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Linnan City has been calm for a long time.
I can't remember exactly when this calm began.
The only profound memory is the year he succeeded to the throne, standing on the high platform, looking at me coldly, and saying to me, "Hua Zhixi, you really make me disgusting!"
Disgusting?
He said I was disgusting to him.
Why did I make him disgusting? He told me not long ago that I was the only comfort he had in this troubled world where there was no peace, and it was only a few days since I became the one who disgusted him?
I don't understand.
It's been a lot since I was locked up in this cold dungeon, and I've thought about it for years, but I still can't figure it out.
In the years when he was most familiar with me, he once told me that if you encounter something that you can't solve, you must learn to ask for help and not be foolish.
I remember that he hated that kind of person the most, and it was unfortunate that I used to be that kind of person. But after learning about it, I quickly got rid of this habit and became more dependent on him.
Now that I have encountered this problem, I have been thinking about it for so long and I can't come up with an answer, and it can be regarded as something that he said he can't solve, so I have been waiting for him to come.
But after all these years, I never saw him again, not a single one.
It can even be said that there is no news at all.
It's not so much that I'm in a dungeon, it's that I'm locked in an airtight iron box.
Because there was no one else here but me, not even a mouse.
I'm the only living creature here, but now, I can't live anymore.
There was nothing here, I didn't have any food, I hadn't eaten anything from the moment I was locked up.
But there's a lot of water here.
Every once in a while, they would swell upward, starting at the ground, past my ankles, over the top of my head, and then higher up.
From the time they spilled over my head to the time they began to disperse, it took half an hour.
Night and day, week after week.
I don't like water at all, but they are necessary for my survival.
More than once I stood in the cold water and thought of him, how cruel he was!
"Ah Xi, I got a treasure recently, are you interested?"
"This, this is the Bigu Dan given by the Immortal Mansion, I heard the little master who came to give the Dan say that after eating this, you can stay hungry for more than ten years, isn't it amazing?"
"Ah Xi, I'll give this to you today, you can help me try the effect!"
"Eh, Axi, don't be angry, I don't think you eat too much, you only eat a lot, I'm just joking with you, how can I be willing to let you not eat anything for more than ten years! Okay, don't be angry, I'll take you to Santufang to play and buy you something delicious!"
"Do you really want to eat? I'm just kidding, you don't have to...... Well, since you insist on doing so, then I'll follow you. ”
"No, Bigudan. ”
Thinking about it at that time, I was really stupid, and I was willing to eat that Bigu Dan by him in three or two sentences, and now I think about it, he was afraid that he had already thought about what to do with me, but I didn't realize it at all, first he ate Bigu Dan as he wanted, and then he was locked up here without knowing anything.
Maybe when I ate that Bigu Dan, I had an element of anger in my heart, but no matter what, it was considered that I ate it voluntarily, and I can only blame me for being stupid and complaining about others.
Can.
But I still want an answer.
I just wanted to ask, to ask him why he did this to me, to ask him what I had done wrong to make him think I was ...... Think I'm disgusting!
Aside from the cold water that I hated and couldn't lack, that Bigu Dan was the only thing that could sustain me from here, and it would guarantee me to live here for more than ten years, but ......
I won't live that long.
Because of the long time I was immersed in the water, my body was swollen and my face was swollen as if I had been beaten, but that was not the main reason why I said that.
Scold!
Anyway, there is no one who can give me the idea of looking my best in front of him, what do I care about!
The real reason why I couldn't live was because the heart in my left chest, which used to beat violently for him, began to slowly stop.
The suffocating sensation of drowning hit again and again, and coupled with the fact that he had abolished a body protection technique, that heart was already overwhelmed.
Originally, I should have died a few years ago, but perhaps because of the deep obsession in my heart, it has supported me to live until now.
I've been waiting for him for so many years, I'm so tired.
The sound of the water ringing in my ears, it spills over my ankles, over my knees, over my waist, and I close my eyes as it passes through my heart.
Finally.
Don't wait any longer.
When the familiar feeling came, I couldn't feel the faint beating of my heart.
My consciousness began to slowly dissipate, and in a daze, I heard the sound of chains clashing in the distance, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but the water around me seems to be gone, and I can breathe again, but I don't need it anymore.
When consciousness completely dissipated, the door to the dungeon opened, and then, I fell into a warm embrace.
That warmth used to obsesse me, and it still does.
I knew he was coming.
He finally came, but I ...... I don't want to see him anymore.
When we were young, we were together for three years, separated, goodbye, he said he needed me, and I stayed with him.
Then we knew each other for ten years, fell in love, and resented, and he said that he hated me, and I couldn't stay any longer.
I think I was also a generation of beautiful women who moved the rivers and lakes, but in the end I ended up like this.
That's it, that's it for the rest of my life.
Love and hate are in a hurry, if there is an afterlife, I will never come to Linnan again, and I will never stay with you again.
Young City Lord, Zhixi is gone, you ...... Take care!