Ling Jun didn't answer Yan Xixuan's question immediately, but Yan Xixuan seemed to see through her mind and didn't mind, but sat down next to her, "Are you very unhappy because of these nasty monsters?"

His words made Ling Jun more and more suspicious, it was strange that Gain, the "Yan Xixuan", was wearing the clothes of the modern world, but he accepted the current situation very well.

- Besides, Yan Xixuan is an existence shielded by the Heavenly Dao, and he can only be glimpsed in the place left by the Taishi, how can he appear here......

Ling Jun was stunned again, she remembered one thing: Xuanjing Lantai is a corner of the Ancient Divine Court - in other words, Xuanjing Lantai can also be regarded as a place left over from the beginning.

Since the Heavenly Dao was not as hierarchical as it was in the Mountains and Seas Realm in the Primordial Remnants, why was there no loophole in the Primordial Remnants?

In this way, if "Yan Xixuan" is her hallucination, it is still possible to appear, and it will not be forcibly blocked by the Heavenly Dao.

Ling Jun thought for a moment and asked tentatively, "Where did you come from, and why did you come from?"

She can actually speak!

Lingjun immediately wanted to scold the ink monster No. 2 passionately, but countless swear words couldn't be said when they reached his throat, the same as before.

In this way, Yan Xixuan is a great possibility that she imagined, and talking to him is like talking to herself.

Yan Xixuan said: "Don't you know where I came from......? I don't know, but there is a providence in the dark. ”

As soon as he said this, Ling Jun realized her stupidity - she knew a lot about what Yan Xixuan had experienced, but she was very unfamiliar with him personally, and no matter how many questions she asked, it was difficult to tell the difference.

"I'm useless. ”

Ling Jun sighed in his heart, and became more and more depressed.

But at the same time, she also gave up the idea of exploring whether this Yan Xixuan was true or false - what is there to explore, what if he is true or not?

In the past, she thought that those who died in reality because of their greed for the beauty in the fantasy world were stupid, and now she thinks the same, but not because she despises those people who can't distinguish between reality and illusion, but because she feels that they have lost the initiative - if someone creates a perfect dream for himself, then he will not feel anything wrong with the drunken dream of the dead in it.

After experiencing the illusionary dream, she no longer has the original extreme of true and false, but it is up to personal choice.

Just like now, she wants to escape from reality, so whether this Yan Xixuan is true or not, it seems to her that it is all fake, her hallucination, her second personality—or something else.

Ling Jun replied to Yan Xixuan's original question: "Yes, these monsters are so annoying, they should have their tongues cut out and let them enjoy the pain I have been suffering these days." ”

Yan Xixuan: "I have heard a saying - the reason why people are afraid of human words is not because they are too troublesome, but because they are ......"

He smiled slightly, "Because people's words may be biased, but sometimes they are right, and they can pierce the blinding barrier you have subconsciously set for yourself, and make 'reasonable' excuses for yourself." ”

Ling Jun's expression changed, and he immediately smiled helplessly: "Why do you want to pierce me? I fantasized about you just to escape reality temporarily. ”

"What are you running away from?" Yan Xixuan didn't deny what she said about her origin, but asked curiously, "I really can't think of anything else to escape from with your character." ”

Lingjun: "The heart is not wood and stone, I am not a sage—what are you laughing at?"

Yan Xixuan: "The main body of the Xuanming Sword is a Chaos Spirit Stone, and the Qingshen Wood is a Nine-Rank Spirit Wood, isn't your heart a wood and stone?"

“...... Seriously, no kidding. ”

Ling Jun didn't have much to do now, and after she was silent for a moment, she slowly said the entanglement in her heart: "I just suddenly felt ...... I was lonely and ridiculous. ”

"Why?"

"The origin is unknown, the past is unknown, the road ahead is unpredictable—isn't this lonely? isn't this ridiculous?" Ling Jun laughed softly, his faint laughter seemed to be self-deprecating, "I don't know how I appeared, whether the gathering spirit of the Xuanming Sword was in accordance with the destiny of heaven, or if someone deliberately did it, I don't know if I made a big mistake to end up in this step now, and I don't know what the Heavenly Dao that obviously doesn't like me will do to me in the future, and what will the detached person who hides behind the curtain do......"

"If I am as clear and innocent as Su Qinghuai, maybe I can be like her. ”

"If I am like Lin Yucheng, maybe I will not have the only goal of 'living' in my life. ”

"If I ...... like a rainbow"

"Even Long Yingyun, who I don't like the most, seems to be the same as me, enduring humiliation and burdens in order to survive, and even the principles of being a monk can be thrown away, and the bottom line is retreating again and again...... But after all, it's still different, because he still has the ability to fall in love with others, which is really incredible. ”

Ling Jun shook his head and muttered: "I don't even have the ability to control my own life, and I am still in the mood to fall in love, this may be the human race, anyway, I can't understand it." ”

Yan Xixuan interjected at the right time: "Because the feelings of the human race are often uncontrollable, and you have extremely high control over your emotions, this is a good thing." ”

"Do you really think that's a good thing?" Ling Jun asked rhetorically, "Maybe, at some point." But to me, this kind of innate control is like a limitation — you know the robot, right?"

Yan Xixuan was slightly stunned.

"I feel like I'm a robot, a robot that has been set the goal of 'living no matter what', and I won't fall in love with anyone until my life is safeguarded, and even my interactions with other people are as shallow and unrelenting. ”

"Lin Yucheng and I have experienced life and death several times, but when it comes to endangering my life, I can turn my head and leave them behind, without any nostalgia. Even—I never doubted that I could have gone any further. ”

Lingjun's hand fell on the center of his eyebrows, and then his fingers slowly slid down and landed on his heart—the Spirit Race naturally does not have the heart as an organ, but it is also often learned from the Human Race to say, "When Long Yingyun is my spirit slave, I can easily descend to his divine thoughts, and his divine soul and body do not belong to him;

"I'm lost. ”

......

When Ling Jun told her confusion, Yan Xixuan listened quietly except for a sentence in the middle, and did not show any emotions such as "I can't understand" and "You think too much", so it can be said that she is a very qualified listener.

It wasn't until she finished the last sentence, and fell completely silent, that he began to speak his mind.

"There's so much confusion in your heart, it's no wonder you're caught by these monsters. Yan Xixuan patted her shoulder comfortingly, "But in fact, you don't have to think about it so much, I'll just ask - even if you, like most creatures in the mountain and sea realm, can't control your emotions, and your life is full of passion and accidents, can you be sure that you are truly alive?"

"I'm afraid it can't, maybe it's just that Heavenly Dao or the Transcendent have secretly added another template of disorder to you, isn't it?"

Ling Jun sighed: "Yes, it is an extremely difficult problem to prove that you belong only to yourself, to live completely independently, and it often involves a higher being—and this kind of existence is unimaginable to us. ”

"That's the truth. Yan Xixuan said, "There is no unsolvable problem in this world, but there are unsolvable problems in stages, you are now in the game, you don't know the true face of Lushan; ”

"Before that, all you need to do is to believe in yourself unconditionally - even if you are wrong, you don't need others to point fingers, only you can modify your three views and goals. ”

Ling Jun rarely evoked a hint of undisguised smile, "Isn't this self-righteousness?"

Yan Xixuan: "So what? Your cultivation is to survive, to prove the existence, independence and freedom of 'me', then the ultimate goal is not to cultivate the Heavenly Dao, but to cultivate oneself - for you, it is much better to be rigid and self-righteous than to listen to people's words and waver." ”

"Maybe you're right. Lingjun agreed with him.

In fact, she has been in an endless stream of negative emotions as a result of Ink Monster 2 lately, and she hasn't really given up struggling, she will always insist on thinking when she's awake once in a while—which is already extremely difficult.

The results of the thinking are not as concise as Yan Xixuan said, but the general idea is the same.

It's just that...... So the problem is, it's easier said than done, it's not that she realizes that she needs to change, and she can get through it with a little empowerment, which also needs to explore and explore a feasible path.

But before that, she had confirmed Yan Xixuan's identity - this is a personality she imagined, with the "most familiar stranger" Yan Xixuan as the appearance, but the core is still a part of her, otherwise how could it coincide?

Yan Xixuan really understood what she was thinking about now, and said, "Maybe you can try to start with the way of the sword? What can help you rebuild your self-confidence and establish a unique cultivation path as quickly as possible is naturally what you are best at now." ”

Ling Jun smiled, "I see. ”

She didn't say thank you, because this "Yan Xixuan" was originally a part of her, so why bother to say thank you?

As if sensing what she was thinking again, the corners of Yan Xixuan's lips curved slightly, and her figure gradually faded, "You must succeed!"

"Of course it won't be me who fails!" Ling Jun swore to the void where Yan Xixuan was originally located.

After that, she finally set her sights on Ink Monster II again.

When talking to Yan Xixuan, perhaps because he was distracted, the discussion of the Ink Monster No. 2 seemed to be much quieter, and as soon as Yan Xixuan disappeared, everything returned to its previous appearance - the difference is that Lingjun retains the fire of the soul and the cornerstone of the self, and will no longer collapse again and again as before.

"Look, look, she still wants to struggle, it's really blind confidence!"

"Hee-hee-hee...... A truly invulnerable person will not be in a state of mind collapsed by us from the very beginning, and a person whose state of mind is broken, no matter what crooked ways he uses, is doomed to not be able to get up!"

"Wow, she's still glaring at me, so fierce! I'll just say a few words, she actually wants to kill me? This is really a morally corrupt evil spirit!"

......

Lingjun frowned, even though she knew how to go forward, these ink monsters were still terrible - she had to ignore them as much as she could, and when she didn't have the power to kill them, that's what life was bound to do.

With the sword in hand, she will never be defeated!

·

Suzuzawa, a stretch of archipelago.

After Yun Ye Lingzun and his party got rid of the pursuit of the Pluto God Sect, they came to Haiyuze in a low-key manner and settled in this chaotic area.

Compared with the other four great continents, there are countless large and small forces on Haiyu Ze, and because there are many ambitious people in the adjacent two regions and four continents, it will inevitably fall victim to the competition between the upper three grade sects.

Except for the aborigines, there are only a few monks here who can't get along in other places and don't want to avoid the depths of the wilderness, conspirators and conspiracy executors who come here for intrigue, and not many people really want to stay here - but for Yun Ye Lingzun and others, who are used to the terrible situation in the East China Sea, this place is simply too kind, and coming here feels like coming home.

Yun Ye Lingzun is not a monk who does good deeds without asking for anything in return, she saved so many monks when the East China Sea Illusion collapsed, and then transferred the East China Sea Illusion Realm creatures to Yun Ke Dream Sea, naturally she will not let these people have a chance to leave the palm of her hand - at least not now.

For example, Mu Junyan and other young masters of the clan, they are arrogant, but they can't stand the fact that the clansmen are all in the hands of Yun Ye Lingzun, so they can only be soft, and some of the unfortunate monks who have been buried with the whole clan and the East China Sea Fantasy Realm, they are either like ashes or crazy, but they are all subdued by Yun Ye Lingzun.

After integrating these people together, Yunye Lingzun created a force - in order to prevent people from discovering their origins, and also to enhance the cohesion and sense of belonging of the sect, this force is naturally no longer the Yuntong Spirit Realm, but the "Thousand Autumn Palace", which takes the meaning of a great dream for a thousand years.

They are all people who dream big in the East China Sea Fantasy Realm, and dream goodbye to a thousand years.

The short-term goal of the Qianqiu Hall is to recapture the blessed land of Lang Huan, and the long-term goal has not yet been determined, at present, the disciples of the sect are just over five hundred, but half of them are out-of-body and distracted monks, and most of the remaining half were once the young masters of a clan - the young masters, which means that the talent is excellent and can be made.

Coupled with Yun Ye Lingzun, the boss of the Cave Void Period, the configuration of this sect is invincible in Haiyuze.

When Yun Ye Lingzun was busy fighting the country, Ye Shijian was not idle, he was busy perfecting Yun Ke Menghai.

At the beginning, because of the urgency of time, Yun Ke Menghai was released to save people when he was still a half-finished product;

He spends all day sewing and mending, and he doesn't have the heart to think about how the other friends are doing now - this is probably the simplicity of research-oriented talents.

After filling in the last known loophole, Ye Shijian entered the realm of the unity of heaven and man, and suddenly had a new idea of the way forward.