Volume 1 Reminiscences of the Youth's Heart Chapter 182 The Sea Becomes a Sangtian

Jian Nameless was stunned for three or four seconds before he muttered to himself in disbelief, "How can this be?"

Through his decadent expression, Nie Donglai could conclude that after learning the results of his fragments, he must have been very disappointed in his heart, why shouldn't he be? But what can he do? Those fragmented memories that remain in his mind only brought him this information, although there are blood, warmth, flowers, and There is a dense forest, but he has never been able to remember the information of any of them, although he always feels that the family of three in the sea of flowers that appeared in his mind has a close relationship with him, maybe they are his childhood self and his parents, but he still has no way to confirm the conjecture in his heart, just like he has never been able to think of the group of masked people who chased and killed a family of three, who they were, and what they had a deep hatred for.

Nie Dong laughed at himself and said helplessly: "I don't want this to be the case either, but that's the way it is." ”

Although he has always adhered to the principle of going with the flow in everything he does, he wants to know his past more than anyone else, he wants to know if he is the little boy in the sea of flowers, he wants to know who his parents are, whether they are still alive, and he wants to know what caused him to lose his memory.

Probably no one wants to live a life without even knowing their past and their biological parents, right?

Looking at Nie Donglai's bitter smile, Jian Wuming and Jian Xuan suddenly felt a little blocked in their hearts, as if they had been pressed on a boulder, which was uncomfortable and panicked, none of them knew what the young man in front of him who was in his early twenties had experienced, and they didn't know how he had survived the past six years since the incident six years ago, but they all realized that the young man was not as free and easy as he usually looked, at least not in his heart.

Jian Xuan sighed and comforted: "Don't be too sad, I believe that one day, everything will be revealed." ”

Her voice was very soft, her eyes were very sincere, this kind-hearted girl, when she touched Nie Donglai's self-deprecating and helpless expression, her eyes suddenly turned red, and her two big jewel-like eyes quickly flashed a trace of mist, if it weren't for her efforts to restrain herself, it is estimated that the embankment would have broken at this time.

She has no worries about food and clothing since she was a child, she has never worried about anything at all, and she has not endured any hardships, she has lived a life of fine clothes and food, in addition to her caring and caring parents, she also has a brother who loves her very much, if these are placed in an ordinary family, maybe it is the most ordinary family affection, but Nie Donglai is different, he should have a warm family, although she doesn't know who Nie Donglai's mother is, but his father is admired by everyone on the rivers and lakes, The hero who is admired by everyone is known as the first person in the martial arts of the rivers and lakes, he should have lived a life of love and love of his father and mother, and envied by everyone, but the impermanence of heaven and the vicissitudes of life have made him what he is today.

Jian Xuan didn't know, and she couldn't imagine what twists and turns Nie Dong had experienced in the short twenty years of his time, and he had experienced those hardships, but she understood that the most painful thing in the world was that his family was broken and he forgot the past.

Gradually, for Nie Donglai, she actually had a little admiration, no longer just the curiosity and surprise before. Even, if possible, she didn't want Nie Donglai to be able to remember the past, because for him, those memories could not avoid being mixed with some gray and gloomy, and even painful. She sincerely hoped that this young man who had gone through the dust and frost would not revisit those heart-eroding wounds again, although she knew that it was indeed a bit cruel for him to do so, but she didn't want him to be swayed by those broken pasts, so that he changed his mind, even if the young man's mind was firm enough not to be buried, but so what?

The joys and sorrows of clutching hurt people the most, and the old hatreds and new hatreds are even worse.

Jian Wuming even reached out and patted Nie Donglai's shoulder, nodded and persuaded: "That's it, keep the clouds open and see the moon." ”

He is also a person who has been hurt in the past, therefore, he regards his sister as extremely important, otherwise, he would not have such a bad impression of Mu Guitian, all along, he feels that he is not pitied by God, he is a person abandoned by God, even if his swordsmanship is excellent, so what?

Therefore, over the years, he has always been depressed, although the martial arts practice has never fallen, but that fiery heart has fallen silent, except for his parents and sisters, he has no intention of caring about anything else.

Since he was very young, the sword is nameless is the high hopes of his parents, and he is indeed competitive, in addition to his own congenital conditions, he is also extraordinarily diligent, since he was a child, he has enjoyed all kinds of laurel praises, like what martial arts wizards, The leaders of the younger generation abound, but he has never slackened, because he firmly believes that even if the roots are good, if he is not diligent and hardworking, he still can't become a big climate, and his fathers are also very satisfied with his performance.

However, his performance in recent years has indeed been a little unsatisfactory, in the eyes of his fathers, he should have been the face of [Jiantang], but he himself is getting more and more tired of the life of showing his head in the rivers and lakes, not that he is unwilling to spill blood for [Jiantang], but since he left a bellflower in his heart, he has no intention of caring for more.

He always felt that all this was too unfair to him, but everyone felt that it was unfair to [Sword Hall], and even his most respected father could not understand his suffering, although he didn't say it, but Jian Wuming could feel it, and gradually, his character became more and more withdrawn, and his words became less and less.

But seeing Nie Donglai today, thinking about Nie Donglai's inner pain, Jian Wuming suddenly felt that he was still quite lucky, although he didn't know the suffering that Nie Donglai had experienced, but he could understand the unwillingness and pain in Nie Donglai's heart, a person who didn't even know his own life experience in life, and didn't even know his past, to say that he didn't have any worries and worries in his heart, Jian Wuming didn't believe it anyway. In contrast, at least he has a complete home and a sweet memory of his own, so what is he not lucky for?

Nie Donglai clenched his fists and said with a firm face: "I also believe that there is no way for heaven to be endless. ”

Master often told him that life is made by oneself and born from one's heart, and Nie Donglai believes that as long as he is sincere enough, then he will be able to pursue everything he wants to pursue.

Jian Wuming suddenly sighed: "I didn't expect you to be much younger than me, but you are so open-minded, you are much stronger than me in this regard." ”

For so many years, he has been immersed in pain, becoming more and more depressed, and he has never been able to catch a glimpse of light, but he didn't expect Nie Donglai to be so accessible at such a young age, which really made him sigh to himself.

Jian Xuan stuck out her tongue mischievously and didn't speak, she knew her brother's temperament very well, he was a person with eyes above the top, but she didn't expect to admit that Nie Donglai had a stronger heart than him, it was really not easy, since she was a child, she had never seen her brother bow his head in front of anyone.

But then again, Nie Donglai, a young man, really impressed her, if it was an ordinary person, encountering so many blows, it is estimated that she would not be able to bear it for a long time, and she wanted to seek death and life, but she didn't expect him to look very open, and even Jian Xuan vaguely felt that he regarded all this as his own motivation, which made people want to admire it!