Chapter 635: We Cherish It
The girl took my hand, but found that this habitual action could not be completed, the girl looked at her hand slightly blankly, sighed slightly, and covered up the confusion and embarrassment in her eyes.
I'm different from her before, the ghost clan has an ontology, but what about me, now I'm nothing, just a form that people can see.
I have already gone to the courtyard, the courtyard is deep, the clouds and windows are often open, and Wen Feiyu has been very delicate and exquisitely arranged here, although I don't even have a body, but I am the hostess here after all.
"Uncle said, here are all white lotus, now, the seeds of the water lily have just landed, aunt, aunt-" Little Po smiled happily, "The lotus is really a very wonderful plant, the so-called out of the mud without staining, clear ripples without demons." ”
"Yes, yes, it's still straight from the outside, not from the vine to the branch. I smiled, Xiao Bao also smiled, this year, I have not been lucky to see the lotus, but next year, the lotus leaves are infinitely blue and the lotus flowers are different red, I am dreaming.
"Girl, go this way, take a look here. The girl said as she walked towards the place where the willows were green, half of the spring had passed, it could be said that the spring was gone, but the scenery here was so intriguing, and the three of us seemed to have entered a world with a cave.
I walked, feeling a little tired, looking for a piece of Taihu Lake stone and sitting next to it like that, my eyes looked here and there from time to time, for a while, I felt that my life now was a world of difference from before.
It's just that things are no longer human, and if I were still more than before, how good would it be? But what about me, it's already ...... I looked at myself under the umbrella, at my translucent limbs, and for a moment a dazed state of mind completely enveloped me.
No, if it is really miserable, it is impossible for me to be with Wen Feiyu, but is the current life really what I want? No, this is far, far from the life I expected to want, this is not what I want.
I muttered for a long time, but I couldn't take a step anymore, just looking at the beautiful courtyard like that, it was already very well decorated, everything was ingenious, everything was ingenious, this was originally the place where Wen Feiyu used the golden house to hide Jiao.
But what about me, what am I now, I'm actually a foreigner. I'm not only a ghost, but I'm better than a ghost. I watched the girl and little Po leave the hazy back, but for a moment I found that my eyes were moist.
I couldn't help but burst into tears, I choked up, but soon I heard a rhythmic footsteps, the footsteps came from far and near, as if they were coming towards a purpose, I wiped the tears on my face, and looked back to see Wen Feiyu.
Wen Feiyu was like an unpredictable prophet, he half-squatted beside me like that, and reached out to help me wipe the tears on my face, but found that such a simple action could not. I sighed and turned my face away.
"It's so beautiful here. ”
"Yours. He said, in a firm tone. I felt ashamed of myself, I stood up in panic and held the oil-paper umbrella, "I'm not qualified, I'm just a ...... Look at what I am, I don't even know what I am. ”
"These, you don't need to know, no matter how ever-changing your Lizhiyao is, you Lizhiyao is always my favorite person, the mother of my children, which is ever-changing. ”
I heard this, but sighed, "Can the two of us walk around here?" I pleaded and looked at Wen Feiyu, in fact, what is the use of "can't", he pities me like that, and there is an indescribable Haihan for me.
"Let's go, I'll show you here. He said, she is the guide, everything here is designed and made by Wen Feiyu himself, I nodded, followed behind Wen Feiyu, the two of us walked and watched, the scenery here is simply beautiful after decoration.
But it was precisely because of this perfection that I felt that I was out of place here, and now that everything was going to be good, what about myself? I looked at myself, but I had a feeling of powerlessness, and I didn't know when and in what way I would die.
Because of this, I'm more confused.
We are still walking forward, while walking, while looking at the scenery that continues to enter the eyes, the scenery is vague, but it has long been a person, finally, to a corner, this place looks remote, but I prefer the cold and lonely cold here.
Because, now I have the habit of a ghost, I raised my eyes, looked at the sky high and far, took a breath, and said, "I want to leave here, this place is so perfect, this should not belong to me, you have a better life." ”
"This is your plan?" He was dissatisfied, and he looked at me with resentful eyes, and I also looked at Wen Feiyu, because I can't be selfish and compromise everything because of what I want, I took a deep breath, "I don't deserve it." ”
"Where are these goings, there are many, many more things I want to do for you, this is just the beginning, I can't live without you, do you understand?" Wen Feiyu's tone was hurried, and he sighed as he spoke.
"But I ......"
"Needless to say, you are always thinking cranky, how is this good, you can rest easy here, you are my wife, people will respect you, you can't leave me, you can't. Wen Feiyu's black pupils looked like they had retracted their light because of nervousness.
"Good. I nodded blankly, in front, the girl and Xiao Bao have finished the tour, while exchanging what experience, while walking towards us side by side, I immediately wiped away the tears on my face, Xiao Bao looked at me from afar, and gave me a silver warp.
I couldn't hold it, and the silver warp fell to the ground like that, and I sighed, "Look, the flowers are all blooming." ”
"No, the plan of the year lies in spring, a hundred flowers bloom, what a beautiful scene. I laughed as I spoke, and Xiao Po followed suit. "You must be happy, too, okay, don't be bored here, walk more. After Xiao Bao's reminder, we went to the front.
Seriously, I was so sad that I didn't know if these belonged to me or not, and a very uncomfortable feeling had filled my heart.
After a long, long time, time seemed to stand still, we toured to the time when we were ready to go back, I went back with the girl, Wen Feiyu went to the other side, recently, he was busy, we arrived in the house, the girl was already smiling.
"You see, it's a bitter end now, and everybody is happy, but what about you, you look like a bitter gourd face. ”
"My heart, how do you know. ”
"The slave and the maid are from the past, there is nothing you don't know, you often told the slave and maid before, people live because they have their own beliefs, you also said, people live, first, you must always be full of hope! second, you must always smile! Third, you can sleep well, but you, you are always going the other way. ”
"I'm not even a human right now, girl, look at it. I stretched out my hand, which had penetrated from the teacup, I looked at myself, a miserable wry smile must have appeared on the corner of my mouth, and the girl stared at me, "However, he obviously loves you, and you should be optimistic for the sake of not being sad for the person you love." ”
"By the way, General Pei, how about you, okay?" I want to know this situation and why, because I made this marriage a success.
"Needless to say, all the good in the world doesn't add up to what he gives, and it's my luck to meet you and meet him in my life. The girl said sweetly, seeing the girl's smiling appearance, I also laughed.
I was overjoyed, "So, the good thing is near, should I bring it up, or will you decide for yourself?" "I said, the girl's face turned crimson, and then Ai Ai got up again. "Whatever the girl says, I'm used to it. ”
"Girl, people should have their own beliefs and strength in life, you can do whatever you want in the future, I see you as a sister, you don't always have to ask me for anything, you can live the life you want." ”
"Yes, but the slave must be with you so that the slave can be at ease. "Because I helped her get all this?
No, no. I wanted to explain something, but when I saw the girl's face, I could only stop talking. I thought that Wen Feiyu would not come over tonight, but Wen Feiyu is still here, and now Wen Feiyu's body looks much better than before.
Because of the nourishment of that heart, he looked like a jade tree was in the wind, which made me feel that there was already a very obvious gap and distance between myself and Wen Feiyu, and this distance, between us, seemed to be an invisible shackle, which made me uncomfortable.
"The moon is good, right? But you're always frowning, how many times a year is the moon, don't be like this, let's go outside, okay?" Wen Feiyu said as she tried to hold my hand, I nodded, and followed behind Wen Feiyu's back.
We went to the streets, and now, all the singing and dancing have come back, everything seems so lively, but I seem so out of place, there are many people, the yang is heavy, I can't even go, I can only go to the gloomy, colder places.
I don't know what else I can do to be with Wen Feiyu, Wen Feiyu saw me so sad, and said, "What, still unhappy?"
"I want to go back. As I spoke, I had already turned around, Wen Feiyu sighed, "Why, wouldn't it be nice to be here, but if you go back, we'll leave immediately." "I looked back, but I saw that many people were looking at Wen Feiyu.
He is such a person who is in the wind, from beginning to end, there are girls who frequently look at Wen Feiyu with their lingering gaze, I feel very embarrassed in the face of that gaze, but Wen Feiyu does not squint at the rest.