Volume 1 Remembering the Heart of a Young Man Chapter 132 Kindness in the Heavens

The two stood side by side, both looking ahead, neither of them looking at each other, and they just talked about it.

"You also know that the news sent back by our spies is very likely that the eldest brother is in the Prime Minister's Mansion. ”

"Count me in!"

"You can't go, you know, this trip must be extremely dangerous, in case anything happens to me, there is no you here, I don't worry. ”

"You also know that this trip is dangerous, wouldn't one more person give you more strength? Besides, aren't there still a few of them here?"

"If this is really a trap, no matter how many people go, if something really happens to me, Mingyue will ask you to help take care of it, she has always listened to you the most. ”

Ouyang Zui turned his head and glanced at Ouyang De from the side, and sighed, "You still can't let go of her after all?"

How could he not understand everything Ouyang De said, if that news was just a cover for them to release, then what was waiting for him would be a net that had already been weaved, not to mention one more him, even if there were a few more of him, it would be in vain, because the enemy would definitely count all of them.

He could even see that the reason why Ouyang De decided like this was that he must have prepared for the worst, and he had already prepared for the horse leather shroud.

Ouyang De raised his head and sighed, and said, "How can I let it go, she is my only daughter after all, how can I let go of the family affection that blood is thicker than water?"

A love, a touch of love, begins with the cause, bears fruit, is prosperous in the combination, withers in the separation, the eyes are full of flowers, if there is no solution to spring sorrow.

Ouyang Zui nodded and said, "Then you're not going to tell Mingyue the truth of the matter?"

Indeed, how could he let it go? Although Ouyang De seemed to be very indifferent to his daughter over the years and didn't care at all, in fact, he cared about her more than anyone else, but he had always closed himself off and didn't want Ouyang Mingyue to know, all of which Ouyang Zui saw in his eyes.

Many times, Ouyang De quietly watched her grow up in a corner that his daughter couldn't see, and even most of the time when his daughter was asleep at night, he would quietly come to his daughter's bed, looking at her sleeping with a relieved face, and he didn't dare to touch her with his hands, for fear of waking up his daughter in his dream, so Ouyang Mingyue knew everything he had experienced over the years, but he didn't want to say it.

Ouyang De shook his head and said bitterly: "I don't dare to say it, let alone say it, I don't even dare to face her now." ”

If it weren't for the protection of his daughter, there would not be so many misunderstandings between them, let alone so many estrangements, the heavy father's love has long made him lose the courage to face his daughter, he really can't bear to see his young daughter, bear the unforgettable pain that has already hurt him.

Ouyang Zui turned around, stared at him angrily for a while, and said: "Paper still can't contain the fire after all, she will still know sooner or later, have you ever thought about how painful she will be at that time? If she loses your father again, she will be left alone in this world, what a cruel thing this is for her, do you know?"

His emotions were very excited, in his eyes, Ouyang Mingyue was not only Ouyang De's daughter, he had already regarded her as his own daughter, although he knew that Ouyang De had a last resort, he still couldn't help the anger in his heart.

A trace of confusion flashed in Ouyang De's eyes, and he said, "I know, but that's all for later, I believe that time will dilute everything." ”

If he didn't understand all this, he wouldn't have tried to lower his position in his daughter's heart for so many years, he loved his daughter more than anyone else, and he wanted to feel the joy of family all the time, but he couldn't, he was carrying too many irresistible things, and he didn't want to one day, his daughter would wash her face with tears and endure the pain.

He would rather that his daughter would never be able to tolerate his father in her heart, even if she was misunderstood, even if she had nothing to talk to him, just because he couldn't bear to see her sad, let alone see her young heart hurt.

Ouyang drunk and said: "Wake up, don't deceive yourself anymore, over the years, you have hidden all your love for her and carefully cared for her, but is she really happy?"

"If it weren't for your timidity and foresight, she would have had so many misunderstandings about you? Would you have made things like you are now? Do you think this is really the life she wants?"

Ouyang Mingyue listened to Ouyang Zui's words the most, it was precisely because of this that she was able to remove all her disguises in front of him, crying and crying without any scruples, and it was precisely because of this that Ouyang Zui knew better than anyone else that in fact, in her heart, how much she longed for her father's love, how much she longed for her father's appreciation and attention, so he was so angry, just ask, what child does not crave normal fatherly love?

Hearing this, Ouyang De closed his eyes in pain, and a tear of sadness slowly slipped down the corner of his eye, he didn't wipe it, but let it run across his cheek, and after a while, he sighed: "Since we will eventually part, why make her feel troubled?"

"If you know that you want to part, why don't you keep the warmth in your heart? At least it will leave her with a good memory, won't it?"

Seeing the tears on Ouyang De's face and his melancholy and lonely expression, Ouyang De's drunken mood gradually calmed down, and he also knew that he was out of shape because he cared too much, in fact, Ouyang De's heart was like a knife?

Ouyang De opened his eyes and glanced at him, and said, "Actually, I have nothing else to ask for, as long as Yue'er can live a peaceful life, I will be satisfied." ”

His eyes are full of determination, which is a father's greatest love, without asking for anything in return, without any selfishness.

Ouyang Zui was stunned, he understood Ouyang De's thoughts, because he himself also had this kind of thought, from his eyes, Ouyang Zui read four words: "It's useless to talk too much."

Ouyang Zui knew that his mind had been decided, and even if he bothered more, it would be in vain, so he was very interested in not continuing to dwell on this issue.

There was silence in the study again, so quiet that they could all hear their heartbeats clearly.

In the blink of an eye, it was already dawn, the east was dawning, a glimmer of light appeared in the dark sky, and the candle flame in the study was not so bright.

Ouyang De and Ouyang Zui had been silent for a long time, and it seemed that none of them wanted to destroy this rare peace.

The two of them were still standing in their original positions, even though their legs felt a little numb, but the whole time, neither of them moved, and all four eyes were looking at the three tablets on the bookshelf.