Chapter 613: Don't Forget the Stubborn Resistance
But in the world, there is the morning sun at dawn, and in the evening, the sun is thin, and immediately there is a glamorous sunset and fiery clouds, everything is so beautiful, and in addition to these, there are all kinds of things, and I want to get out of here, which is also a kind of spell that I want to get rid of.
I had risen from the half-light and half-darkness, and today, because of the night's rest, I thought I would be more energetic, but it turned out to be the opposite, and I felt that the weight of the bones in my body seemed to become a clear load.
That heavy, heavily suppressed feeling made my mind feel heavy, and it took a long, long time before I laughed, but I knew it was a bitter smile.
"What about the mirror, can I take a look?" I said, but as soon as I opened my mouth, I found another horror, my teeth seemed to be very sharp, and I already felt a faint disgust and rejection for the light and brightness that I had liked before.
Before, I read a multiple-choice question about how a vampire sucks the blood of a human race, and what does that taste like in his mouth? Is it sweet or salty? I thought it must be sweet at first, but now I'll choose another answer.
I'm still thinking about it, the girl has shaken her head in pain, I don't know what I have become now, my face is hateful, ugly and old I can't even look at myself, I stretched out my hand and slowly stroked my heart.
The emperor's heart didn't bring me any benefits, now, I'm still alive, I'm just because of the inner pill that I cultivated, plus the inner pill of the ghost king's hell punishment and the girl, the combination of inside and outside, my body is fine for the time being.
Actually, there are a lot of frightening things, which are happening little by little, girl, otherwise I see, I already understand, I will not look good.
"So, make me a mask?" I said, looking at the girl with bitter pleasure, the girl nodded again and again, and was already about to prepare, "No, you go and let the people make the dishes first, I will get up soon, I need to clean my face, no matter how ugly I am, I need to freshen up." ”
I say.
"Yes, girl. "Actually, here, my identity is already recognized, but in the mouth and eyes of the girl, I am always his girl, not the inexplicable mother here. Her title, in fact, was the most satisfying to me, and it wasn't long before a basin of water was brought in from outside.
On the water, there are white jasmine and crimson roses, I immersed my face in the warm water, but the tears have been unstoppable, fortunately, the girl does not know that I have burst into tears, I have just seen my hazy and terrifying face from this water.
My face, wrinkled and old, took away the youth and collagen from my face, one of my faces became bony protruding, as if it had been cut down by the jungle, revealing a large patch of winding and undulating stones, I reached out and stroked one of my faces, and found that my cheeks became stiff.
This new discovery made me stunned, and it didn't take long for me to touch my own body temperature again, which was completely different from before, and my body's blood movement became much slower, but these could not stop me from saying that I was still alive, and I knew that this time I would either ignore it and die.
Or, I will become a part of the ghost clan, and the other girls who serve me next to me will actually be very happy after seeing me become like this, because, they are like mischief, don't I hate them the most?
Now, I have been imperceptibly transformed by them, and I have become no different from them, what an ironic thing for me, I shuddered, and immediately shuddered, "Bu Cai." I said, "Bring me my cloak, it's a little cold today." ”
Actually, here, it's cold every day. A girl was busy looking for the cloak, and not long after, the cloak had been delivered, and I put it on, and my body became warmer, but my heart became colder and colder, I was going to change, I wanted to be the same as them.
As soon as I thought of this, a feeling of fear had enveloped me, and I didn't know what else I could do, so I stood up and the girl had already come in.
"Girl, come over here. ”
"Am I ugly today?" I looked at the girl, the girl looked away, but her eyebrows were flashing, "No, how can a girl be ugly, a girl is beautiful every day." However, what she said was insincere, and what she said was endless.
"This is needlework, the girl will eat first, you have eaten, and the slave and maid here will also sit down for you. The girl said as she found a place to sit down, "No, I'll do it myself." "I have taken the needle and thread in the girl's hand to the female worker, although I am not very good, but it is actually possible to make such a small prop.
I flew the needle next to me, while doing it seriously, while doing it wholeheartedly, not very seriously, and said casually: "In the future, the matter of taking care of the little master will be handed over to you, if I have a three-long and two-short, even if he kisses, it is also kissing you, I can laugh at Jiuquan." ”
I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will suddenly turn a blind eye one day, I'm afraid that I'll die before I even have time to explain my future, but in addition to this, what I'm more afraid of is that the little master will understand in the future that I'm just a ghost, no, I'm not.
"Girl, don't do this, you'll be fine. I paused, the needle had stabbed my finger, and I would have felt a pain in normal times, but now, the sensitive perceptual system has degenerated, and I don't feel it.
I was numb, I was blind, I looked at my palm in a daze, looking at the drop of blood that gradually seeped out, forget it, I still have a perverted feeling that I really want to taste what my blood tastes like.
I'm going to change, I'm going to change, I'm going to change! Although I tried my best to be calm, the girl could see that my thirst for that drop of blood, and soon, the smile on my face had been revealed, and I quietly took the Jinpa, and had already wiped away the drop of blood.
Even the girl has that kind of indecent cultivation, but what about me, I don't have anything, I see myself swallowed up by the ghost clan's ghostly spirit, my tears have rolled down the back of my hand, strangely, even my tears have become no warm.
That cold feeling, I shuddered, "No, no, I ......"
"It's alright, girl, it's really alright. The girl comforted me, and soon took my hand, and my palm was wrapped in it, but I didn't feel warm, and even, there was a terrifying illusion, I felt that the girl's question was normal.
How is this possible, what does this mean, it shows that I and the girl have tended to the same form, the feeling of suspicion and horror on my face has deepened a lot, and after a long, long time, I trembled a little, "Girl, I ...... I've changed, I've changed. ”
"Girl, no, no, nothing. The girl said hurriedly, I saw the girl's lips fluttering, and it took a long time, a long time for me to gradually come out of that unacceptability, and my eyes looked at the position next to me.
"Girl, slave and maid help you. The girl had already seen that it was impossible for me to make the mask with peace of mind, and after he held it, he divided it by two, and after a while, he had already given me a decent mask, and I suddenly smiled and put the mask on my face.
"Girl, you love beauty, the slave and maid here look at embroidering flowers for you, what flowers do you want?" the girl asked, I thought about it, and said, "Red lotus." "The red lotus will be reborn from the fire, it will grow endlessly, it is a very strange plant, in fact, this plant is called hellfire in the ghost clan.
Or called mandala, we see the red lotus in the maze every day, this is a very magical plant, this plant leaves and petals will not bloom at the same time, there is this there is no that, there is no this.
"Okay, the girl will go eat first, and the slave will get it out at once when she has time. The girl nodded and looked at me, but I was horrified to find again that I had lost an appetite that ordinary people should have, and the smell of the food had been delivered, and I, like them, was actually insensitive.
I stared at the girl next to me in horror, I was afraid that my every move would make the girl sad, it would make the girl worry, I immediately forced a smile, nodded, and went to the table, I liked the food, and it was placed on the table horizontally and vertically.
The girls looked at me, their eyes fell on my face intentionally or unintentionally, in fact, they were not frightened, but because they were curious, why I became such a terrifying image overnight, in fact, they have seen a lot of bizarre and frightened looks.
I can only force myself, let myself calm down, let myself sit like that, let myself be careless, let myself not be sad, I sat down for a long time.
I looked at a dish called the Snow Mountain Flying Fox, but found that the soup of the tomatoes was red as if it were fresh blood.
I was shocked, how could I have such a thought, how could I think like this? No, no. But my mind was really confused, and it took a long, long time before I calmed down, only to realize that what I wanted to eat tasted like chewing wax.
My sense of taste, it's gone, it's gone, and I'm sad, but I can't let anyone know that I've eaten a lot this morning, and with a wave of my hand, they've taken it away, and I'm not healthy from today.
"Girl, it's okay, you don't have to worry about it, you are different from us, you are one of the people in the heavens, your bones are amazing, there are the rest of the creations. "The girl comforted me, but I knew that it was possible.
I stared blankly at the group of people coming and going in the room, inexplicably adding a strange sense of intimacy to them, I withdrew my gaze, looked at the girl blankly, I sighed helplessly, I had already hurried to the window, I leaned on the window, looking at the scene outside.
The courtyard was a dark and rumbling scene, as depressed as it could be.