"I lived in Summer City when I was a child, and my dad went outside the territory not long after I was born.

They all said that my father is the pride of the silkworm and the hero of the entire wilderness.

They all envy me for having such a daddy.

In fact, they don't know, I don't want my daddy's cultivation to be high, and I don't want him to become the pride of the silkworm.

I just want him to stand up when I'm being bullied.

If he were an ordinary warrior of the Silkworm, maybe he would be better......"

Her voice was calm, and a lot of emotion flashed in her eyes when she looked at the attic somewhere in Xia Cheng.

Zishu listened quietly, but did not speak, nor did he say anything to comfort him.

Because she knew that mulberry leaves were not needed.

All she needed was a confidant.

"See, that attic over there? That's where I lived when I was a kid. ”

Zishu followed her hand and looked over, there were indeed many attics in that area of Xia City, and from a distance, Zishu couldn't tell which one was where Mulberry Ye had lived before.

Of course, that's not the point.

"When I was four years old, my Eminem was pregnant with a child again, and that man was the commander of the silkworms.

Compared to Daddy, who is far away, this man can give her more benefits.

Originally, according to the agreement between her and my father, even if she wanted to remarry, she would raise me until I was seven years old, after I woke up. ”

"Three years is just three years, and she can't wait. Even if she took me with her, I wouldn't hate her, but she left me alone.

She said that there were already several women and children in the commander's family.

If I had followed, I would have been bullied.

She said that when she gave birth to the baby and stood firm, she would come and pick me up. ”

Sang Ye said this, poured a sip of wine fiercely, thinking of all the things back then, she felt that the spirit wine in her mouth had a bitter taste.

"I took her word for it, and after she left, I sat at the door every day and waited for her to come back and pick me up.

I waited and waited, from sunrise to sunset, and they all said she wouldn't come back. But I don't believe it, she's my Eminem, why don't you want me?"

"It was three years, I waited from four to seven, and she didn't come to pick me up.

If it hadn't been for the tribe to take care of me, I would have starved to death before I was seven years old. ”

"Later, I awakened the Silkworm Soul and was chosen by the tribe as the young master, and the person who disappeared for three years reappeared.

Seeing her again, I was actually a little happy in my heart.

I think she may have other unavoidable hardships, how can there be Eminem in the world who doesn't love her children. ”

"However, I later found out that she didn't come to see me, but wanted the resources that the tribe had given me. ”

"She said, I am already a young master, and the resources given to me by the tribe will definitely not be used up, their mountain tribe is small and the resources are insufficient, so let me give her my own resources and let her take them back to support her people. ”

The corners of Sang Ye's mouth tugged slightly, revealing a sarcastic smile and said: "The Shanyuan tribe is small, the Shanyuan tribe is short of resources, she thinks about her people in her heart, she never thought about it, I will only wake up at that time, if I don't have those resources, how to cultivate, how to recruit subordinates?"

She said, my brother will awaken in the future, and he will definitely need a lot of resources for cultivation, and she didn't think about it, I have already awakened, and I also need resources to cultivate. ”

"I thought, if you don't love me, why did you give birth to me?"

Zishu felt sadness and fragility from Mulberry Ye's body.

The mulberry leaves she knows have always been proud, and such mulberry leaves are distressing to look at.

"It's all over, it's just some less important people, since she doesn't have you in her heart, why should you care about her. Zishu said soothingly.

After drinking a gourd of wine, Zishu took another gourd out, and the two of them drank quietly and looked at the night scene of the silkworm tribe.

Is the silkworm beautiful? A city with four seasons, purple and red, is undoubtedly beautiful.

Is the silkworm big? The upper part of the city can't be finished for a few days and nights, so it is naturally big.

Is the silkworm prosperous? How can a place where tens of millions of people live not be prosperous?

But no matter how beautiful, big, and prosperous the silkworm is, in Zishu's view, it is not as warm as Qingyan, which only has three or four peaks.

Mulberry Ye may have been a little drunk, and after a long time, she spoke again: "When I was young, I was actually very envious of Mulberry Branch, and I was a little jealous of it.

The attic of her house is next door to my house, her father is just an ordinary warrior, and her Eminem is also married to the silkworm from other tribes.

She didn't cultivate to be a profound, proud father.

However, she was happier than me, and his father would bring her gifts every time he came back from hunting.

Her clothes are not as beautiful as mine, and I am wearing cloud silk, but she can only wear animal skins.

But the animal skin she wore was made for her by her Eminem himself.

My cloud silk clothes are always made by the guards. ”

"When she was five years old, Mulberry's father went out hunting and was bitten to death by a fierce beast.

I thought at that time, she would definitely have a miserable life without her father.

Her Eminem will definitely not want her in order to live a better life.

However, her Eminem did not abandon her.

Her Eminem became a silkworm girl.

Do you know what a silkworm raiser is? It is a person who is specially responsible for taking care of silkworms, who is very bitter and tired, very mentally wasted, and depends on luck.

If the silk raised is the best, then it will be earned, and if you are unlucky, a month or even a year's hard work will be in vain.

However, no matter how bad the silkworm raising lady is, there is an advantage, that is, safety.

After Sangzhi's father died, many warriors wanted to marry her Eminem, but her Eminem didn't agree.

Because she was worried that Sangzhi would be unhappy and would be bullied. ”

Mulberry Ye's voice was filled with undisguised envy.

"I still remember that Aunt Hua once rejected a thousand-year-old marry's proposal.

She said that she would work hard for another two years, and if Sang Zhi did not awaken her soul, she would find an ordinary person as a partner, so as not to be bullied by Sang Zhi in the future.

If Sang Zhi awakens his life soul, she will find a warrior, so that she can accumulate resources for Sang Zhi.

Later, Sang Zhi awakened the soul of the silkworm, and after becoming the young master, her Eminem never married again in order not to make trouble for her, but just helped her take care of the mulberry garden. ”

The two also have no father, but their circumstances are very different.

This is also the reason why Sang Zhi wants to have a child, but Sang Ye is very resistant to having a child.

Sang Zhi wants to keep a child in order to accompany her Eminem and give her Eminem a sustenance.

It is also hoped that this child, after she leaves, can continue to accompany her Eminem on her behalf.

Mulberry Ye chose not to have children, because she didn't want her children to have a similar childhood to hers.