Although the view of freedom is not large, there are still spare rooms, there are still three rooms left, Zhang Haomin chose the southernmost one, because the sun is good, and it is close to the small courtyard inside.

When I opened the door, I saw that the room was clean, although it was inevitable that there was some dust and a little cobweb, but it was not as bad as I imagined.

Zhang Haomin opened the window and cleaned up briefly, Qiu Gongshou went to the sect to borrow a futon for him, so he sat on the chair and looked at the world outside the window blankly.

Today's sun is as dazzling as yesterday, and today's sky is even clearer than yesterday's, but there is no yesterday's sea of stars, and there is no brightest star.

This is a kind of frustration like a world away, the joy of the last second seems to have become a dream, this second, the world is left with only itself, an empty self.

The breeze was blowing, and the ginkgo trees in the courtyard waved their skirts, confessing to the distant clouds, and the clouds were blown by the wind and laughed.

One floats in the sky and can't come down, and the other is rooted in the dirt and keeps sticking out his head, so he has to look forward to a rain and a fog, so that they will be fulfilled and the love of this day and place will be fulfilled.

Just when Zhang Haomin was stunned, Qiu Gongshou came back with the futon, but he went to the small courtyard inside first, he wanted to talk to Qingyurou, he knew that this girl must be very sad at this time.

"Light girl, light girl, are you there?"

The courtyard was quiet, the door of the house was closed, and no one seemed to be there, only the wind was cleaning the courtyard.

Qiu Gongshou stood in the courtyard with the futon in his arms, he waited for a while, still didn't get any response, and couldn't help but sigh helplessly.

Just as he was about to leave, the door of the house opened, and Qing Yurou stood at the door, with an indescribable loneliness on her face, and her eyes were even more red and swollen, obviously crying.

"Light girl, can I talk to you?"

Qingyurou nodded silently, she also wanted to find someone to talk about the grievances in her heart, but looking around, she had no one to complain about except Zhang Haomin.

Qiu Gongshou put the futon on the stone table in the courtyard, took two small square stools, and walked towards the side courtyard to the east, because the room where Zhang Haomin lived was too close to this small courtyard.

"Did you two quarrel?"

Qingyurou shook her head, she really wished that there would be a big noise, instead of such a peaceful torture, as if there was an invisible hand, grabbing her heart fiercely, making her breathless in pain.

"Then why did he move out all of a sudden?"

Light Yurou still shook her head, she knew what it was for, but she didn't want to admit it.

Now she feels that her heart is so chaotic, and her uncontrolled thoughts have wrapped her like a silkworm, like a prey in a spider's web, struggling hopelessly, but she can't escape the judgment of fate.

She told herself over and over again in her heart that she must escape from this cocooned situation, but she was afraid of the outside world, or more precisely, her future self.

Because what comes out of the cocoon may be a newborn butterfly or a moth that fights fire.

"Do you like him?"

This sudden question directly hit the key point of Qingyurou, so that she didn't know how to answer for a while, so she had to keep her head down and be silent.

"What kind of person is he in your heart?"

"Like the brightest star, though not as warm as the sun and as bright as the moon, it is the direction of the heart. ”

"Will he one day streak across your sky like a meteor, and your night sky will be lit up with another shining star? ”

"Probably, but it will never be the first, and I'm not the same person anymore. ”

Qiu Gongshou stroked his beard with a smile, looking at the light rain at the moment, he seemed to see his former self, and the distress was so similar.

"How old are you, girl?"

"Just over fifteen. ”

"Oh, I'm just getting to the age of Jilu. Then you still have a long way to go. ”

Qingyu looked up at Qiu Gongshou in confusion, and didn't know why he wanted to say that.

"At your age, no, I was a little older than you at the time.

One day, on an inadvertent afternoon, I met the brightest star in the night sky, and she was so radiant and dazzling that I couldn't help but fall in love with her.

But this is how fate makes people, and I am not the brightest star in her night sky.

So one day, the star that belonged to her appeared, illuminated her night sky, and then she left me without looking back, and ran towards her freedom.

After she left, I couldn't forget her, because when you saw the most beautiful scenery, you disdained the banality of the world.

That is, from that day on, wine became all I had, a dependence on my heart, and I spent day after day in a state of confusion, and I thought this was my life.

But suddenly one day, she came back to me, crying and begging, for me to save her star. Why me? Because she knew that no one in the world would help her without hesitation but me.

She was cruel to me, but she was still the brightest star in my night sky, so I chose to help her, and I chose to fulfill them.

Since then, I have quit drinking, and I no longer continue to be decadent, but I have worked hard to cultivate and make myself better and better.

At first, I was hoping that one day she would come to me and beg me to help her. But as I worked day by day, I discovered something that I was overlooking.

In this vast night sky, there is not only the brightest star, but a whole sea of stars. I have teachers, parents, friends, and countless beautiful things waiting for me.

Since that day, I have never seen her again, and I have stopped clinging to the brightest star, because if there is no brightest, then the whole sky will be bright.

Not long ago, her daughter came to me and said that she was dying and wanted to see me again in the last days.

But I refused, I didn't go, because I didn't want to see her embarrassed, so that the brightest star in my heart would not shine again.

I understand her choice, I support hers, but I can never forgive her because I love her, and love is selfish.

A few days ago, she passed away, and I went down the mountain once and went to her grave to take a look, and she was buried with her star, so she was happy.

But in the same way, my brightest star also ended her drift and returned to me, so I was also happy. ”

Qingyurou listened to Qiu Gongshou's story, as if she saw her future, and her heart became even more uncomfortable.

"Daoist Qiu, are you all so persuasive?"

"I'm telling you that your starry sky is not only him, there are countless other beautiful things, you don't have to get it if you like it, you can also protect it in your heart, and then make yourself better, I believe that time will not treat you badly. ”

"But why do I have to wait for him? He has already said that, I don't want to spend so many years loving someone who doesn't love me. ”

"I didn't ask you to wait for him, I asked you to wait for yourself, if you don't find yourself, you will never see the brightest sea of stars. And your fate is not over. ”

Qingyurou was stunned for a moment, then laughed happily and asked urgently.

"Daoist Qiu, are you right?"

"As long as you believe me, you will be sure. ”

"Then I really have a fate with him?"

"You have a love relationship of two lifetimes, in this life, you are destined to encounter many ups and downs, but as long as you persevere, you will definitely be able to grow old together.

Otherwise, how could I have agreed to let you live together in the first place?"

Hearing Qiu Gongshou's words, Qingyurou suddenly felt a little shy, and then she was happy like a fool, as if she had untied some knots in her heart.

"Two lives are too little, I want three, four, eternal life. ”

"If you want to, you will make it happen. ”

Hearing this, Qingyu looked at Qiu Gongshou firmly and said.

"Daoist Qiu, you teach me to cultivate. ”