived a chic life like idle clouds and wild cranes, sometimes he even hoped to be an ordinary person like them, who didn't know everything, and probably didn't have so many troubles in his heart.

But is it possible? It's just a hypothesis, and it's hard to accept it, but it's hard to accept.

There is no future in terms of how far the ideal reality will be.

Mu Yuan's expression changed many times, and he finally made up his mind, and said in a deep voice: "Actually, not all the rumors on the rivers and lakes are some rumors that catch the wind and shadows, he is indeed missing, and there is no news. ”

Although he couldn't bear to hurt Cheng Xiao and them, he had to tell them this cruel truth.

"How is this possible?"

Hearing this, Cheng Xiao was stunned for a moment, and said with a look of disbelief: "This is impossible, he is so powerful, how could he disappear for no reason?"

The four people beside him were even more stunned, only to feel that their heads were buzzing non-stop, their eyes were pitch black, and their mouths kept muttering: "Impossible, this is impossible!"

At this moment, Cheng Xiao felt that his belief collapsed, and his heart was also confused, it is not an exaggeration to say that it was Nie Chengfeng who gave him faith, gave him the courage to be reborn, and gave them brothers the confidence to go all the way, they are all Nie Chengfeng's most loyal supporters, and now hearing such a fact, it is equivalent to the belief that has supported them for so long has been shattered in an instant, and they have fallen into confusion and darkness on the road ahead, how can they bear it?

After a moment, Cheng Xiao suddenly grabbed Mu Yuan's arm and begged, "Brother, are you lying to me, aren't you?"

The others also looked at Mu Yuan blankly, how much they wanted to hear Mu Yuan personally admit that he was just playing a joke with them.

Seeing their appearance, Mu Yuan couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, once upon a time, he was not as unbelievable as them, as helpless as them, but he was because of brotherhood, and they have always regarded Nie Chengfeng as a belief, as they said, chasing his steps all his life.

But facts are facts, God sometimes likes to play tricks on people, you have to believe it, you have to believe it, you have to believe it if you don't believe it.

Mu Yuan gently pushed Cheng Xiao's hands away, drank the remaining wine in the jar in one go, and said in a deep voice: "I know this is difficult to accept, but he is indeed missing, he has disappeared six years ago, and in the past six years, I have never given up looking for him for a moment, but I have never found anything." ”

Mu Yuan didn't deceive them, he couldn't bear to deceive such a group of people.

Cheng Xiao slowly lowered his arm, like several brothers around him, his eyes were full of dead gray, and he couldn't see any anger.

He muttered and said: "Our brother walked out of the village because of him, all the way, but also because of him and survived, but also because I heard that he had been praised by the Holy Lord and came to Dadu to be the guard of this bridge, I thought that even the Holy Lord favored him, maybe we could see his demeanor in this Dadu, I waited for a long time, but I didn't expect that what I was waiting for was only bad news, is fate so cruel?

A person's faith is always the source of his forward motivation, once he loses his faith, he will lose the goal he pursues, gradually lose, and become like a walking corpse.

After a pause, Mu Yuan said again: "But this is not entirely a bad thing, he may still be alive before." ”

He didn't tell them that he had gotten a trace of uncertain clues, let alone told them the purpose of his trip, which was for this matter, although Mu Yuan admired them and had already recognized them in his heart, after all, they were able to behave so sadly after hearing the news of Nie Chengfeng's disappearance, which was enough to show that he really occupied a very important position in their hearts, but he had to hide something from them, on the one hand, because his trip was too risky, and the fewer people who knew, the better it would be for him, on the other hand, he didn't want to involve a few innocent people in this matter, because Mu Yuan could see it, Although they have some strength, under normal circumstances, they may be able to do it with their strength, but once they are involved in this matter, their strength is insignificant.

He didn't want a few of them to become cannon fodder without knowing it, and he didn't want to let a few good people lose their lives for his own reasons.

Hearing this, a glimmer of light suddenly flashed in Cheng Xiao's eyes, but it quickly went out again, there was no news for six years, he really couldn't believe that Nie Chengfeng could still survive in the world, he was willing to believe that all this was a dream, and after waking up from the dream, everything was the same.

"Alas!"

Mu Guitian sighed, and did not persuade again, he knew very well what Cheng Xiao and the others thought in their hearts, even if they persuaded themselves, it was in vain, in the past six years, even he himself often had such thoughts, but he himself did not want to believe it, this was a knot in their hearts, and they needed to open it themselves.

Life is not easy, and the years are mildly afraid of parting.

Looking up, the distant east gradually lit up a touch of fish belly white, and the cold moonlight blended into one, the scenery of the entire [Qiankuling] was reflected more clearly, reflected in the clear stream at the foot of the [Qiankuling] mountain, vivid, even the light breeze wandering in the mountain stream couldn't help but touch it from time to time, and the result attracted a lot of graceful people to cover their mouths and chuckle, trembling slightly, unconsciously, it was already the waning moon.

And Cheng Xiao and the others showed a blurred gaze and a trance from beginning to end, especially after the breeze, they shook their heads for a while, as if they were drunk.

Wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk.