I can't change it today, and I will compensate for it tomorrow.

The recent state is really bad, there are problems with the physical and mental state, I don't know what's going on, I always suspect that I have a very serious illness, go to the hospital again and again to check, check all kinds of symptoms on the Internet, sit down, I was scared half to death, I can't wait to catch the doctor and ask immediately.

Some people say it's depression, others say it's plant dysfunction or something, and it feels like it's developing in the direction of a low-handed lonely uncle.

I was always scared, afraid that I would lose my health.

Half-step vicissitudes say that I am too homely, unsociable, lack of friends, and life is too monotonous, so I have psychological problems

Others said I was stressed out......

To be honest, I don't feel like I'm stressed, and I shouldn't be, but the doctor says that people who are stressed usually don't feel it...... Maybe it really is.

Some people also say that I am too tired.

To be honest, I'm really tired, I've had less recently, well, since the beginning of the New Year, it's not much, I did the math, it took two months to change 180,000 words, and it's really a shame to the brothers.

You treat me well, it's just love, from the modifier transformation, jumping station, I was ready to hit the street, so I didn't have any confidence at the time, signed a big contract with a lot of numbers, basically sold myself, and wanted to worry about it for four or five years, but your love made me have a good score and gave me confidence.

I'll tell you the bottom today, the new book is really being written, and the traditional Chinese is also out, in order to catch up with the manuscript, the two books are written together, so tired, very tired, 4000 updates a day, in fact, 14000 ...... Maybe that's the pressure.

Fortunately, the new book has been well received by all parties, and the efforts of more than half a year have not been in vain.

I'm afraid of the streets, I'm afraid that I won't be able to write good things, so that you will continue to like me......

This may be the source of the stress.

Locked in a small dark room every day......

After all that I said, I don't know what I'm going to say.

In short, the king's update is sorry everyone, but I really care about everyone, without you, my world will lose everything, there is no color, I can't think of anything else I can do with this waste wood except code words.

Recently I feel like I've reached a dead end, with all kinds of negative emotions, all kinds of worries, all kinds of fears, and paranoia...... It's just a symptom of depression.

I hope I'm getting better, I want to be as optimistic as the main character in the book, I like to write about hot blood and health, I hope I can get out of this negative state and write really hot and sunny things.

There was too much nonsense, and the daughter-in-law said that you said so much, it would be better to update a chapter with code words, but when these words came out, the psychology was much better.

I love you.

Please support me.

VPAD code words, hands are sore, tomorrow four watches, please forgive me.