Chapter 10: Giving Up Your Past Life and Starting Again
When he got up the next day, Wang Changsheng felt the muscles all over his body ach, he knew that this was a process, as long as he adapted and gritted his teeth and persevered in this process, then he could completely take the first step in practicing martial arts
And many people are because of the pain they are all over their bodies every day and give up the idea of practicing martial arts.
Of course, rich people can quickly pass this process through medicinal baths and professional massages, Wang Changsheng does not have this idea, his family's economic conditions have not reached this level, and it is not what he should think about now, and he also has the idea of contemplating and practicing to quickly restore his mental state and relieve the soreness of the body, and the endurance of 28 years in his previous life is not just a casual talk, it is painful to the bone marrow.
The five-year martial arts practice habit also changed Wang Changsheng's mentality a lot, after the disease completely broke out in his previous life, he couldn't take care of himself.
Every day close to the addiction to the Internet to pass the time and vent, chasing comics, novels, games, passively becoming a "two-dimensional" I also hope that through an optimistic attitude can have a trace of comfort to my family, in the eyes of others, Wang Changsheng has always been optimistic about the illness in his previous life, and even has a funny character.
And now the psychological shackles are gradually falling off, and regrets are gradually filling, making him feel more satisfied in life, there are no regrets and painful things in this life, he can devote himself wholeheartedly to his hobbies, Wang Changsheng wants to see how far he can go.
Get up and wash your face, Zamane warms up, eats breakfast and goes to school, the fourth-grade students don't carry their schoolbags anymore, they all put their textbooks on the classroom desk, and homework is such a thing as a teacher and won't say anything to Wang Changsheng, who takes a double hundred good babies every time, and goes to grandma's house after school to chat with grandma, watch my cousin and cousin work hard to prepare for the college entrance examination, and mess with my stinky sister, it's another good day, and after dinner in the evening, I started to play sandbags as usual.
This time it was even more difficult than yesterday, the aches and pains all over my body made my body reflexively slow down the speed of the punch, and it was difficult to penetrate the strength, and both legs were shaking, not to mention concentrating and devoting myself wholeheartedly.
Slowly exhaling a breath, Wang Changsheng temporarily stopped, stood up straight, squatted slightly, slowly raised his hands, posed Tai Chi moves, and began to use Tai Chi to warm up first.
Holding his breath and slowly finishing a set of Tai Chi, and then slowly spitting it out after the end, he gradually felt the soreness of the body after playing a full five sets, Wang Changsheng knew that this was just a temporary elimination of lactic acid and other substances produced by muscles through blood circulation through body warm-up, and it would hurt or even hurt more the next day, but it couldn't be helped, just gritted his teeth and persisted.
After warming up, he practiced boxing against the sandbag and devoted himself wholeheartedly, because without the guidance of a professional teacher, Wang Changsheng has always relied on the inner vision and feeling of the body, that is, how to punch smoothly and comfortably.
Unconsciously played for nearly an hour, took a shower and then lay on the bed to visualize Tang Dao entering a deep sleep, and after five years of internal training, Wang Changsheng could basically control it every half an hour.
With only five years of practice, it is really hard to think that the body can produce a physical memory, which is equivalent to a conditioned reflex, to produce a heat flow, and to relieve the sore muscles, it is really difficult to think about it, as for achieving a continuous and uninterrupted heat flow to wash the body, Wang Changsheng just thought about it.
The familiar black space, a Tang knife suspended in the middle, countless spiritual copying makes this Tang knife more realistic and vivid, as if there is really a Tang knife in his mind, Wang Changsheng wants to embellish some other impulses, for five years, every day is a knife to see too much is quite boring, but I am afraid of doing something else and then ruining the idea of meditation, so I give up careful thinking, calm down, put aside the messy thoughts, and continue to visualize and copy the Tang knife.
In the past, it was from scratch, from flat to three-dimensional, and now it is close to the real thing, Wang Changsheng plans to visualize it in more detail, as if he really put a knife in front of him, and he holds it in his hand, from the pattern to the handle of the knife, inch by inch.
Two months have passed, Wang Changsheng's body has finally passed the most painful stage of practicing martial arts, after which Wang Changsheng found that his mental state is better, very pure, and the cranky thoughts that sometimes appeared in the past are basically gone, and his control of the body has been further improved
The next step is to persevere in polishing, as for being able to do that step in the end, Wang Changsheng has no bottom in his heart, this step is very boring, self-cultivation, and abstain from dryness.
In order to let his impatience sometimes come out of his heart and have a place to vent, Wang Changsheng also asked Wang Aiguo to buy him more published books on martial arts, whether it is useful or not, it is good to see and understand, as for cultivating nature by reading the Taoist scriptures and Buddhist scriptures, don't make trouble, remember to remember but as for what it means, no one will point out that it is more annoying and anxious, after reading a Tao Te Ching, Wang Changsheng gave up the idea of reading the Taoist scriptures now.
Unconsciously I also developed the habit of reading books, although it is some commercially published promotion martial arts routines, as well as some interested vernacular literature and miscellaneous studies, but I can't stand a large amount of memory, and slowly Wang Changsheng's temperament has become calmer.
In the eyes of the adult teacher, I feel that this child is quite old, and it is more reassuring.
In 2003, Wang Changsheng was ten years old, and he was about to graduate from primary school, and there was no big change in the past few years, but he grew a lot taller to one meter five, and his temperament was more restrained.
Wang Changsheng has already tested it himself, although he doesn't know how fast he punches and how powerful he is, but this has nothing to do with him, his body has not yet been fully developed and stereotyped, but the bounce power and speed are much higher than those of his peers, and it can even be said that he has not been able to compare with him in junior high school.
Unless there are some professional junior high school and high school sports schools, you can jump on the two-meter-high wall without running two steps, and you can do dozens of push-ups with one hand.
As for how strong his strength is, he can't help but don't know, there is no comparison with a child, and the disease of the body has never broken out.
The scumbag sister is estimated to be unable to escape the fate of going to a technical school, and now the family's economic conditions are very good, the house has been renovated, and the father has bought a small truck to pull materials from the construction site.
My cousin and cousin have also gone to school in the county No. 1 middle school early, and they are all about to take the university entrance examination, so the atmosphere at the uncle's house has been very tense, and no one will disturb him when he goes home on Sundays and weeks.
The grandparents refused the renovation of the old house, and the grandfather's body was more haggard than before, but the grandmother was in better spirits than in the previous life, and the grandmother had been in poor spirits when the grandfather died, and gradually waited until the middle stage of cancer to find that the physical condition was terrible, but it was too late at that time, and now the situation can not be better.
It's time to do something of your own, to pursue your own path as a martial artist, ten years have done what you have seen and learned to the extreme you can do, and then you can only find a famous teacher to guide you, blindly behind closed doors There is a limit.
In fact, I also thought that if I didn't go to school according to the experience of my previous life, I would miss the important friends in my memory, as well as the first girlfriend who took a second look at the technical school.
Yes, Wang Changsheng once had a four-year relationship, although it was very twists and turns, but it also reached the point of talking about marriage.
Girlfriend is a typical rural girl, is the ideal candidate for that kind of housewife, when she was seriously ill and couldn't walk, her girlfriend never disliked it, she ran to Wang Changsheng's house to take care of him, and carried him out, even if Wang Changsheng, who was short-tempered at the time, quarreled with his girlfriend, his girlfriend never complained about him,
In the end, because of a quarrel on the phone to work in BJ, he finally broke up in a fit of anger, Wang Changsheng almost gave up on himself at that time, and was decadent for two years, and the inferiority complex brought about by the illness made him more sensitive to others and wanted a sense of identity more, and at that moment his spiritual pillar collapsed.
I can't forget it, Wang Changsheng really couldn't forget it a few years ago, and when he thought about it, he felt pain in his heart, regretted, unwilling, and complained about the world.
Later, after his condition improved, Wang Changsheng began to go to his uncle's place to work, hoping to divert his attention, and used painkillers to multiply the measurement and reckless suppression, and slowly went to many places, saw many things, and met many people, Wang Changsheng became mature.
At this time, I looked back, carefully recalled the emotions of my first love, and found that what I missed was only the first love in my memory, or the year, if the first love appeared in front of me at this moment, I would not be excited, and treat it with my previous feelings, Wang Health completely let go,
And when he learned the news that his first love was also married, he slowly blessed in his heart, and of course he hoped that if he had money in the future, he could help his first love, which was the previous debt.
It's a pity that the weather is not satisfactory, the disease broke out again, more serious than before, the painkillers have been immune to the body, completely useless, the bone pain in the whole body makes Wang Changsheng completely cut off the future, almost isolated at home like struggling to survive, his heart has a stronger desire for freedom than ordinary people, he longs for health, longs to run, eager to see this beautiful and vast mountains and rivers, but all this can only be buried deep in his heart and become a fantasy,
Alone in the dark night, I fantasized about it, just watching the deterioration of the disease and the pathology of the body, the helplessness, depression, and despair in the eyes of my parents have been oppressing this Wang Changsheng's heart until he was unexpectedly reborn.
Wang Changsheng has not forgotten what he has always thought, and he also has a faint desire to look at it again and again in his heart.
This is a choice, a choice for himself, a life choice in this life, whether to let go of the courage of the past life and only look at today, or to take another look, he is afraid, afraid that he will choose to sink if he looks at it again.
Crazy punching the sandbag, Wang Changsheng, who was exhausted all night, chose the martial arts he longed for the most, people are selfish, aren't they?
Wang Changsheng has become more mature and more integrated into the reborn world.