Chapter 385: It Shouldn't Be Like This

Thinking of this, Xue Qing's two frowning eyebrows, with two sorrows, tears and panting.

Her head hurt again, and she had no choice but to wear her black hair, panting, barefoot, and slowly stepped onto the bed.

Her body was very weak, and she felt wrong in her heart, not only thinking: "When did I become so weak?"

The memory is gone, but my habits can still be felt.

In her impression, subconsciously, she was not so weak, and her voice was not so gentle.

But why is her every move different from her consciousness? Xue Qing had a headache when she thought of this.

I couldn't think of it, so I didn't think about it anymore, so I whispered to the door:

"Luer"

"Niangniang, are you better?"

Hearing Xue Qing's faint voice, Lu'er walked gently to Xue Qing's bed and asked with concern.

"The headache is better, but I can't remember it before. Xue Qing said softly.

"Niangniang may have amnesia, Imperial Doctor Zhang said: When Niangniang fell into the water, she hit the back of her head, which may be the sequelae. I'll ask Imperial Doctor Zhang to take a look at my mother. ”

Speaking of the time when the snow fell into the water, Lu'er's eyes glistened with tears.

"No, I don't have any major problems now, don't bother. ”

Hearing Lu'er say to ask for a doctor, Xue Qing frowned slightly, feeling that she seemed to like to be quiet and didn't like strangers approaching.

"By the way, Lu'er, I don't remember anything, tell me about me. ”

Lu'er said that she fell into the water, and Xue Qing didn't remember it at all.

She had a feeling in her heart that she must know who she was, where was this, and asked Luer.

"Mother, you are ......"

Lu'er listened to Xue Qing's words, and slowly started to tell Xue Qing about Xue Qing.

It turns out that Xue Qing is now called Liu Feiyan, and she is the most noble woman in the Great Xia Kingdom, the mother of the country.

When she heard this, Xue Qing's eyes widened, and she looked incredulous.

She couldn't help but think in her heart:

"How could I get married? This is not the life I wanted. ”

In her subconscious, she didn't want to get married, let alone be a noble person.

"Mother, what's wrong?"

Seeing that Xue Qing's face was wrong, Lu'er immediately got up and came to Xue Qing's face, and asked Xue Qing very strangely.

"It's okay, you go on. ”

Xue Qing calmed down her thoughts and said to Lu'er with a blank face.

"Okay, mother, you're ......"

Lu'er spoke dryly, and Xue Qing frowned when she heard it.

When Lu'er was almost talking, Xueqing, who is now Liu Feiyan, rubbed her temples that were a little sore again, and whispered to Lu'er.

"Lu'er, I'm a little hungry, you go get some food. ”

When she said this, Xue Qing was stunned again:

"Hungry, meals, why doesn't it feel right?"

When she thought about it, for some reason, her head hurt even more.

Tell yourself not to overthink it and talk about it until you're well.

Xue Qing propped herself up on the bed and lay down slowly.

Lu'er saw Xue Qing lying down by herself, her outstretched hands were stunned, and she felt very strange in her heart, and couldn't help but think:

"Not only does Niangniang have amnesia, has she even changed her personality and living habits?"

Shaking her head, Lu'er saw Xue Qing close her eyes and walked towards the imperial dining room.

After Lu'er left, Xue Qing opened her eyes and digested the information in Lu'er's words just now:

She is the only daughter of the Great Xia Kingdom, Zhengyipin, and the only daughter of Liu Gongyong, a scholar of the Palace Pavilion. Pen in Chinese

Because of her childhood sweetheart with the crown prince Xia Zehao, when the crown prince Xia Zehao ascended the throne, she was canonized as the queen of the Great Xia Kingdom.

But because she was frail and sick since she was a child, she couldn't handle affairs, and the harem has always been in charge of the prime minister's daughter, Concubine Shu Ruyu.

Originally, the emperor had a good relationship with himself and loved him.

Even though he and the emperor have been married for several years, they are now in their twenties, and they still can't have children.

The emperor not only didn't care, but withstood the pressure of the Manchu Dynasty's civil and military abolition and kept his throne.

Liu Feiyan herself is also not a cannibal fireworks, and she is not interested in the posterior, she just wants to live her life with her emperor brother.

But God did not fulfill people's wishes, and just some time ago, someone actually participated in the eighteen charges of his father Liu Gongyong, including collaborating with the enemy and betraying the country.

At that time, the evidence was conclusive, and the emperor could not do anything.

Under the pressure of the Manchu Dynasty's civil and military, he ordered the Liu family, large and small, to kill hundreds of people in the downtown area.

When Empress Liu Feiyan heard this unacceptable news, when she went to the Qianqing Palace to cry and beg the emperor to spare her family's life, she was pushed into the lake by the noble concubine Shu Ruyu.

When he was rescued later, Liu Feiyan was unconscious and almost gave his life.

Now Liu Feiyan is Xueqing, his brows are furrowed, and he feels particularly unreal.

She thought to herself:

"I really love the emperor's brother? I really want to serve with someone? Daddy was really killed by the emperor's brother?"

Thinking of her family, Xue Qing had tears in the corners of her eyes, and the big tears flowed down involuntarily.

Gently wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, Xue Qing was sad, I don't know why, her heart is in great pain now.

Just then, Lull walked into the house with a plate of food.

Seeing that Xue Qing was so uncomfortable that she covered her chest, Lu'er immediately put down her meal, hurried to Liu Feiyan's bed, patted Liu Feiyan's back, and asked with tears in her eyes:

"Mother, don't do this to yourself. You don't feel sorry for yourself, slaves and maids feel sorry for you. ”

"Ahem...... I'm okay, have you brought the food?"

Letting go of her thoughts, Xue Qing said softly.

"Niangniang, the food is here, you sit down first. ”

Luer gently helped Xue Qing out of bed and sat down at the table.

After cleaning her hands for Xue Qing and bathing her mouth, she first brought a bowl of papaya stewed snow clams and held it in front of Xue Qing, Lu'er complained very unhappily:

"Niangniang, the concubine is getting more and more excessive now. I don't even give you the worst white bird's nest. I think that at the beginning, those blood swallows or something, they were all things that the mother was tired of. Now, for this bowl of papaya stewed snow clams, the slave maid is easy to say, and she gave the steward of the imperial dining room a white hosta in exchange. ”

Xue Qing didn't say anything when she heard Lu'er's words, but took a jade bowl and ate it slowly in small bites.

Looking at Lu'er's angry bulging face on the side, she put down the jade bowl and said to Lu'er:

"Lu'er, don't be angry, you can sit down and eat with me. ”

"Thank you, mother!"

When Lu'er heard Xue Qing's words, she was no longer angry, sat down, and ate herself while serving Xue Qing.

In this regard, Xue Qing seemed to be used to it and did not feel uncomfortable.

As she ate, she felt strange in her heart. But I don't know why I feel this disobedience?

When Lu'er mentioned the concubine, the itchy appearance of her teeth, Xue Qing seemed to have a feeling in her heart that she didn't care too much.

When Lu'er mentioned the emperor and her parents, Xue Qing's heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

This made her feel even more wrong.

She subconsciously felt that it shouldn't be like this, and her life shouldn't be like this.

Competing with others for favor and fighting is not the life you want.

Being trapped in this one-third of an acre of land is not something I can accept.

But she can't resist reality, in reality, she is the queen of the Great Xia Kingdom, the nominal hostess of this palace.

"Yo, sister, are you still in the mood to eat?"

Just as Xue Qing and Lu'er were eating, an inopportune voice sounded.

The crisp and weak voice made Xue Qing's body tremble, and she frowned instinctively.